rap // down 3.0

Low key sad vibe

Unknxwn

nothing but pain

yungpunk

The Upload

Sadd

Lyrics

I've got a leak in my soul
I don't think nobody knows
What I think bout when I'm all alone
I never know where to go
But I never let anyone in
How could I let someone in
When I believe that the reason I'm hurt
Is because I started to let anyone in?

Oh why do I feel like this a lot?
God I just want it stop
No lie, I might just make it all stop
And there ain't no one to stop me

I don't think nobody got me
All of these bad thoughts got me
Inside a hole, where do I go?
I'll never know

I'm so cold, I don't think I feel a thing
I just wanna get a pole, put a bullet in my brain
I know you ain't wanna know about the shit that I can say
When I'm in my room alone, letting out all of this pain

But I gotta let it out, yeah I gotta let it fly
I don't wanna see you pout, I don't wanna see you cry
When you see I'm out of time in the moment that I die
Cause when I was still alive you ain't pull me to to the side

I've got a leak in my soul
I don't think nobody knows
What I think bout when I'm all alone
I never know where to go
But I never let anyone in
How could I let someone in
When I believe that the reason I'm hurt
Is because I started to let anyone in?

Oh why do I feel like this a lot?
God I just want it stop
No lie, I might just make it all stop
And there ain't no one to stop me

I don't think nobody got me
All of these bad thoughts got me
Inside a hole, where do I go?
I'll never know

alone. | Produced by sketchmyname

prod. by skellington
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0oGcZfAZaOby4FVubPcrFQ
🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
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lyrics:
If you took a tour of my mind, I swear you'd throw up
I’m fucked up in a million ways and I never shut up
And when I try to fall asleep, I be feeling so stupid
I lie up my bed and my dreams are never lucid
like everything else in my life, it’s out of my control
And I was lying when I said that I was sitting here alone
I was flirting with the loser that I kept inside my basement
It shares my fucking name and it loves the high I’m chasing

I don't really feel like doing these downers anymore
But if I take a drink, I’m always one to overpour
My head is only straight when it been bouncing off the ceiling
It might like look like I feel great but just know I hate this feeling
I’m 20 shots deep screaming take me now
Will you take me far away from this maddening crowd?
Everybody acts the same I should know my place
See it branded on my face but still you hear me say

I’m a letdown
I’m a fuck up
I’m a crazy one
Imma die young
I don't wanna talk
I don't wanna speak
And I don’t wanna see you cry when I take my fucking life

Chilling on a Sunday and I can't seem to relax
I’m walking through pews and I think I’m about to relapse
On this depression
All this aggression
You said you wanted truth well this is my confession


Work my fucking ass off I don't even feel like trying anymore
I don't even need a mattress I’ve been crying on the floor
I put on my favorite actress when I’m walking out the door
When I walk out the door

You say I should get out I should really see the trees
I smile like a sellout but I really wanna leave 
I wish I could enjoy it I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me

I lost the space I feel nauseous
I fall apart as they watch it
I’m not the one my mind's toxic
I wish that I could be flawless
You come around just be cautious
I told you once my mind's toxic
It folds on me without logic
I held it once and I lost it

my mind's toxic

a song i wrote when my mind on thoughts started to gang up on me.

imnotmythoughts.

fallacy coolin’ wit shinzo

I don’t wanna do this anymore 
leave me dead here on the floor 
I don’t wanna sleep in bed 
Since you left me all alone 
I feel your presence everywhere 
your voice is in the air 
I wish you didn’t think that I just never fucking cared 

I’m falling apart again 
I get no rest at night 
heart beating, I’m alive, I’m never getting high 
cause I’m broken from the feeling that you left inside 
my heart, cause It was hard for me to stop feeding you all those lies 

there’s no excuse for my shitty behavior 
maybe you just fuckin did yourself a favor 
I’m a fuck up and I don’t deserve you 
5 years of every memory I’ll never forget you 

I don’t blame you for leaving me alone 
Cause I know, you’re better off without me 

I’m going days without eating again 
I’m broke and I’m barely getting out of my bed 
I’m getting fucked up every chance that I get 
cause I never want to feel this feeling of regret pounding my chest 
In my head it’s always gonna be my fault 
I’m closed off and I bottle up everything I should talk about 
it’s so hard for me to say it out loud 
But I am not okay and I don’t see a way out

i don't wanna do this anymore... (prod. Afterlife x Pekarot)

deadboy (prod.thersx)

Lyrics:
ion really care what your boyfriend say
runnin thru my mind its like every single day
anything you want cause i just got paid
you dont want it now so ill be on my way

i just had to block you i been done
lock up on my heart cause i been stung
smoke up in the room now its in my lungs
if im gonna die ima make it fun

why you always lookin, to start some trouble cookin
up schemes for words you snook in, you break my heart you took it

why cant you just leave me alone

IDCWYBS

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DzXEM2beb8g

You can ask me how I'm doing, I'll say fine.
Even though the pain is killing me inside.
You can Ask me how I'm feeling, I'm alright.
You want the truth then you can look me in the eyes.

You can ask me how I've been I'll say okay,
I never gave a fuck about my feelings anyways
You can ask me hows its been I'll say, it's great
I never wanted your sympathy in the first place.

And I know I really mean that in the worst way.
I'd share my side by I don't think you'd ever see it.
I turn my back on everybody even me.
I'd say I'm sorry but I don't know what It'd would mean.

Black Nails, Black Sheep
I was never meant to be
I'm in the dark, but I can see.
This world was never meant for me
 
Should I stay or should I go,
I've been walkin down this road.
As of lately I've been homesick 
but I'm still so sick of home.  

I'm feelin just like a ghost 
I'm nobody, I'm alone
Got no body, Just a soul
My backs been been on these ropes.

My hearts been getting cold.
My skins been getting numb
My minds been getting dull
I see what I've become.

Black Nails, Black Sheep, 
I was never meant to be
I'm in the dark, but I can see
This world was never meant for me

Music Video

Black Sheep (Prod. ʎpoqou & combination lock) [Music Video in Description]

FREE Download: https://www.mediafire.com/?60dxyvv4we8vqid

FROM THE DEPTHS

OmenXIII & nyx - The Flood (Prod. nvr)

produced by @notmorgn

im cold as a mf now
glock in my dickies 
dick all in her mouth
your bitch in my section
load a smith and wesson
put it to her skull 
its the best suppression
she wanna fucking die
she pop anti depressants
but i aint gonna pull the trigger
bitch i learned my lesson
i fucking learned my lesson last night 
in the rain switchblade on my face 
i got blood in my veins

BLOOD IN MY VEINS IM INSANE....

she told me that she wanna die

'Bitter Blue '
coming soon...

Prod:
@93feetofsmoke

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And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

Fear

Become The Warm Jets

@prodreaper

Lyrics

Honestly havent had happiness happening hollow inside of my mind
Its hard not to hate everything when its all that you feel and its all you can find
Don't hold your breath waiting for me to save you, I'm too far away from divine
We can talk or whatever but dont catch no feelings cause thats where I'm drawin' the line

I don't mean to sound like a bitch but thats just how I feel and I'm not gonna change
I learned if don't let your heart get involved when they leave you won't feel any pain
Don't get upset about losing me, from the start there was nothing to gain
Is the shit that I feel even real or just chemicals making their way through my brain

Frozen I'm cold, broken to bone
Everyone left, now I'm alone
I don't think anybody really cared
Cause when I went ghost no one hit up my phone

I haven't left my room for months
Sneaking and smoking on broken blunts
Why do I feel like all hope is up
Why am I wishin' on broken luck

Avoiding my dreams, so I'm staying up late, I seen the night turn to morning
Avoiding all people, don't wanna go out, everything too fucking boring
Drownin' my issues when they come to shore, with all the poison I'm pouring
Leaving no space for nobody to love, with all the shit that I'm storing

unknxwn. - dark light

dark light.

spotify.

dark light. | Produced by reaper

tell me that you miss me (shatteredxscattered)

Heartbreak Hotel

Convolk - I Fucked Up

Lyrics

Broke as shit, I just wish that I could cope a bit
I'm sick and tired of hoping this life will get better
I'm over it
I'll drown in my tears, and forever fear
Letting another person get near
The last of a heart that I have
I'm trippin' out and not off of a tab
But I wish that I was, I hate when I'm sober
I love being buzzed, I wish it was over
I'll always have some kind of chip on my shoulder
Even if I loved her I still wouldnt show her

You only care for me when it's too late
I don't want friends cause everybody's fake
I'm already broken, so stop adding weight
I'm fading away and I'm starting to shake
Life is a bitch so fuck it
I'm tired of all of the fuck shit
I'll start not giving a fuck quick
This life is nothing but tough shit
You can't put me together I'm too far apart
Black in my lungs & black in my heart
Don't ask me to save you, don't know where I'd start
The knife in my back is so fucking sharp

I'm a piece of shit & I know that shit
The girl who broke my heart? I don't know the bitch
Yeah I care a lot but you won't notice it
Cause you can't break my heart if I don't open it
I'm a locked up, dying, low life
I'm living it wrong, so taking it's right
And the sunlight fucking so bright
Don't wanna make plans, I'm staying inside
I'm making a song, I'm up all night long
This shit do more than you ever done
For me so it's peace to most people I know
Ain't ask you stay so I think you should go

lowlife. | Produced by unknxwn.

lyrics
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i don't think i've
ever been this fucking stressed in my life
creature part two isn't finished i lied
just to get them off my back though i tried
i can't create when i'm dying inside
moving this weekend i wish i could fly
don't have my car but i still gotta drive
pack up the uhaul and tell my mom bye
hop on i-86 thinkin' bout why

am i like this
i don't like this
all my friends are enemies behind my eyelids
losing sleep i drive all week and raise my mileage
guardin cut his fucking hair now i don't like him
depression take me by 25
fuck going out i'll just stay inside
this isn't you i say to myself every night lately i contemplate suicide
oh but you're famous online so your life must be great they say but that's a fucking lie
crawl into bed around seven a.m. and the headaches come full force i wanna die

hey holywood would your people ever like me?
misunderstood is all i ever might be

all i ever might be

lyrics
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why try if it ain't worth it
why lie if you can't do it
why cry with your back to it
i'm fine just a tad stupid
(x2)

record a bunch of nonsense when i'm feelin' nauseous 
gotta play it cautious if she tryna hang
mirror mirror on this wall inside my heart
does falling out of love make a human go insane
i've tried three times, back it up & rewind
look into your green eyes, tell me if i change
baby you a goddess, you so fuckin' flawless
imma fuck him up if he speaks your name in vain

why try if it ain't worth it
why lie if you can't do it
why cry with your back to it
i'm fine just a tad stupid
(x3)

redemption of a lost mess speedin' up the process
by the time that august comes you'll know my name
g-u-a-r guardin yeah i beg your pardon
right to all involvement writing through the day
got my castle in the yard it's kinda fuckin' hard
to stand like i'm on guard when the clouds are seeing rain
so my bedrooms more appealing, suffer through the feeling
cause i know you're leaving gotta act like i'm okay 
 
why try if it ain't worth it
why lie if you can't do it
why cry with your back to it
i'm fine just a tad stupid
(x2)

stupid

guccihighwaters - blue

@lovejsan - Lights Off (Prod By NextLane Beats x Layz)

Lyrics

Am I real? Am I fake?
Every path that I take always sends me right back to the start of the maze
Lost in a haze of the shit that was broken, I can't really say if I'm happy or hopeless
Fuck it, you think it matters it doesn't, what does? I can say for sure that not love
Every connection I had it was all lust, look at 'em now, they're so beautiful, all dust

Ashes of passion, could never imagine that what really has would have ever have happened
From crying to laughing, from peace to me spazzin', I used to have drive but I fucked up and crashed it
I'm still alive but I wish I could die, told me the truth when I wish you would lie
Cause sometimes the fantasy's all that I need, real isn't something I'm ready to be

Valentine in december
You say you love me but you don't remember
I named, you caused me pain
All girls are the same in the end

This whole year been dumb shit
I lie and say that I'm making it better but I ain't did nothing
Said that I quit drugs but I'm still out here buzzin'
Whenever however so I can feel something

Nicotine in me suppress the anxiety
I can't get out that's inside of me
I lie to you so it's cool if you lie to me
Tell me sweet nothings, just for the time at least

Cause I want what I don't need
Don't want you but don't leave
I might be a dick but I'm worse when I'm lonely
I'll write a quick line bout the time you were still here
I'm so indecisive like bitch why you still here?

I'm sorry that I'm not, it be like that
I won't tell you when I leave, like be right back
I don't open up but when I do I needed that
You think I'm going down the wrong path and I agree with that

december. | Produced by capsctrl

INFINITYISDEAD

Lyrics

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
When I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

Will I end in suicide?
These are things inside my mind
That I always try to hide
But it's hard to always fight

So I'll let it all be known
Show some things I've never shown
Learn some things you've never known about me
Evil in me

I've done things I'll never cope with
Might be bad to show this
I take back what I said
I'm keeping it all in my head

I won't love again
Stuck in the pain, I been smothering
Nothing to hope for in life except for the end
Don't think that my pain is a trend
I been so lost in the thoughts of my mental
How in the fuck did I get so far away from myself? It don't make sense
I'm in love with the fact that I hate shit
Took shit so long ain't no wonder I take shit
Hood on my head, don't you look at my face, I'm not confident, I cannot take it
I'll never be fine because you wasted my time
You played with my mind, thought you were a dime but that's a lie
You left me alone and I wanna know, bitch why?

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

why don't i feel alive? | Produced by Raspo

DEMONS & MONSTERS

Produced by tundrabeats

Lyrics

I thought I moved on, thought I forgave
But the shit that you done still stuck in my way
Tried to ignore and I tried to escape
But I still think about your touch everyday

Still think about what I could of changed
You were the reason my soul got saved
I try to find love but I retreat to the fact
That I know no one else is the same

Maybe that's good that you're one of kind
But I swear on my life you won't get out my mind
I thought I let you out but when I walked away
You were standing on the other side

And I can't lie, if you came back
With all of the knives in mine
I'd still have yours, because I never lied
That you were the love I was dying to find

Will I ever move on?
I can't get you out my head
I think a screws gone
Luna you're my last light

Look what you've done
I know something's not right
Looking for a new one
Chasing at my last high

Fuck it, I'm stressed again
I don't who you been messing with
I thought that you were my medicine
But it don't seem like you heaven sent

But for your love I'm hellbent
I'm so selfish, I want you all to myself
But it don't seem if that's it
So I think I'ma just take you to my little hell

I think my mind gone bad, I'm so sad
You think you leaving me? Not so fast
"Yo shit man, why so rash?"
I guess we all want the shit we ain't have

This ain't aesthetic, it's fucking pathetic
You think it's a trend, you gone fucking regret it
I can burn all of you down to the filter
I say the words of a mouth with no filter

Will I ever move on?
I can't get you out my head
I think a screws gone
Luna you're my last light

Look what you've done
I know something's not right
Looking for a new one
Chasing at my last high (x2)

spotify

pathetic aesthetic

EVERYDAYS A DAY (PROD NIT HOTI, YEEZO, YAWNS)

w h y d o i t r y ! ?

LYRICS:

Why do I Try?

Why do I try?
I don't see why
Oh yea, cus I have to
And if I didn't I'd lose my life to this deep root
Deep down I'm a lost dude, yea
Why am I talking to you?
Heard it before it's the same tune
You probably heard a million times before
Yes I repeat myself, I'm quite a bore
Fuck it up once again unwanted hooligan
I do not understand my own assuming nature
Fuck it up once again unwanted hooligan
I do no understand me

When I die as if I would ever make it to heaven
I don't know if I deserve to be there
When I die as if I would ever be meant to be something
Even when I grow my ego is still bare
When I die as if I would ever make it to heaven
I don't know if I deserve to be there
When I die as if I would ever be meant to be something
Even when I grow my ego is still bare
When I die as if I would ever make it to heaven
I don't know if I deserve to be there
When I die as if I would ever be meant to be something
Even when I grow my ego is still bare

Why do I try?
I don't see why

Naïve:
I wouldn't of come if I knew I had to talk to everyone
I don't care what you're doing lately
Know inside that you still hate me
I wouldn't of come if I knew I had to talk to everyone
I don't care what you're doing lately
Know inside that you still hate me
Going through with a new
Outlook of my surroundings
Because of you, and only you
Is why my head is pounding

issa me again:
Why do I try?
I don't see why
Oh yea, cus I have to
And if I didn't I'd lose my life to this deep root
Deep down I'm a lost dude, yea
Why am I talking to you?
Heard it before it's the same tune

WDIT

Naïve

WDIT Feat. Naïve (Prod. Lil Biscuit)

Cover art - dietpercs 
IG ; dietpercs

IG; Pinkcig 
Twitter; pinkcig 

IG; emofruits
Twitter; emofruitz 

IG; prodby2k6
Twitter; ProdBy2k6

roses w/ pink cig & emo fruits (prod. 2k6 x jtpark)

Dying

Dying (prod. Young Taylor x Polar)

Lyrics:
shawty on the down low, tryna get that good snow
hangin round the crib, she could puff and watch that cloud go
sayin that she bad tho, know the truth it's all show
hand up on my chest, feel my heart, but its ice cold

you could see the bank roll, know it take a big toll
got me feelin down low, i could feel it in my soul
got my heart that you stole, i already knew though
keep it to myself, cause you know i got a new goal

keep my pride, when a bitch want ride
only be my side, cause my main gon cry
had to coast the tide, when my heart denied
why got three hoes, cause im dead inside

pitch black heart you could call me a villain
she could tie my hands keep me lock while we chillin
i could flip it turn around and she wait till i drill it
got a stone cold knife in my back i can feel it

pitch black heart you could call me a villain
but i been down low feelin dead but im livin
she could take my soul but it been unforgiven
uh, bitch what's new been like this since the beginning