I dont want to lose my vape bc i dont want to feel suicidal

lyrics:

Don’t act smart
Because you’re not
You talk and talk
And never stop 

I would pay
An awful lot 
For you to finally
Knock it off 

How much
Till you learn a thing
About your own
Uncertainty 

You act like you
Dance on strings
But shit, 
That couldn’t be me 


Put my brain
Into a box 
And tie my insides 
Into knots

Dirty shoes
And ugly socks 
I start my day 
With cough drops

Stupid thoughts 
Inside my head 
I lost my vape
Inside my bed 

Read her message,
Still on read
Hopefully 
She thinks I’m dead

I don’t try 
To overdose 
I just don’t wanna 
Feel this low 

But if that means
I overdose 
Then I guess that’s 
Just how it goes 

I’m not happy 
But I try 
I do my best
And wiggle by 

I just wanna
Feel alive 
Even if I have to
Die

i woke up suicidal because i couldnt find my vape

Edited this song using Audacity ! 
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Originally with Lacey strum Voice 

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Lyrics:
If I can fight then I can keep on living
Till there's nothing left in my veins
If there is hope then I can keep on dreaming
Till I'm free from all of these chains
Someday the whole world will be screaming out my name
I pray from heart that I will never go to waste
My soul's rotten from within but I can't stop the self-destruction
I wanna end this fucking misery, I cannot feel a thing without you
The scene is dead, so let's revive it
We'll put an end to sadness that's within
If you're in pain, no need to hide it
We're coming through, nobody's left behind
Scream and they are gonna hear us
We won't trust synthetic heroes
The pain won't last forever and light will come into my life
I will forget the hatred, so that I have some space for love
The pain won't last forever and light will come into my life
Destroying all the hatred, I'll kill the old me
Scream till you die, until we get our justice
All faith is gone, but I fight till the last breath
Is there even a future, how long we're gonna last
Can we escape the past and move on
Now our souls are ascending, we will reverse the curse
We'll see the universe beyond us

i woke up suicidal because i couldnt find my vape

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