chamber pop +@1cambio

stream:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/pathetic-feat-cambiowastaken

song will always have a special place in my heart
abt this girl giving me mixed signals LMAO

yuh
all these days go by
can't help but think of u
i jus wanna open up
maybe u don’t want the truth
staring at the sky
wishing upon a star
wanna be close but i sense the distance
have i gone too far?

take a second every time that u reply
i think u hate me
all these thoughts growing in my mind
drives me fuckin crazy
tear myself apart
why am i so pathetic
too scared to tell anyone
they'll never get it
SING IT W ME NOW

leng feature from 'asian man':
everytime i dont reply
dont think u get it
ur talkin 2me bout someone 
jus givin me a headache
i could give a fuckin shit 
of what u will be
ur callin me pathetic baby
idk the reason BBRRUUHH (NOT my idea
way 2late n i'm gettin hella messed up
down a whole bottle till im feeling rly fucked up
stumbling across my room
dont know what 2fuckin do
ur treatin me jus like trash
so i left u in the past

back2chorus

dont sleep on them flute trills tho

stream the mf song

pathetic, +norden rapta

4 / 10

https://open.spotify.com/track/3QU7aMTXzMxBo5OTbEaUVM?si=2cce7e70b2384c28

dedicated to my cat gerald, made w/ https://soundcloud.com/dead4cf, prod me :^)
album soon

inspired by the goats https://soundcloud.com/kurtains and https://soundcloud.com/heavenindaclouds

gerald's song w/ 4cf

THIS IS A CERTIFIED εїз ☆ DJ BINEY ☆ εїз CLASSIC
@01calder

@issbrokie
@saoirsedream
@underscores

downloads r on so u can play this in ur gay lil dj sets

doitrightback vs woa! vs the fish song vs where did u fall vs snatch the cat back vs my neck my back

sep 2023 - absolute lowest, still healing

deep into the sky
as i live and breathe i just can't cry
the things in front of me i can't destroy
the people outside i cant say
cant control the things that ain't mine
when i cant even approach what's inside
its ready to flow, on the edge of my throat
like i'm back to where i was three fucking years ago
like i took two steps back and i'm at square one
the old mechanisms don't work anymore
the structure is gone and i don't see light
these words right here are what's holding me tight

from

that thing

that i shouldn't do

cos ppl 'love' me so i'd be the damn fool
and it burns
it keeps burning
watching whatever i can so i stop concerning

cos whenever i do its the most worst thing
and the glue all melts, the clean-up's so tiring
has it gone to shit, nothings started yet
just wanna leave this earth, find another place
where there's no pressure, nothing in stone is set
cos even moving this body's just a band-aid effect

it's the same same words
and the same same thoughts
that i keep thinking
and they say to console
that its all just wrong
and i'm better than that
but am i really tho

am i really tho

was i ever worth more than the sum of my goals
and its all about what am i achieving next
whether i've done this yet or i'm gonna do that
or i need more sun or i need more friends
and i keep confessing and letting it out
but i've been numb for longer than i've lived in this town

began as an abstract, but pervasive now
its in every object every facet of me now
had plans for today but they're derailed now
must be nice to be happy, to look down on me now

facet

w/ @zippie1

prod nermy + umit 

lyrics:

zombie steppin
zombie step-step steppin
geeking off the toxin
solve all my problems 
i need a medic 
i’m off the sedatives 
ik i said 
but i never meant a thing 

zombie steppin 
zombie steppin in this bih 
i cant function 
got me feelin sick as shit 
my stomachs hurtin
but what was it worth it? 
i’m moving backwards 
think that death if flirting 

@zippie1 

zombie steppin
zombie steppin on that bitch
why’re u hiding
i bet that u need a medic

how many times u fuck it up
know why u tryna ruin it up
betta u run your time is up
when i pull up and say whatsupp

with a gun on my hand
i tryna do all my thang
but u dont know me
then zombie steppin in you
u tryna run like a fool
lookin is all that i can do

##bbewitch

zombie steppin w/ zippie [nermy + umit]

@0k1ro @pw4prez

i be rollin up smokin tree like a forest fire
so tell me im the one that you need, ya this bitch a liar
if you got all this love that i need then baby bring me higher
i wish that when we fk in my dreams i could hold u tighter
i'd stay with u forever but u know best im a liar
if u need me hit my line u kno im just a call away
i love you we just lost our way

you were my sunlight 
when u went away my screen turned gray
remember the good times? next to me where we laid
i guess ur married now im too late

when i called ur phone at midnight, she didnt pick up
i guess it means ur with him tonight
im sorry i did things u dont like
if ur happy now its alright

i stared at ur name in my phone all day
the text i wrote ill never say

doitrightback vs woa! vs the fish song vs where did u fall vs snatch the cat back vs my neck my back

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