pls ive been listening to this non stop for the last 7 days on holiday and put it in the background of my holiday tiktok coz i love it so much

chamber pop +@1cambio

stream:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/pathetic-feat-cambiowastaken

song will always have a special place in my heart
abt this girl giving me mixed signals LMAO

yuh
all these days go by
can't help but think of u
i jus wanna open up
maybe u don’t want the truth
staring at the sky
wishing upon a star
wanna be close but i sense the distance
have i gone too far?

take a second every time that u reply
i think u hate me
all these thoughts growing in my mind
drives me fuckin crazy
tear myself apart
why am i so pathetic
too scared to tell anyone
they'll never get it
SING IT W ME NOW

leng feature from 'asian man':
everytime i dont reply
dont think u get it
ur talkin 2me bout someone 
jus givin me a headache
i could give a fuckin shit 
of what u will be
ur callin me pathetic baby
idk the reason BBRRUUHH (NOT my idea
way 2late n i'm gettin hella messed up
down a whole bottle till im feeling rly fucked up
stumbling across my room
dont know what 2fuckin do
ur treatin me jus like trash
so i left u in the past

back2chorus

dont sleep on them flute trills tho

stream the mf song

pathetic, +cambi0

prod - @prodbyaustyn 
Tryna find my time, just once again.
I’ve been kinda lost inside my head.
Life is kinda fucked. So I just fled.
Leave me alone I just wanna be dead.

I spend all this time, in misery.
Building it deep inside of me.
Lost in a world where I can’t see,
Wishing I just had clarity.

I don’t know why,
You really just be wasting my time.
Turn your life, into my own crime.
My secret thoughts inside my own mind.

It’s funny how I really think it to existence.
It’s like I conjure everything inside my soul.
I’ve been really kinda stuck up on persistence.
Everyday I make a way on to my goals.

Everybody wait for a second , wait for a second.
Show me how you go with baby, go with it baby.
Ive Been on a roll , lil baby. Roll lil baby.
Show me how you roll with it baby, roll with it baaaaaaabie.

In this life, yes we all just perceive.
Different sides of life in our reality.
Stuck up with the cost and mans duality.
 I’ve just been living way too long.

clarity (prod. austyn with a y)

prod: @ilypelican

vox in order:
@vaeo-music
@polar333
@sudbath
@k0a
@dylanlongworth
@mssnger (rex)
@mssnger (calder)
@lolydkm

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tags lol: @aithuia teehee

FEAR OF GOD (pelican)

'jazz' +@1spoder

stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/numb-feat-spoder

written circa nov2020 before redhorse was a thing,
back when i was still in school - still the saddest song i've written, limina may overtake tho-

lookin in the mirror, i don’t look too happy,
my room smells like shit, and i've got no money!
another one of those days, dead in my bed,
escape thru my phone, ignore what’s downstairs...
this time it seemed worse, what’s gotten into her,
i wish i had her energy, not being a sitting duck,
are my problems that bad? they tell me i’m too awkward,
sometimes i wish they’d expel me, then i might just be bothered
i know i say no, actually i want you here,
being a burden just hurts, but i need someone to see my tears
only downhill from here, i don’t wanna grow up
shoulda took a few pictures, i’d have shit to look back on
but no i’m a loser 
foggy path up ahead
maybe it’s time to wake up, 
talk to her instead.

solo

feeling audacious, might leave my bedroom
been the first time since i saw the full moon
they ask me why, i’m just following the rules
but i know inside i ain’t got anyone to talk to
bittersweet taste, brought it all on myself
just want the attention not the love, it makes me unwell
past few months i been sitting like a shell
sitting like an empty vessel drifting away into the ocean
island of my own, embrace the palm trees
escape from reality, i just wanna be me
move with the currents, fed up of self-control
hopeless for the future, got me feeling freezing cold
life has no winners, 
live a planless paradise,
sleeping in this limbo, 
no concept of time.

switch up

@1spoder verse, go get ur money up n follow him

had enough, i'm running out of patience
i'm sorry
can't figure out another way to say this
i really hope you don't keep me waiting here
i really hope you don't trap my mind with fear
i don't like who you are
cause i don't know where to start with you
i could travel so far
but i'll end up coming back to you
and i hate it
but i don't have the guts just to say it
walk without a head, think i'm brainless
you want my damn heart then go take it
i'll be here waiting
and it's all my fault
that i took it this far
guess i had it all wrong
and you are who you are.

2-5-1s am i right

numb

numb, +spoder

Vocals by maxiim
Produced, Mixed & Mastered by maxeem

ALL PLATFORMS - https://ffm.to/ichandle

[Intro]
I don't wanna end that way again
I end up wasting time
Staying far too long again
There's no one by my side

[Pre-Chorus]
And I know that it wasn't as easy as they said it is
Took a leap of faith into uncharted abyss
On my own, but for the first time
I feel new again, I've ascended into new light

[Chorus]
And I know it's not as easy as they said it was
I fell but got back up, and I'm the best I could be
Took many jabs yet prevailed
But you hurt me
Made me just better myself
Don't concern me
Say that you want something else
You'll get over this
I know me
I can handle this

[Post-Chorus]
In the dark for far too long
The darkness ended up being prolonged
I wanted more out of this song
Let me out, I waited too long
Don't wanna end up another face up on a poster
Lost all to time, lost all the faith that I had

[Pre-Chorus]
Don't wanna end up another face
up on a poster
Lost all to time
I lost all the faith I had

[Chorus]

And I know it's not as easy as they said it was
I fell but got back up, and I'm the best I could be
Took many jabs yet prevailed
But you hurt me
Made me just better myself
Don't concern me
Say that you want something else
You'll get over this
I know me
I can handle this

[Outro]

I spent too many nights
You won't see me up on that poster
I walked out the door
I don't wanna see you again
I can handle this I can handle this

LIIGHTWORK SOON :)

I can handle this

Spotify

prod simon m @simonpopdiva goat

i think im gonna 
fuck up every single thing in my life
know that ima stuck up, everything i do is out of spite
i know that my luck's up, running out of reasons to try
i just need me one cup, looking for a reason to die
lately been on my own, and i walk this lone road
i wear my heart on my sleeve, she said im getting too cold
u say that im toxic, selfish, oh well thats just how it goes
keep making assumptions about me, look at u what do u know

and lately i been feeling better than ever
we dont talk anymore but maybe one day i'll write u a letter
and time goes on and the bond we had continues to sever
yeah i guess i wish i never met her

u say one thing and do another
see the cracks, i see the bluffer
too far gone, im under covers
know that u want me to suffer
look at u i look at my reflection and i hate it
i dont know the last time i felt good emotion, heart's so vacant
like woah woah, im moving so slow
take a pill im gone, i just do it all to cope
im just losing myself time and time again, im losing hope
maybe one day i can really love again, reap what i sow
like
what u really want from me, begging for my attention
(i know that i) love u and i hate u, got me torn over this tension
(feels like ur just) using me, these memories are stuck in my retention
(tryna get u) out of my head but i still see u in my mentions

i think im gonna 
fuck up every single thing in my life
know that ima stuck up, everything i do is out of spite
i know that my luck's up, running out of reasons to try
i just need me one cup, looking for a reason to die

i think im gonna 
fuck up every single thing in my life
know that ima stuck up, everything i do is out of spite
i know that my luck's up, running out of reasons to try
i just need me one cup, looking for a reason to die
lately been on my own, and i walk this lone road
i wear my heart on my sleeve, she said im getting too cold
u say that im toxic, selfish, oh well thats just how it goes
keep making assumptions about me, look at u what do u know

and ive been doing better
shoutout to my friends cuz without em i would never
be in this position so for them ima be better
fuck the opposition ima go up, go getter

SPOTIFY !

out of spite (simon m)

prod. @simonpopdiva
mastered by @weial

lyrics:
@weial
i fuck it up again & again
it's like they're my only friends 
i'm talkin bout all these drugs
i take em straight to the head
ik u lie lie lie
but u say u regret
i hope u die die die
cuz of all that u said
ur keeping me up at night
don't think i've slept in days
i'm mixing codiene with sprite
look at the mess u made
left me onmyown again
i think im saying too much
but bitch idgaf
i'm running straight from ur "love"

@fvtl
please just save me from this wreckage
i just hope you get the message
i just don't know how to say this
passing notes I hope you take this
count the days in my head
days in my head
never felt like this before
count the days in my head
days in my head
never felt like this before

@aftrrs
im not saying that i hate u but i hate the way i love u
fucked up everything in my life all my happiness came from u
i know we cant go back but in my mind i still think of u
my mind is going off track u really hit me with that 1 2
we dont talk anymore but text me and i’ll reply right back
im crawling on the floor taking pills to stay on track
and shoutout to my bruddas they the reason i pick up my slack
maybe one day me and u can talk again forget about the past

@oviyan
all the things you say hurt me so so bad
i'm just one bad day from calling it wraps
but you're the only person i really have
so what the fuck am i supposed to do when you don't answer my snaps
it really feels like you don't even care
the times you say you love me, they're so rare
yea i'm speaking from my heart, and i'm talking with pain
yea i fucked things up, just another day

@weial
i fuck it up again & again
it's like they're my only friends 
i'm talkin bout all these drugs
i take em straight to the head
ik u lie lie lie
but u say u regret
i hope u die die die
cuz of all that u said
ur keeping me up at night
don't think i've slept in days
i'm mixing codiene with sprite
look at the mess u made
left me onmyown again
i think im saying too much
but bitch idgaf
i'm running straight from ur "love"

spotify

lie (weial + fvtal + aftrr + oviyan)

Headshot! W/ Moodyriley & Kuriosity

all instrumentation by me!
JUST STAY!!

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

so you think you'll waste your time?
well let me prove you right
i still need a reason why i think i should be alive
sent a message to myself, read it when im 35
the only question that i asked, if im gonna be alright
will this music shit survive, am i really living life?
i just turned 19 i just did my first show
im still debating on quittin this shits got me feeling low
but it still make me happy thats what im doin it for

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too quick someone should stop him

(awesome epic lead solo)

so how am i supposed to tell you you're wrong
how do you get so worked up over some little song?
and now that I am older, I'm still the same sloan
enjoy what you have right now, cuz you know it'll be gone

someone tell me where the time is at cuz im really tryna hit the sack
someone tell me where the moneys at, im tryna give it right back to mac
im really tryna this shit out of my system
you sayin that you love him you might as well kiss himmm
dont ask me for a reason why, i'm gon list em
don't ask me if i'm doin fine, there's no wisdom

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

what's the point if it all means nothing?

life is like an automation clip

Episode 1!!
inspired by h

lyrics-
i cant catch a break!
this real shit is fake!
i cant get right!
im still stuck left!

cant go back idk what 2 do
yea im posted with the @00clique yea im posted with the crew
and ik im in my feelins but ik i like u
ima send ten shots when u in my view

i know its just a feelin, i know it, i got it
2023 we goin up like a rocket!
yea this shits a puzzle but you know that ill solve it
and no i cant catch a break no i cannot stop this

and theres a whole lotta shit on my mind
and im searching for some wishes that i cannot find
half of my best friends are all online
i cant catch a fucking break at least i tried...

i see the way u moving, ur all in, my eyes
i like the way u do it, im tryna, get high

but its ur decision, ultimately
i could have sworn i seen somebody that was other than me
really i just wana go somewhere with my friends
its just a shot in the end with someone i cant make ammends

nobodies gonna make it out alive
dont care how u gon perceive me i wont lie
so why the fuck would i ever want to try?
no i do not give a f**k who you idolize!!!!!!!!

(x2)
i see the way u moving, ur all in, my eyes
i like the way u do it, im tryna, get high

cant go back idk what 2 do
yea im posted with the @00clique yea im posted with the crew
and ik im in my feelins but ik i like u
ima send ten shots when u in my view

i know its just a feelin, i know it, i got it
2023 we goin up like a rocket!
yea this shits a puzzle but you know that ill solve it
and no i cant catch a break no i cannot stop this

HOW SHOULD I KNOW??? IM STILL IN GRADE SCHOOL! U THINK IM THAT CRAZY???

catch a break!

https://open.spotify.com/track/3CzRd18psLeh684ip54z9y?si=vFpxCfmPRsCw9xx2dx8tdQ
the song title is "next up"
play the song at max volume for best effect
listen to the end
them bears r dancing to my song
prod. alex (@heroinsick)
prod. joe (@user-72359296)
prod. me

pathetic, +cambi0

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