i just wanna be with u again, but im always causing pain
if i stay, than you will die, i will never be alright
working out to fight these demons, turns out im the real demon
dont give me, all that crap, yes it was all my fault
i made mistakes, got never fix, thats why imma be ur past
always ask these questions, but my answers getting mix
this was my last chance, too bad i went and miss

and i lost, now im lost, calling back, but u wont pick up on the spot
i feel all alone inside my home, now its empty without you
and i lost a piece of me, now ur gone and out of state
i feel like a mental break, feeling numb throughout break
when will i get a break, all this pain inside my body
taking tolls like it was hardy, i give u space, but i want face
5am and u aint call, guess its never meant to be
u say u will stay, look at me alone, checking phone to see u call
disappoint like u was, when u found out about the percs

when u found out about the text, i fixed it, only last for a while
now ur stressing, and ur gone, youll say ur fine
but ik deep down, ur in pain, wondering god damint how
how tf am i curse, idk but i the worse, used to be the best
u told me i was the best, looking back i shouldve smile

now ur calling me the worst, make it through the day
thats getting harder by the day, when u lose somebody close
tell me how im gonna act, cause these bitches gonna tack
and ik i used to lack, trynna work it like rihnna
yes girl, ik imma bummer, back in summer, u were something
nowadays i feel nothing, u gonna leave me in the end
when im doing all i can, somehow that is not enough
u get what u want, me i never get it back, somehow that is never right

i shouldve kept my mouth shut, now its a close case
throwing all my clothes, while screaming ur whole lungs
didnt mean to say too much, but i lose my cool
and ik i did too much, now im losing u, and fighting all these battles
but my queen has left the castle, time to fight it all my own
yea i gave u everything, but im stuck with nothing
nightmares always on my mind, time is moving really slow
i feel like im super trapped, and my world is falling down
work up on my act, otherwise ill be a goner
if ur reading this, im trynna be my best, while the days are getting worse, promise i will be fine

Lost (prod. by Lowry)

Love to rap.
 Have auditnted twice at the Apollo theather in New York.
 Also upload comedy videos.
Check me out at
 https://m.youtube.com/channel/UC_AssiJ0md-_ETfvv8e88VQ

I'm from Jamaica Queens in NYC

Instagram: @OFFICIALBABYJO 
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Rapper&Producer*try2Learn from my mistakes so u don't need2 deal with the grim repercussions. open.spotify.com/artist/3jkJ3WzuGG2qiTUFg2b2ks & https://grimjones.bandcamp.com/ HMU4*tickets2my upcoming shows in Vancouver,Sunshine Coast&Van.Island!🎫🎟*DM4...FEATS.🎤I'll Scream Metal&Grunge/Sing rnb,pop&alt rock.*BEATS🎹🎸🥁🎼©®™(Any Genre-Unique Custom HQ WAV file made in Ableton)*Cover Art🎑(Vibrant One of A Kind JPEG,GIF,PNG)*Vocal Mixing/EQing🎛🎧The same FX/VSTs/Pre-sets I use on my vocals(or custom)*Ghost Written Verses&Hooks👻📝 I have hundreds in dozens of styles in the vault or I can customize on topic! Want lots of similes? Multi syllable rhyme schemes? Pop culture/movie references?/Hyperboles?Metaphors?Alliterations?Sad?Happy?Mad?LMK FAM💡*And finally, ARTIST MERCH for my brand(AND YOURS?) Grim Jones Music©👟🎒👖👕🕶🖇🖋🖊✒🔌(Uploading more pics & making more Hoodies, Hats, Shirts, Pants etc! soon) D.M. on Facebook or here [not in comments]😤👿👽👾👹👻😴New albums on all platforms@ push.fm/fl/ea9b0nvd *&@ push.fm/fl/yybngyb6 *LOTS OF FEATS/COLLABS POSTED ON MY OTHER SC@ https://soundcloud.com/billiegutta/tracks (& MOST ON OTHER PLATFORMS) THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH! I APPRECIATE EVERY ONE OF YOU FOR SHOWING LOVE&SUPPORT<3 You can download my music4free! If you enjoy please follow and share with friends/family...strangers even LOL<3 Music is everything. It's the main thing keeping me going. It helps me feel less alone when I relate to an artist's song so I strive to give that back to the community with my deep/sad songs. With my fun/happier tracks I'm mostly going for that feel good vibe& As for the metal fusion ones I've always felt like screaming songs showcase pure passion. I've been writing poetry since I was around age 9, freestyling rap since 14, making beats since 2014 and marrying all 3 into full songs since around 2015. I'm uploading here less now (every 2 months or so) MUCH MORE frequently released & NEW SONGS to Youtube, Instagram, Facebook & Band Camp in album&single form. I Need to get more albums on all streaming platforms soon again. Hold me to that please! 5 Full self made albums on all streaming platforms 55 songs.(15+ albums on mains) AND 5 EPs (adding another 28 songs) *totaling 83 on all platforms so far.* If you enjoy/relate/laugh at/cry to/feel my music at all please subscribe to my Youtube channel (Grim Jones Music) and if you could follow me on Spotify and Band Camp.(1st 2nd&3rd links below) I would greatly appreciate it, thanks for reading all this. 🖤 GRIM JONES MUSIC (aka) MACO'S SHADOW [previously known as icy tear drops & lill micro do$3 (old SC still up] 🖤💯💘😤👿👽👾👹👻🎹🎤🎧

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Born in Elgin, IL the wonder at the young age of 12 decided hip hop would be the main thing to focus on! His journey has taken him on a power trip like no other!

Lost (prod. by Lowry)

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