i went back for u, i would go back in time for u
instead u push me away, torn me inside
and than throw me away, how tf am i supposed to reacted
i thought u were mine, now ur turning a blind eye
like u want me to react, ill pull the nine out like nuckles
and bloody my fist like wu kong, i would be there for u
but u wont be there for me, now im alone in my sillotuee
shadow, i think of my past, and get a tear drop
from the times, we spent, and dropped all our plans
just to see each other again, now ur by yourself
just blaming yourself, im texting and asking if u want me to stay
u say just stay, but ur text hide a different message
why be friends when my feelings are deeper
why stay with u when our love is steeper
why make excues when i can handle the truth
just spit it out, and let it be, otherwise u can hold ur peace
i make mistakes, just give me a week, ill flip it back into state
u think i would lie about wanting to stay, i had dreams and fansites
of being with u, that all disappear like abracaba, if i could rewind
i would do it like that, spin back to see the flick, no short clips
i want u forever, so why did we end it, who said we were over
its never undone, until u lose all ur faith, put the pieces back on the board, so u can move it around, until it meets ur liking
think im lying, please check again

run my name through the ground
but remember who was down, and who was always around
i bet u never thouhgt about that, u were stuck on the friends that left u behind, now its just me and one else, freeze my heart like elsa
walk on a rope, look down now im all out of options
trapped in a corner, i couldnt escape, i gave u whatever it takes
but never gave me what i deserve, what i desire, has been taken for gradutaten, rip to sherts, and beaten up like nuns court secerts
please give me space to breathe inner peace
soemthing i never got with u, because u would always put the blame on me, like a new game, too bad im not in it for the sqeaul
heres the preqeual, i was there in the dark days, and rainy skys
when u were at the lowest, i was there giving the highest
bit of love, to help u move aside, go along the days
so u wouldnt be trapped in the room, now im inside all day
but no ones next to me helping away, the person i trusted
went and stabbed my back, left me to rot, left for dead
they tell their friends, oh he was the worst
trust me he never onced wanted to help
like why do u lie, why u try to paint yourself a victim
when im the one who was bleeding to death
left on the doorsteps ready to be kicked off the porch
just wating for the day u stop playing along
u say ur exs were the problem, im starting to see a new pattern
ill wake up in a box, as a present to ur wedding
with flowers and roses, to get the jump on u
ill do the things, u always hated, please never hold onto me no more
i see what u are, and i can never go back, im stuck in my ways
i think i need to put the drinks down

different message (prod. by Lowry & Clamy beatz)

XSTɎ.SAGE / LIL M.sage