The Misery Of Sage🖤

someday i just wanna feel alive, someday i just want the world to be the same, nothing feels so special even love is fading down
i feel distance in a quarter, yet ur close and always far
tell me girl, how is your world, mine is up chaos
like a travis scott concert, always picking what to wear
when all my clothes just look the same, going the same way
like my life is just a tire, moving back to when i was child
life was just a boring phase, that school just had to interven
little did ik, thats when my hell began to start
freddy kurger in my dreams, jason slashing on my school
better move aside, the shooters called the first dib
calling on my first love, man i was a dumb boy
now that im a old boy, i see all the flaws
man no wonder i was lost, ill give roses to my newly weds
but i aint never loved them back, someday i just wanna feel again
tell me what the hell i gain, always putting on my trust
like a suit i just found, getting ripe like a tide
i can tell that i was scared, but i went for the leap
just to fall in despir, i got sick of that shit
too bad iam chained, i just hope one day

Someday (Prod. Koda Beats)

ay ay i got lots of love, and babygirl i love to show
spoil u bc i do not need a check, i been up on my state
thats why these bitches love to stare, all they see is dollar bills
always begging for a piece, but i dont really like to share
saw u coming, looking lovely, all these feelings
i feel like a fucking virgin, got my drink and started cooling
heard ur name was something juila, all ik is u look dreamy
lets pull up and start a life, money always stops relationship
that wanna take the next step, baby imma cash out
i will never dash out, honey i got money, pay the gas
and pay the bills, as long as i get all my space
unless i really want that face, stare the eyes
so ik who u really are, please just tell me all ur plans
and future thoughts, i love a woman who got plans 
and always got a back up plan, u see this genereation
fucked up, now everybody got a problem
either die alone or find the one, ig thats how its always been
riding with my bros, gets so lonely, everybody got a honey
who yk is waiting for u, other than ur fucking mommy
i need someone who can hold me
i got secerts, but u open me just like a gift
ill wrap u up just like a present, ill take a picture from the present
make a memory, cause life is going fast
i can hardly breathe when im trap inside this life
wake up in the morning, feel like ass but i dont really like to show it
took a picture and i felt like it was fake
like my world is just a box, baby can u help me out
before i lose my sanity, maybe ur my enemy

Dreamy (prod.kosei)

Modern Problems(prod. by Lowry)

they tell me to sleep tight, but i never feel right
she text me, but i feel so lonely inside
look at the paragraphs, and get a slow reply
next day she wanna act like nothing happen
ok let me take a go, all around it just takes a toll
no run arounds, cause i cant put up with it
this exhuasting shit, or better yet its called loved
actually put on the products, and make boardway
look like whore city for drinking sluts, matter of fact
let me have my way, change the colors with silloets
that outline the possibilty, of u and me together again
my pain reves up like a lawn mower huving again
can we have a night without us fussing again
throwing the glasses, and thinking of shots
being fired from my 911, no case closed, cause ill run out of town
look back the picture, where we first met, the gentle touch of young love, better yet called puppy love, we shower our inscuracites
with gestures and love showers, only to be drained, by small remarks
pick up my pieces, no plead 5th thesis, love is so crazy
one minture im happy, the next im drinking till its empty
the next day we act together, but at night so far in distance
that never recovers, like burn victims, our love was drenched out
like causal wifes, pushed aside like house wifes in the 50s

um new phone, new day, same bitch wanna make mistakes
everyday im just giving all, somehow she wanna turn it back
and say im not enough, im tired of parties, im tired of friends
i aint talking mine, im talking about cha yours
wake in the morning, but hear all the bitching straight after damn dinner, u think that its over, but really its never
how can i be happy, these questions and theroies
just making me crazy, im driving so often, i need me my space
im turning my phone, i feel so alone, ur making me angry
how dare i be happy, u want all these gifts, but never give back
i think that is crazy, fuck out of my face, some nights
i can never, but think of just running
u can never find me if i go away, find a new place
and get a new job, meet some new people, cause toxic my past
we will never last, im trying my best, but ur giving up
so stfu, i need me a break, ur bothering me, its funny the roles have revesre, u heard in my verse, u hear in my voice
i dont need a drink, i dont need a smoke
wtf is damn therapy, work on my self, i call that some progress
u need to process, that life will move on, and sometimes we can never change it, best to just save it, make it damn last, before its the past

Drunken Night (Prod. Eric Godlow Beats)

gotcha your man now, turn him into man down
the way we let it sing, you think it was a opera
dont need a doctor, when my choppa is a tony
wait a moment, who is you and why u acting friendly
got ur bitch on pending, while you keep on getting read
she gonna read u like a book, open up and tear u up
u gonna think she was savage, turns out she was just average
boy u talking, u is reckless, got u dancing, micheal jackson
kill u slient, micheal myers, move in slient
but ur posted on ur story, im the shit, thats why they flushing
got her geekin, now she coolin, kinda funny how its going
lifes a mess, but im a do'er, got ur bitch and imma do her
flash it on, like it was kim, funny man like iam pete
ruin things, u must be peter, 40 clip, like this was rambo
u a zero, im dinero, we is nothing like the same, speak my name
like bloodmary, u a pig u must be carrie
imma be the man, so why u gotta ruin plans
ha, kinda funny u a dummy, run up on me, u get blow
cause my choppa is a hoe, u a pig, and im a wolf
blow ur house, like 911, now were even, can u get it

tony chopper on my side, in the car just going round
yea we ran up in ur town, turns out u aint have the crown
always faking on the posts, now u looking like a ghost
u is nothing but a dummy, i got spirte up in my tummy
hang u up like this is gallow, u is not a good fellow
choppa banging like a slut, hollow tips will make u gone
call me father cause im gone, unlock powers like im gon
why he rushing and he pushing, this new choppa arrobatic
it will make u do some dances, life is short so why u risking it
yea, trim his life like a cutter, told that bitch from the gutter
i aint coming back, told my momma we gonna stack
gets the rack, and make it back, spend it all 
but triple it, thats why im the taker, uh who is u
u not a friend, this lil bitch she gonna end
patching up like doctor, told that bitch to come and catch up

caught him in the party, now we put him on the t shirt
and his mama wanna cry, told the news that he was good
mama u aint know the deal, check his phone to know its real
i got blood stains on my shirt, clean it like im ultra strong

Tony Chopper (prod. @jeanparkr)

i went back for u, i would go back in time for u
instead u push me away, torn me inside
and than throw me away, how tf am i supposed to reacted
i thought u were mine, now ur turning a blind eye
like u want me to react, ill pull the nine out like nuckles
and bloody my fist like wu kong, i would be there for u
but u wont be there for me, now im alone in my sillotuee
shadow, i think of my past, and get a tear drop
from the times, we spent, and dropped all our plans
just to see each other again, now ur by yourself
just blaming yourself, im texting and asking if u want me to stay
u say just stay, but ur text hide a different message
why be friends when my feelings are deeper
why stay with u when our love is steeper
why make excues when i can handle the truth
just spit it out, and let it be, otherwise u can hold ur peace
i make mistakes, just give me a week, ill flip it back into state
u think i would lie about wanting to stay, i had dreams and fansites
of being with u, that all disappear like abracaba, if i could rewind
i would do it like that, spin back to see the flick, no short clips
i want u forever, so why did we end it, who said we were over
its never undone, until u lose all ur faith, put the pieces back on the board, so u can move it around, until it meets ur liking
think im lying, please check again

run my name through the ground
but remember who was down, and who was always around
i bet u never thouhgt about that, u were stuck on the friends that left u behind, now its just me and one else, freeze my heart like elsa
walk on a rope, look down now im all out of options
trapped in a corner, i couldnt escape, i gave u whatever it takes
but never gave me what i deserve, what i desire, has been taken for gradutaten, rip to sherts, and beaten up like nuns court secerts
please give me space to breathe inner peace
soemthing i never got with u, because u would always put the blame on me, like a new game, too bad im not in it for the sqeaul
heres the preqeual, i was there in the dark days, and rainy skys
when u were at the lowest, i was there giving the highest
bit of love, to help u move aside, go along the days
so u wouldnt be trapped in the room, now im inside all day
but no ones next to me helping away, the person i trusted
went and stabbed my back, left me to rot, left for dead
they tell their friends, oh he was the worst
trust me he never onced wanted to help
like why do u lie, why u try to paint yourself a victim
when im the one who was bleeding to death
left on the doorsteps ready to be kicked off the porch
just wating for the day u stop playing along
u say ur exs were the problem, im starting to see a new pattern
ill wake up in a box, as a present to ur wedding
with flowers and roses, to get the jump on u
ill do the things, u always hated, please never hold onto me no more
i see what u are, and i can never go back, im stuck in my ways
i think i need to put the drinks down

different message (prod. by Lowry & Clamy beatz)

XSTɎ.SAGE / LIL M.sage