things aint never been the same, ever since we said goodbye
everything has change, went from callin everynight
to her just hating on my guts, i can never blame her point
i see her view, and claim that shi, honestly i was the worst
lies and stories adding up, ill come right clean and say my flaws
it aint never went my way, this was not no eye to eye
i had problems, spoke about my secerts, told my life
and she was quiet, too much things for someone like me
she thought i was someone else, crazy she had stories
to this day, i do not know the rest, but let me tell u
im the problem in her future, she had plans, and where is she
not the best, honestly she dying in her pit, i admit its half my fault
but now shes choosing how it goes
she said love will come and go
when u let these people in and give ur trust to all these strangers
all ur hearts get into tangles, thats just something that i learn
and she hating me, to this day, i admit my problems
i admit i was the problem, i treat u like a option, u treat me like religion
holdin me, like i was sinning, i was young, i wish so many things
to this day, only one pop up, and it was me still doing good
life is different than we thought, u said love is nothing special
back than younger u would cry, if u thought i was never there
i had show u i was changing, but my past kept catching up
left me speechless, when u talked to me, when u brought it up
my two sense went away, its like my mind went in shambless
i feel shame when i think of me, how i acted, immature
how i felt, insecure, how i lie, pinnchios taking notes
my bad habit wasnt biting my tongue, it was me blurting the shit out
making it worse, cause i wanted my one sense, in a converstation
where i was the villian, still changing the spotlight, cause i wanted it to be different, i wanted my way, but with u, it only showed
to get the peace way, u gotta talk it before u walk it
to only get better, u gotta show it, and if u wanna grow, u gotta earn it
not just saying it, so she can take u back, i was on call with this bimbo
giving lessons and advice, like i was a instagram reel, but lets keep it real, it got back to me, and she asked why dont u go back
why dont u call back, apologize and make it work, maybe than u can be happy again, if only it was that simple, i mean to be honest
i miss the person i fooled, i miss the person i kissed, i miss the person i did, i miss the person who put up with all my shit, but if im honest rn
shes gone forever, shell never come back, she died right when she gave it up, it got worse when i let my top off and went off
when she tried to patch up, but too bad i wasnt giving a fuck
and its honestly always gonna be my fault

Where are we now?(prod. txby)

From early in life Bruce Derby has been a musician.  Bruce Derby was born with a passion, and technical inclination to play music. His earliest influences came from his parents.  He started playing his first instrument when he was six years old then played instruments from all the instrument groups as he grew up.  Still young, his parents bought him his first electric guitar, naturally he started a band.

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What does NewManiac sound like?
NewManiac sounds like Prince meets Michael  in the year 2025 and they were all were singers, performers and rappers. NewManiac plays all of the musical instruments that NewManiac records. NewManiac writes all of the music, with a heavy dose of psychedelic synthesizers, phatt drums and Funk guitar into modern groove symphonies. New music. NewManiac, and the New NFT music collection. My newly minted NFT music collection is available as of now on OpenSea. "All we do, is doin' what we can. Make a way, maybe then make a stand. Once you know that, you know better than. True know what is true. " (NewManiac). GOD told unto Me this information and instruction that I will reveal unto You as of now. GOD told unto to Me that I will never SLAVE under a recording contract. Many treasured and truly gifted artists in the history of recorded music were, and still are enslaved, under the burden of recording contracts that were made for THEM. I was told that I was NEVER created for that experience, so I will never experience of it. It is not mine to have, EVER. The future of what we know of as the music industry will be a little different than it was in the past, and that I, NewManiac will continue to work under the present Artists NFT Revolution that has been provided to Me for that very purpose, and that I will do just that and nothing else. It also has been prevailed unto Me that there is NO other option provided to Me, and for many other gifted artists that we in a future time, will know of as well. Pretty simple ain't it? Well, it is simple and in this, I believe GOD. GOD is right, so that IS that. Okay, so here is the rest... Note: I am Significantly Anti-Social. I work alone. I license my own music under NFT so that I make money, and other artists, collectors and investors make money from the music that I write, I produce, and I own. Can you make more, or any money from my music/NFTs than I am making? If you can make any money, then I will help you make YOUR money. Simple as that. If you can't make money then, whatever...If you CAN make money from MY music and NFTs, then you can use MY music and NFTs as a way to make YOUR money. When you use MY music and NFTs, I'll make it easy for YOU to make YOUR money.  I write ALL of my music and I own ALL of my masters and IP. So that means that you don't have to clear any samples with anyone else ever. Easy money, you'll see... get an attorney". (NewManiac)

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growing up in the late nineties and early 2000s in New York City gave me culture differences that inspired me to make music. music was the only thing we had.  I support everyone who doesn't just follow what the next person is doing believe in yourself I bring a melodic rap flow to life .🧬🚀😈🕊️

Where are we now?(prod. txby)

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