JANUAr 2023

😈Beautifully Psychotic [vol. 2]😈

Forever Now

Str8  Whiskey

things aint never been the same, ever since we said goodbye
everything has change, went from callin everynight
to her just hating on my guts, i can never blame her point
i see her view, and claim that shi, honestly i was the worst
lies and stories adding up, ill come right clean and say my flaws
it aint never went my way, this was not no eye to eye
i had problems, spoke about my secerts, told my life
and she was quiet, too much things for someone like me
she thought i was someone else, crazy she had stories
to this day, i do not know the rest, but let me tell u
im the problem in her future, she had plans, and where is she
not the best, honestly she dying in her pit, i admit its half my fault
but now shes choosing how it goes
she said love will come and go
when u let these people in and give ur trust to all these strangers
all ur hearts get into tangles, thats just something that i learn
and she hating me, to this day, i admit my problems
i admit i was the problem, i treat u like a option, u treat me like religion
holdin me, like i was sinning, i was young, i wish so many things
to this day, only one pop up, and it was me still doing good
life is different than we thought, u said love is nothing special
back than younger u would cry, if u thought i was never there
i had show u i was changing, but my past kept catching up
left me speechless, when u talked to me, when u brought it up
my two sense went away, its like my mind went in shambless
i feel shame when i think of me, how i acted, immature
how i felt, insecure, how i lie, pinnchios taking notes
my bad habit wasnt biting my tongue, it was me blurting the shit out
making it worse, cause i wanted my one sense, in a converstation
where i was the villian, still changing the spotlight, cause i wanted it to be different, i wanted my way, but with u, it only showed
to get the peace way, u gotta talk it before u walk it
to only get better, u gotta show it, and if u wanna grow, u gotta earn it
not just saying it, so she can take u back, i was on call with this bimbo
giving lessons and advice, like i was a instagram reel, but lets keep it real, it got back to me, and she asked why dont u go back
why dont u call back, apologize and make it work, maybe than u can be happy again, if only it was that simple, i mean to be honest
i miss the person i fooled, i miss the person i kissed, i miss the person i did, i miss the person who put up with all my shit, but if im honest rn
shes gone forever, shell never come back, she died right when she gave it up, it got worse when i let my top off and went off
when she tried to patch up, but too bad i wasnt giving a fuck
and its honestly always gonna be my fault

Where are we now?(prod. txby)

Song: F N UR GIRL
Produced by: Blackmanta1989$
Written by: Blackmanta1989$

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F N UR GIRL

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Lyrics:
You can see that we’re going nowhere

The Big Disguise

A song of heartbreak, unrequited love, letting go and empowerment. “If the person you love falls in love with someone else, how do you let go?” I was attending University and it was a cold winter day so I bundled up before walking over to my boyfriend's apartment. I could see his window from the street and I remember looking up at it while I called him and asked to be let in. I could see a video game's images reflecting in the glass as he told me that he was too busy to see me. It broke my heart. 10 years later I ran across his profile on social media. There was a beautiful picture of him with his wife and new son. In this song it means to give his wife the love that once belonged to me. English & Chinese versions.

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