Stargazing

ay some days i be feeling the best
but some days i be feeling the worst
and all these pills are just fucking me over
like my name rihnna, i changed up my ringer
cause speak of the devil, she calling and asking
but i do not care, cause ik her reason its showing some more
i took a step back, and just looked from a far
and let me just tell u, its not the best look
im sorry to say it, but we can not work it
i wanna just try it, but ik the truth, its hard to disgest
but i had to step up, because in the end ill be stuck in the bottom
with u by my side, and that is just something i can never do
i love u so much, but this pain is too much
u wish for redo, like my name zenos, but bitch in the end
were gonna end up the same, stop calling my name
20 will always be special, and 21 too because that was the biggest
its 22 now so we gotta move, i saw ur whole reading
and ur gonna be, happy without me, so why should i try it
i look at the pictures, the fireworks coming, cant hardly belive it
but we didnt make it, ig all the promises, were up in the air
like my finger to u, in the end of this battle
i wish we can go back in time, but this shit is too broken
so we can not fix it, ur looking for more, let me guess its my fault
ur doing the worst, let me guess its my fault
u always say that, but just look in the mirror
and tell me ur capable, of picking ur actions
dont tell me excuses, or stupid ass answers
like that shit will work, one day u were great
but now ur looking trash, like stuck in the ashes
that i left the house, that we burnt to the ground
they said we were toxic, no wonder there right
so i had to end it, the sparks were just leaking
i kept on damn texting, when i knew i shouldnt
cause deep in my body ur shaking me up
how dare u talk back, like u have the rights
dont ever speak bad on my name, when yk ur the worst
and how dare i move on, when im trynna be 
u push me back down, but i will not stay
or put up with this, yk that were done
i left u a message, maybe u should just pick it

i stand up for me, cause no body would do it
im not playing victim, baby that is ur card
matter of fact, u were always dodging these questions
with tears that u threw on command, i remember those times 
that i had, that we felt so in love, but now u are gone
with another, who problaby treating u better, u say that u miss me
it feels like a diss, cause i took a break, to look from a far
omg really im blind like steve charles, smoking my problems
like my name was charles, mixing these feelings with love
but i feel like its loneliness taking a toll
thats why i feel like well never be gold, its never ok
were hurting too much, and im not pointing fingers
to someone who keeps them a mirror

Point of view (Prod. Dismas Xavier)

I made this song for someone special <3 produced by michael warren mixed by meiendoshi mastered by 17XL

Spotify:

https://open.spotify.com/track/6e61Y6XKZujpvAcbIIO41G?si=r6de4XIYTK6KZ3XTlhB9Sg

Visuals:

https://youtu.be/AZ1tGWaLvUw

143 - lil Saturn (prod Michael Warren x meiendoshi)[Visuals in description]

Major Bag (Feat. Gaeko & Oweezy)

Molly (feat. OnlyCenzo x Tatzu) (prod. sacrificemoney)

Hood Cry

I need sometime (prod.Thatboyslim)

ROLL UM DICE! is packed of ambitious energy. Imagine GRINDING in New York City and blasting this song everywhere you went. No worries in the world. The track really manages to bring spirits to a different dimension, definitely playlist material. Music that is addicting and lyrics that makes you feel all different types of emotions. LfromtheX has that ability to change the way you perceive.
Mix: @kuku4life
Beat Prod: @NugLifeproductions

Point of view (Prod. Dismas Xavier)

XSTɎ.SAGE / LIL M.sage