no order wutsoeva

ay some days i be feeling the best
but some days i be feeling the worst
and all these pills are just fucking me over
like my name rihnna, i changed up my ringer
cause speak of the devil, she calling and asking
but i do not care, cause ik her reason its showing some more
i took a step back, and just looked from a far
and let me just tell u, its not the best look
im sorry to say it, but we can not work it
i wanna just try it, but ik the truth, its hard to disgest
but i had to step up, because in the end ill be stuck in the bottom
with u by my side, and that is just something i can never do
i love u so much, but this pain is too much
u wish for redo, like my name zenos, but bitch in the end
were gonna end up the same, stop calling my name
20 will always be special, and 21 too because that was the biggest
its 22 now so we gotta move, i saw ur whole reading
and ur gonna be, happy without me, so why should i try it
i look at the pictures, the fireworks coming, cant hardly belive it
but we didnt make it, ig all the promises, were up in the air
like my finger to u, in the end of this battle
i wish we can go back in time, but this shit is too broken
so we can not fix it, ur looking for more, let me guess its my fault
ur doing the worst, let me guess its my fault
u always say that, but just look in the mirror
and tell me ur capable, of picking ur actions
dont tell me excuses, or stupid ass answers
like that shit will work, one day u were great
but now ur looking trash, like stuck in the ashes
that i left the house, that we burnt to the ground
they said we were toxic, no wonder there right
so i had to end it, the sparks were just leaking
i kept on damn texting, when i knew i shouldnt
cause deep in my body ur shaking me up
how dare u talk back, like u have the rights
dont ever speak bad on my name, when yk ur the worst
and how dare i move on, when im trynna be 
u push me back down, but i will not stay
or put up with this, yk that were done
i left u a message, maybe u should just pick it

i stand up for me, cause no body would do it
im not playing victim, baby that is ur card
matter of fact, u were always dodging these questions
with tears that u threw on command, i remember those times 
that i had, that we felt so in love, but now u are gone
with another, who problaby treating u better, u say that u miss me
it feels like a diss, cause i took a break, to look from a far
omg really im blind like steve charles, smoking my problems
like my name was charles, mixing these feelings with love
but i feel like its loneliness taking a toll
thats why i feel like well never be gold, its never ok
were hurting too much, and im not pointing fingers
to someone who keeps them a mirror

Point of view (Prod. Dismas Xavier)

everyones an asshole 
my plug cuts his coke and my doctor pushes benzos 
my head smacked the floor when i tripped off my board
skating round the halls cause my parents aren't at home
today ive been bored
today i woke up at 4
needed stuff but got too high to drive to the store
at the checkout said "how are you?"
i said "not much"
on my way out i tripped and my thing of eggs crushed

dont be ashamed to be proud of yourself or slow down for a sec 
i say as i quietly critique parts of myself 
i guess i just keep helping so i wont need help
but regardless it helps

can you tell me we're good now?
you left me put down
bad is my good now
when i cry it's a good sound 

(hamilton)
cut it all out
take it all away
i dont wanna feel 
no not today 
numb to the pain numb to it all
hanging by a thread i might fall
i might slip 
lose my grip 
tryna find out where the time went
where it all goes
i dont know
i can only walk the path i chose 
build me up just to break my bones
crushing up drugs on my phone
tryna fix my heart but it got worse
every time i fall in love it hurts
every time i try to not think bout you it dont work
maybe im just meant to be alone with the dirt
but maybe its just meant to be 
i get so high i cant speak
walking round cant feel my feet
when i sleep i grit my teeth
when i sleep youre all i see
so every nights a bad dream 
i dont wanna wake up
just to feel nothing

when i cry it sounds good (with hamilton and sorrow bringer)

skirty benz & kadelikss- same day , same shit (prod. YESOK)

Introducing Soundcloud Sundays!
Every Sunday in July Rhyan releases a new song exclusively on Soundcloud! Today's song features Judah as he and Rhyan visit and explore somber topics like depression, anxiety, and needing to breathe. Judah offers up a chilling vocal performance as Rhyan sings under him.

Produced By: Truls Dyrstad, and Rhyan Besco
Written By: Rhyan Besco, and Judah

breathe (feat. judah)

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https://empire.ffm.to/theproduct3

Point of view (Prod. Dismas Xavier)

LIL M.sage