made in covid jail. hotel room, new york

you can only get part of what you want

🔒 (demo)

vaultboy - hydroplane (demo)

she said what you doing can you come through?
certain things i wish i could undo
dont want to feel a way, so let it pass through
waist pressed on you in a past life
she said undress her in the bathroom
give me head i love a good attitude
falling for you in a vacuum
slipping past 100 on the dash soon
when i call it, can you zoom?
comms check, one, two
i thought about you all of my night
 
found you outside
we had fun crimes
collapsed some time
ill cross your mind
call me next time
dilated eyes
quick death, brief life
 
crashing
crushing
 
i lost all focus
blurring thru these motions
you dont give a fuck since
distance turned to oceans
weaponise the timeline
ive been here in real life
dodging all these airstrikes
anxious but its alright
martyrdom weather
 
breaking in with your new friend
think of me when you shut it down
 
i read your message through the lines
i just want to cool it off
she just loves crossing all these wires
hands getting tied up in them
but dont you hate those cliches now
almost killed to not get stronger
the photos lasted longer
and after all this time were not much taller
i know
 
i lost all focus
blurring thru these motions
you dont give a fuck since
distance turned to oceans
weaponise the timeline
ive been here in real life
dodging all these airstrikes
anxious but its alright
martyrdom weather
 
breaking in with your new friend
think of me when you shut it down
fucking me out of your head
heart breaking were solo, ah

Modern Warfare

Far Away

Dracula

would you love me if i
smiled more and stood up straight
or got new clothes and lost some weight
or cut my hair and shaved my face
would you love me if i changed

cause i just wanna 
take your hand and spin you around
and change your plans and make you proud
cause i need your love and you want space
would you love me if i changed

i can’t sleep, i lay in bed just wondering
and idle hope inside my head comes rushing
i can’t sleep cause i’m convinced you’re the one for me
but you disagree

if/then

honesty w.i.p - slowed

disposable.

Made Up Lost Time

Tell You How I'm Feeling

Lyrics:

(Verse 1)

I Inhale You In My Lungs 
Like Routine Breathing 
Then I Put You On My You On My Tongue 
I Don’t Know What I’ve Done 
But I’m Down For The Ride
I Inject You In My Veins 
You’re Floating Through My Chemistry 
It’s A Feeling I Can’t Explain 
I Just Swallow You Like Medicine 
To Take All Of My Pain Away 

(Hook)

Now That I’ve Had It I Can’t Let Go 
Addicted To The Feeling Of Not Feeling Alone
(Its Settling) 
Fantasizing About It Is Wrong
Nobody Needs To Know
Nobody Needs To Know 
(That I Can’t)
Sleep Without Having It Late At Night
And I Can’t Think Because It’s All That’s On My Mind
(Its Unsettling) 
But I Love The Feeling So One More Night 
Nobody Needs To Know
Nobody Needs To Know 
I’m Fine 

(Verse 2)

I Can Feel You Through My Screen 
Late Night Routine 
Through My Eyes 
In My Ears
Triggers Something In My Brain 
And I Think I’m In Love 
I Feel It Running Through My Veins 
My Heartbeat Accelerates 
It’s An Intoxicating Dream 
That I Never Want To Leave 
Because It Takes All Of The Pain Away

(Hook)

Now That I’ve Had It I Can’t Let Go 
Addicted To The Feeling Of Not Feeling Alone
(Its Settling) 
Fantasizing About It Is Wrong
Nobody Needs To Know
Nobody Needs To Know 
(That I Can’t) 
Sleep Without Having It Late At Night
And I Can’t Think Because It’s All That’s On My Mind
(Its So Unsettling)
But I Love The Feeling So One More Night 
Nobody Needs To Know
Nobody Needs To Know 
I’m Fine 

(Outro)

You’re The Only Thing That Can Get Me High Like This 
I Forget Loneliness And Pain Exists
Craving Your Touch, Your Taste, Your Kiss 
I Can’t Let It Go
This Is My Weakness
I Was Using You Just To Feel Something 
Then I Fucked Around And Found Addiction 
Now We’re 4 Nights In To The 1 Night Stand
This Was Never Part Of Our Plan

Written, Produced, Performed, Mixed and Mastered by Deion Reverie.

disposable.

fndme.

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