crying over some1

emma

The Upload

old song.. bad recording....

i think when god started a garden 
he forgot to tell me how to grow 
and when the red sea parted 
he didn't tell me where all the blood would flow.. 
and how can you drink and how can you speak 
with a guantlet so full it's overpouring 
with pools of blood and wine, at your feet 
and an ocean inside your lungs is roaring 
where are you supposed, to lay down low 
when your heart is in the sky 
and it wants to follow heaven 
like when they died 
no one ever taught me how to pray 
told me to get down on my knees 
talk to your god, beg him please 
ask him how to grow 
cause somewhere along the road 
i think i lost my way, and someone cut the rope 
pulled me up from my roots too soon 
i was just a child, wasn't ready to bloom.. 
watered with my tears, anchored to a bed 
fed with all the fears that laid in my head 
where worms grow in my skin 
like all the rotting dead 
i still wish i knew how to grow... 
stuck in an ugly bedroom 
tell me god, why don't i know? 
i wasn't ready to bloom..

god's garden

im not afraid of death
but im afraid
of never seeing you
again
im not afraid to die
im just scared to live
without you
by my side
cords that born
deep in the womb
i hope you call me
when you pick your tomb
wanna lay next to your skeleton
we can compare our bones 
and our skin
and we can take ourselves apart
recreate homes in the form of a heart
but when i tell you this
you only ever say
how you love my pretty lips 
and wish i didnt talk that way

and i promise 
i will only die
if thats what you want too
if thats really what you want

cus when you go
when you leave
i wont know 
how to even breathe
and ill paint new skies 
in the way you did 
when you close your eyes
in the room you hid
you said you hated everyone
but you couldnt ever hate me

so i told you, i could 
enough for the both of us

im not afraid 
of going to hell
but i am afraid 
i wont see you as well
i made you a necklace of rope
but you pick at until it frays
hold my hand, 
and tell me its just one of those days

and i promise i will only die
if thats what you want as well
if thats what you really want

i promise, i'm brave demo

i think you're really beautiful // starry cat

lyrics:
one day i will 
get drunk and txt you 
and i’ll say 
and i’ll say 
that i want you 
lets get coffee 
when you’re down 
when you’re down 
yeah you scare me 
the nicest person 
i will wait 
i will wait 
dali said that 
you want me also 
will you say 
will you say 

i thought no one would think about me 
but it’s not surprising that 
you thought about me 
i thought 
you’d feel like an ocean all reactive 
and lucid in emotion why’d you think 
about me

salvia palth - girl

gnaw (alex g)

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๕ぁ Sad Slowed Down ぁ๖

Current Joys - Blondie (Slowed)

Lyrics:
Verse 1]
Walk in the room, take off your coat
You look so nice, I've been so cold
You wanna be my special one
I cannot breathe, please just go home

[Chorus]
Michelle, Michelle
You are a monster from hell
Michelle, Michelle
You are a monster from hell

[Pre-Chorus]
You know just how to be cruel
When you shake your hips that way
Paint your lips that way

[Chorus]
Michelle, Michelle
You are a monster from hell
Michelle, Michelle
You are a monster from hell

[Verse 2]
Walk in the room, watching you smoke
I’m such a fool, take off your coat

[Pre-Chorus]
You know just how to be cruel
When you shake your hips that way
I don't care what you say

[Chorus]
Michelle, Michelle
You are a monster from hell
Michelle, Michelle
You are a monster from hell

Michelle

Girls Rituals - Black Crow

Ever Fallen In Love (With Someone You Shouldn't've)? (Buzzcocks)

Teen suicide - hymns - 04 untitled-oct7

something soft for those that think they’re in love <3

GrosslyRomantic

A reworking of the classic 'Land Called France' ditty. Poetic, chilling and very, very real. This is certainly Toxic Lipstick at their most daring and wasted. 

France

a one take
i've been wanting to make this song for a while, but have been putting it off because i know ill never be fully satisfied with single a take of it.
hope u all enjoy this, summer is coming so i'll be posting a lot more :)
lyrics:
We never sleep
We never fight 
And I can’t see 
Why
I still
Lay alone in bed at night
Stuck in my dread my light is dead
There’s nothing left
For me here
Hold me close hold me tight
Promise you’ll stay another night
Hold my hand 
We’ll stay inside and dance
To 80’s shit that no one cares about

And i dont know if this is love
But i’d never put anyne above
You

I can’t sleep when i’m not 
In your bed
And i can’t sleep when your
In my head
When i’m with you i feel alright
When i’m with you i swear im fine
I adore u
I adore u
You never let me down
You never let me frown
I no longer care how this ends
I will forever be your frind

i adore u (demo)

spare change

hi so um...
I probably luv u... I'm sorry everything's so shit...
but just hear me out, my music can talk to you even when I can't.
I'll always be here.

LYRICS

[verse1]
look in the mirror and i hate what i see
look for the people i love and there’s nobody not even me
whoever said living life was so free
must’ve been lying cause i disagree 

i been at this for so long
let out the pain while i’m writing these songs
holding back tears while i sit and i contemplate taking my life
where’d i go wrong

there’s gotta be more than this for me
i will not back down not blissfully
i lay these tracks down and blissfully 
i’m tryna blow up make history, rid of my history

this music’s a gift, but it’s also a curse
got so much i could give, though i do you don’t know how this hurts
i rip my heart out while writing a verse

don’t do it for me, do it for people who got it the same, better or worse
we all got limits and when they get pushed we gon break to our cores
i got a gift with these words
i'm gonna use it till all of my people feel heard
wasn’t for music then how could i speak on this hurt?

and maybe you feel like you don’t gotta voice but i promise i’ll be it as long as you breath
maybe you feel like you don’t gotta choice but i promise i’ll be it as long as you need
maybe you feel like you don’t gotta voice but i promise i’ll be it as long as you breath
maybe you feel like you don’t gotta choice but i promise i’ll be it as long as you

[verse2]
i was an angry child
i had to go through the motions alone and it took awhile
so when i go out and i see an old friend, i never stop to smile

how the fuck can’t you acknowledge my pain
look in my eyes and then tell me bout pain
all of my anger just stemmed from my pain
being alone with my thoughts really drove me insane, i’ll take the blame but how can you judge me
only was eight when i realized that nobody loved me

that’s when it mattered the most
barely was 10 when you shattered my hopes

only was 8 when you spit in my face and then told me i’d never be nothing
i saw the way that you looked at me how did i make you so sick to your stomach
never did nothing

i sacrificed my whole being for both of my brothers
just cus you failed as a mother, don’t mean i want you to suffer but you gotta do more than suffer

cus the pain that you caused me is nothin compared to the pain that you caused yourself
and the names that you call me is nothin compared to the stain that you call yourself(so)
(x3)

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Edge of 17 (prod wurlishmouk)

im trying

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Melodrama

Who You Are

Count on me

lyrics:
amethyst on my bedroom floor
every license plate reads 444
he fucked me so good i almost said i love you

evil eye for my childhood home 
rose water steam on the telephone
he slapped me in the face and i said thank you

i stay up in the middle of the night
thinking of delilah rose and telephones and
dandelion wine
and i think I've seen the light
there's no point in being less alone if he 
only loves me for one night

i'm everybody's favorite until they get to know me
then every flower on the hill looks like an old tv
i guess it all comes from how much i like honey
i'm sickeningly sweet no one will ever love me

so i i guess this is why i cry
been looking for my yellow bird but he's only heard of
bands that i don't like
and i don't even know why i try anymore
my teenage dream turned to a wasteland
broken apart on my bedroom floor

i'm everybody's favorite until they get to know me
then every flower on the hill looks like an old tv
i guess it all comes from how much i like honey
I'm sickeningly sweet no one could ever love me

...</3

the honey song

SINNING ON SUNDAYS OUT NOW
Fairies Never Die
climb inside my brain, Earthling! my goodness its dark in here!

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the honey song

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