Name: Lately I've been trying to find a way out (demo) by skin carpet
Duration: 2 min 4 s
Description: I consider this a demo cause my voice isn’t up to par lately and in my head this song has a melodica in it so if this ends up on a demo/album then it will be changed and maybe slightly longer

this song has gotten me through so much, looking back on it

99 red balloons (one take cover)

king of trees
burn these leaves
that swallow me
i cant see
and now the sky
is turned
to black
and white
i might
its fine if you feel
sick when im here
ill stay alone
hate you all
but u, boy unchained
swallow rain drown again
its your brain thats in the race
dont tell me this cannot erase

pic by rob

r u awake

support @wishing-music
bandcamp: https://wishing.bandcamp.com/album/to-forget

make your way back home
to the other side of town
or anywhere i don't come undone
but you hold my hand and you promise me
that we'll be just fine when we fall asleep
you'll be the one that holds me up

but when you're gone it's all just
black walls black sheets black eyes black clothes
black cars black streets black skies black holes
i'll be the one that's giving up

make my bed and leave
soap and shower clean
tugging on my sleeve
i need to leave
hope you got that job
at the bakery
it keeps escaping me
crazy me

are you coming home?
you've been gone all week
i can feel the gaps like they're missing teeth
you're the one who keeps me up
but when you're gone it's all just
black walls black sheets black eyes black clothes
black cars black streets black skies black holes
i'll be the one that's giving up

https://wishing.bandcamp.com

to forget

wishing - missing teeth

memories melt in my mind and
who i think i am will die
reasons why i try to find im
multiplying in my
head im seeing patterns
my head is going faster than the
body that i see in bed
im letting go forever
its hurting but doesnt that mean that im growing
change the blood that i am holding
who am i controlling
is he wrong for listening to
demons calling talking to the
open door hes down the hall
went in the wrong direction
getting sick of his perception
he will tell you what he finds inside
but soon forget this state of mind
keep running in and out of time
his sense of self has always been a lie

in skin

an old version of lilies from before I got julia to agree to sing on it and also made it more electronic

lilies, but different *unreleased*

smoked so much till i could feel something
the cold resided i'm erupting
cleared the dew as a drip to the ground 

take my heart and twist my tongue
rip my teeth out one by one 
squeeze my arms so i don't feel so numb

did you know i'm not great at communication, i sit alone but my mind's abrasion wears me down

did you know, i'm too scared if scaring you off so i'll just leave

being dead is still better than being me (demo)

I consider this a demo cause my voice isn’t up to par lately and in my head this song has a melodica in it so if this ends up on a demo/album then it will be changed and maybe slightly longer

Lately I've been trying to find a way out (demo)

Wish i could talk to you
Wish you could talk to me too

Wish i could say your name
Without feeling like i do
Scaring you

I don't wanna do this again
And i don't wanna do this again
And i don't wanna do this again
And i don't wanna do this again

Miss walking in the snow
I miss the places we would go
I miss being your friend
I miss being around you
Around you

And i just wanna be your friend
And i just wanna be your friend
And i just wanna be your friend
And i just wanna be your friend

recorded in the autumn of 2015.
album artwork by ivanna masera

Lately I've been trying to find a way out (demo)

skin carpet

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