h4rtbrkr - if i cant have you no one can (demo)

i've been spending so much time
doing nothing in my room
tryna rhyme a better line
so i can win and you can lose

till someone came along and said
theres thousands just like you
you'll never be a star
you'll never even reach the mooN
you don't know what you're doing
you don't even have a clue
well thats the difference
i dont know, and you seem like you do
so fuck you

lalalalalallalala
oooooo

theres too much going on
i cant keep track of right and wrong
too many people said so long
i haven't processed that they're gone

i don't want anything to do
with anything involving you
i dont care about your new lover
cause you just text me the same thing(the same thing!)
from different numbers (different numbers!)

i dont care if i die drunk
 I dont care if i die young
 i dont care about your wants
i dont care cause i forgot
  i dont care the smallest bit
cause nobody gave the slightest shit
when i just needed someones hand to hold
well lets just say while i was waiting my heart got cold

lalalalal(harmonica+kazoo solo)alallaaooooolala

Afterparty

*art drawn by me

lyrics:

i woke up feeling like a total
fucking tr*nny today
i dont think that is such
an unreasonable thing to say
i hate my legs, my ass, my voice
the fucking hair on my face
fat chance im looking in a mirror
what a fucking disgrace

i wish i didnt exist x8

i wrote your number in the back
of my journal today
i think im too much of a
dramatic coward to say
i love your hair, your lips, your feet
that fucking grin on your face
i hope stick around long enough
to hear me say

i wish i didnt exist x8

(awesome drum breakdown)

i wish i didnt exist x8

I Wish I Didn't Exist

Fried By Fluoride - Drain You

prod. me

https://open.spotify.com/track/6pvJaA1h3UvQQheh0TJbsK?si=krhJlgD6QWuf5ERterIjCA

the love i lost-fried by fluoride (cover)

cry about it

So doomed (fried by flouride and neet cover)

Ill keep on searching
Every part of my body is hurting
Dont know if its even working
But im gon keep on searching
Ill search for you
Ill lurk for you
I hurt for you
Ill search for you

I keep on searching
Every part of my body is hurting
Dont know if its even working
But im gon keep on searching
For you
For you
For you
For you

Ill keep on searching
Every part of my body is hurting
I dont know if its even working
But im keep on fucking searching
For you
For you
For you
For you

Dont know if its working
Why the fuck do i keep hurting
Tryna find true love but its not working
But ill keep on fucking searching
For you
For you
I know your out there somewhere
But I cant get close to you

Ill keep on searching
Every part of my body is hurting
Dont know if its even working
But im gon keep on searching
For you
For you
For you
For you

Ill keep on searching
Every part of my body is hurting
Dont know if its even working
But im gon keep on fucking searching
For you
For you
For you
For you

searching [ALL PLATS]

fried by fluoride - so doomed

I am doomed and i am screwed
I walk around in a living nightmare
I hate the present and i hate the past
wondering why im a dumbass
i fucked up the last few years
i did dumb shit and now im here
i think abt it and i get pissed
i wanna break things when i reminisce

Im so screwed
im so doomed
life is tough when nobody loves you
im so screwed im so doomed
oooooo im so doomed

I hate myself, and I hate my life
I sulk all day, and nothing feels right 
All I do is complain and whine, I’m afraid to live, I have no spine
I’m a piece of shit, I’m irrelevant, I’m embarrassed and I’ll admit it
I wish I could just be like them, but I’m all alone and I have no friends

im so screwed
im so doomed
life is tough when nobody loves you
im so screwed
im so doomed
life is shit when everyone hates you
im so screwed
im so doomed
life is tough when nobody loves you
im so screwed
im so doomed
oooooo im so doomed

So Doomed (ft. NEET)

Fried By Fluoride