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Just a little cover I thought I’d sound good on

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Back of the Class (ft. Grinch) (prod. NoTsH)

(LYRICS)

been a long while since i rapped for myself
so
i thought i'd check in on my mental health
and
i'll use the same rhymes that i wrote before
and
i'll share uncompleted thoughts as my encore

now it's 2023,

a year since i started rapping to beats
and
i've grown so much i haven't slept in a week,
now
i've got tattoos taking space on my arm
but
it's better than self-sabotage or harm.

I've changed a lot;

hopefully into a better person
but i've broken many hearts;
i'm not sure that it was worth it.

good souls loved me for myself but
i'm just now acknowlegding how much
that helped

shape me,
showed me who i needed to be,
now i'm a new man and i think i
feel free, so i thank thee, for
being what made me, now we can
live life, happy on the daily.

but lately, i've been feeling like shit
don't date me, i'm a mess, i'll admit.

pull out a pen and paper just to reminisce
about the tracks i've wrote and the people
i've dissed.

can't show emotions through my face so
i have to show emotion in a different way
and for me that's my thoughts spilling
out onto a page, it's the best path to
take if u want to look inside my brain.

but i don't recommend, 
its not good in there.
if u go too deep you'll
just see that im scared.
that'll crush my facade
and i'll have to accept
me
as
me.

that's alot to ask
of someone 
who's afraid to grow.
but it's not too much
to ask of someone
who complains everyday about not feeling better
just to run out of breath and still not be better.

imagine a world where u dont allow for change
you would never fall in love or have the chance to get engaged

you would be sad and old, maybe crippled and depressed
imagining all your life regrets lying in your deth bed

cold and scared when u could have been warm
but you let them all go as u opened ur arms

now you question on the daily,
why you're sad, its the people u lost
not the people u had

so lately, i've been feeling like shit
don't date me, i'm a mess i'll admit.

pull out a pen and paper just to reminisce
about the tracks i've wrote and the people
i've dissed.

can't show emotions through my face so
i have to show emotion in a different way
and for me that's my thoughts spilling
out onto a page, it's the best path to
take if u want to look inside my brain.

good souls (prod. willy)

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