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produced by neverforever

cty_gazing_ inspired by city gazing by hero

completely non profit 

lyrics

rain clouds above me
my souls fuckin ugly
everyone act so roughly
not like we playing rugby

so c'mon
u get a free throw
i'ma break ur ribs with my feet tho
u can keep those
knocking out some teeth like t bone
12 zero

switch just flipped 
so I drink and drink and drink
Molly got boys fucked 
why do I not feel a thing
sitting in a gutter 
feels like where I'm meant to be
lemme take a second 
i just need some time to think

sunrise
that's home time
well past dawn when I close eyes
my surprise 
pretty sure that i hate going outside
like oh my i can be a hypocrite ik
dont we all sometimes 
like don't lie
u don't see the grey sky

that's all i see
in u and me

all the bad all the hurt
i guess i just see the worst
fuck urself
fuck the world 
save it? nah it don't deserve
i been burnt
i have learnt
good intentions same as dirt
i been burnt
i have learnt
good intentions same as -

rain clouds above me
my souls fuckin ugly
everyone act so roughly
not like we playing rugby

fuck like
i really woke up?
fall asleep face up i wanna choke up
fully gave up
yeah
zoning out this bitch while smoking with the raindrops

this ain't life i'm stuck in my own self made hell
hate the world almost half i do myself
i just suck but u should know i'm something else
self aware i take the devil's side in hell

cough up sludge I force it back into my gut
taste just fine it's like a stronger form of bud
bought an h and in a week I'm out of bud
sleeves r stained, recycler bong that's full of muck

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well it gets lonely 
city gazing from the satellites
all alone here 
in this spaceship and the latern light 
well ive got oxygen 
enough to maybe make the night
but ive accepted that this place 
is where I'll come to die

the view ive got from in my coffin
well it's really nice
if I jumped what'd be the chance 
I'd land in powerlines
a mangled body's not the image 
that I'd hope ud find
a lump of coal that u can bury 
is worth the piece of mind

maybe best to turn this ship 
and gun for saturn's rings
I'd meet an alien 
and tell him how I really think
this world is ugly 
if u took the time to sink it in
people selfish and absorbed 
inside of useless shit

ive got a problem
ive forgotten how to let u in
my vision fades 
alarms are blaring, I hit jettison 
a fire show ignites
somewhere above the midnight sky
I hear just silence
void is pretty fond of eating life

city gazing, with my homies:
foreign parasites 
a formed allience 
between the dead and all this moldy life
I pull the plug on sos
command don't give a shite
I found ignition in the pain
that came from u and I

dmg_ctrl_/cty_gazing_ (neverforever)

beat prod by: wisssery 
written and performed by: popularreject x lil XipZ x safeatlast

scratches + lil XipZ x safeatlast (p. wisssery)

Lyrics:

Big money big bands falling short for the man
I ain’t been here long but I made my plans
Pull up on my brothers stomp u out with my vans
I ain’t giving no cash I ain’t giving no advance

I’ll make it all on my own
I don’t need no one anymore

No one checks on a man that’s fading
When I’m coming up no one wanna say shit
I don’t make much bread but I break it
Take care of my brothers yeah we’ll make it

No one checks on a man that’s fading
When I’m coming up no one wanna say shit
I don’t make much bread but I break it
Take care of my brothers yeah we’ll make it
x2

bread (prod. The Ushanka Boy)

spoke with a dead man

COEXIST (Prod. Yago)

glitter (prod. itamii)

lyrics//

lost my mind
i was driving to austin
asking why
did she give me the option

cracked spine
roots grow
why am i holding on hope anymore
guess i’m waiting for the day
i can work up some strength off the floor

maybe we’ll be better in the next life
maybe we’ll be better in the next life

[red eyes
guess i couldn’t be the one
take flight
but don’t get too close to the sun

icarus 
ur the achilles to my heel
fight my feelings so i keep them all concealed

if i was all that you want then why’d you let me go?
guess i was never enough and now i’m so cold
but don’t mind me 
i’ll be good on my own
five pills in my hand, 5% on my phone]


i’m so sick of back and fourth can we talk this out
playing games on my court
and i hate how it sounds
fuck a red light i just wanna get home
and for my last high
i’ll take you as my drug


[red eyes
guess i couldn’t be the one
take flight
but don’t get too close to the sun

icarus
ur achilles to my heel
fight my feelings so i keep them all concealed

if i was all that you want then why’d you let me go?
guess i was never enough and now i’m so cold]

you won’t let me go
you won’t let me go

icarus

lyrics ⬇️ 

everybody see the the leaves
they be changing but I don’t
you won’t ever see
me do what I won’t
if you wanna leave
don’t pick up the phone
you only deceive 
me when I’m not home

I’ve had enough of it
and idk what else to say but yea I wanted it
but you then you gave me so much pain now you are haunting it
upside down is how you left me
i don’t wanna wake up
every day is so dumb
you don’t ever listen
i just wanna love you
you just want attention 

I’ve had enough of it
i wish that everything was perfect but it never is
i really wish that we could flourish but I never win
so will it ever end
you won’t look me in my eyes but I’m no enderman
at one point I was him
and now it’s overwith
and now ur stalking him 
like u r slenderman
what is up with this

all the commotion you cause jus to tell me that
I’m the one that you don’t want
oh it hurts so bad
& they all tell me I should stop but I don’t wanna tap
& ik that they wanna laugh but they know I’ll attack 
maybe I’ll come back again and then I’ll wanna stab
wanna Stab em In the back for all the feelings lacked 

like I’m December you told me I was all you ever wanted like forever
now you got me pullin strings so that you will surrender 
and honest you don’t give a crap so you’ll say never ever
but I just wanna give back
Cuz I never got to do what I had wanted to
why won’t you give me a chance to show I love you

leaves (yunnygoldz)

ammends (tuah) #FREEALIBANDZ (prod. kenzee)

[Intro]
Not funny (Woah)
Spend too much time making music
I'm low on fluid
Don't write that bar, that shit is stupid
I'm going stupid
I release too much, I'm always moving
It's bad, it's habit
Now it's changing my life outside music

[Verse 1]
The bag will break if you put too much in
Collecting lighters and roaches inside my trash bin (Trash bin)
Deepest thoughts in my words my brain is wiretapped (Wiretapped)
Got no filter on him, you could taste the Scooby snacks (Scooby snacks)
Oh, you really shouldn't done that
Play the click, like the crib was on a mousepad
Break the game so easy it's like playing mousetrap
Break the bank to share the wealth like it's a kitkat (Kitkat)
Ay, okay, okay
Nose ring, hard headed like a bowl, ole ole
Think I'll teach him all a thing or two
I think I'm major pain
Cyborg, Super Saiyan, white hair, ultra instinct, yeah

[Chorus]
Baby you don't get it, that's okay though (That's okay though)
I hate the easy, I'm chasing after the hard mode (Hard mode)
I really like you, I understand you're not mine though (Mine though)
But I'll choose to believe you if you (Ay) say so (Say so)
She bring a extra bag just for the night clothes (Night clothes)
She bring a extra phone just for the side bros (Side bros)
That party finna blow when she arrive though (Arrive though)
She just changing all her clothes inside the volvo (Inside the volvo)

[Bridge]
Baby you don't get it that's okay though
I hate the easy, I'm chasing after the hard mode
I really like you, I understand you're not mine though
But I'll choose to believe you if you say so

[Verse 2]
Ay (Ay)
I don't really fuck with the deets, I'll let it play (Play)
Fuck me over, you fuck me over, not much to say (Not much to say)
Get me thinking and at this point you just in the way (In the way)
Don't know why you got comfy like you were here to say
Get up above out of my place
Grab your Jansport by the drapes
Pull that pants up to your waist
Don't try fucking for the cake
Don't try fucking for the dough
This is not a foreign concept, I've been here before
Same place, same scenario
Why they message like I'm in a foreign throwing up the doors
I'm in flannels playing warcraft on a decent computer
What are all the emojis for
She try speaking weblings if it was on her keyboard
Swear to god this shit abort (Oh)
Same shit, different day, ordering fish fillet
Click the link, play the wav, click FL and use my brain
Mama tell me take a break, "take a break?" not today
Working nights, working storms, vacay and holidays (Holidays)
If he hit me with the open, tell him make it done today (Done today)
Less I'm napping, needa sleeping, if not I'll send it your way
I'm not special, I just use time the most efficient way (Efficient way)
Vibe her mental and I don't know shit about my GPA (GPA)

[Bridge]
Baby you don't get it, that's okay though
I hate the easy, I'm chasing after the hard mode (Woah)
I really like you, I understand you're not mine though
But I'll choose to believe you if you say so
Baby you don't get it, that's okay though
I hate the easy, I'm chasing after the hard mode
I really like you, I understand you're not mine though
But I'll choose to believe you if you say so
(Yeah, turn me up)
(Fuck you if you don't believe me, NV)

[Chorus]
Baby you don't get it, that's okay though (That's okay though)
I hate the easy, I'm chasing after the hard mode (Hard mode)
I really like you, I understand you're not mine though (Mine though)
But I'll choose to believe you if you (Ay) say so (Say so)
She bring a extra bag just for the night clothes (Night clothes)
She bring a extra phone just for the side bros (Side bros)
That party finna blow when she arrive though (Arrive though)
She just changing all her clothes inside the volvo (Inside the volvo)

9TAILS - volvo (prod. roman rsk)

day 1

lyrics

crashing out, ripping the petals
i'm lost but trust me theres levels
the script telling me to stay put
while my conscious struggling to settle

i wish that i could be better
but i blow seeds that fall on the gravel
i'm holding on to the iris
like its part of my vision but it do not matter

we do not matter
u touched my soul and my heart it splattered
i’m numb in the snow, gets worse in summer
one day i rose to try reach the summit

forgot the clock
i'm taking my time in my finding my lover
a drip starts the flow i’m doing a runner
coz i gotta go, i cant overgrow 
i will just drown and lie in soil

just drop off u making me boil
i cant go on like this, i’m loyal
my roots cant be touched 
the view here is lush 
i gave u my vines and u sat there and clapped like a royal

i feel a slight breeze from foyer
i let my guard down out in the lobby
i open the doors to crush all the dreams that i had set forth
to count up this money

i'm losing sleep to stay still in this hurry
this lifes a flash one blink and im hungry
but what’d i accomplish, what’d i achieve
i stare at the wall thinking how funny

hilarious even
i'm counting the steps to the gates and its never even
i'm holding the fruits in the garden of eden
i'm holding the key to the soul and its freedom

just let me rot
i'll be ok if you want to stop
i'll be the same
maybe I got it all messed up
don't be the same in this world, thats why they all left us

you can let go of that weapon now
I planted the seeds, controlling the ground
if I can give you a glimpse of what is going on

I'll have you know x 8
this world ain't always cold

garden of eden

garden of eden (jacob vallen)

prod by melon @melonsly <333

i think its wise
to let it go unsaid
theres words that dont sit right
dont know if id regret em
but youve been so unkind 
were signs i just misread em
these feelings tucked inside 
only show through if i let em

why do i
feel so replaceable 
wonder why
thought i could wait for anyone
this might come back to bite me
if u listen at all
at every step know youl fight me
wont get far at all

u dont understand
i cant talk to u
say it all in ur absense
if i wrote a letter id find it in half 
i thought it'd be better when i got attached
u dont understand
i cant talk to u
say it all in ur absense
if i wrote a letter id find it in half 
i thought it'd be better when i got attached

i think its wise
to let it go unsaid
theres words that dont sit right
dont know if id regret em
but youve been so unkind 
were signs i just misread em
these feelings tucked inside 
only show through if i let em

unkind

(prod. Chill Sebs)

now you see I have a problem
but my mind tells me lies its so hard now, hate me
used to bake in the night, don't forget me
its so sad, but i cry and it breaks me

why is everything so blacked out
I cant even feel my heart, when you're gone now
soul partner, in the night, how did I allow
you to leave me all alone in my sorrows
I'm blinded baby

cant you see
that I love you
now its hard
to get by
without trusting you
(baby)
babe you're so special
now its hard to deny
I don't need you, with me

aches in my bones
cold in the night
heart all alone
you're not by my side

you're precious
sweet as diamonds and candy
I cant imagine you leaving

I'm drowning in our memories
echoes of your touch
sleeping here at night
while you're out having fun
connected like the stars and moon in the night
you're the only one who I love, that's right

baby you're my soul partner, everything
I see when I dream
phone calls, and videos, sent from you to me
every little text I get from you makes me think 
of the little things, you do and how much they mean to me

cant you see
that I love you
now its hard
to get by
without trusting you
(baby)
babe you're so special
now its hard to deny
I don't need you, with me

aches in my bones
cold in the night
heart all alone
you're not by my side

you're precious
sweet as diamonds and candy
I cant imagine you leaving

soul partner

redalert (p. ryan kelly + nihil2free)

pass it along

pass it along (neverforever)

prod maako

everyone thinks i’m lazy I cant get up out my bed
I think i’m going crazy i cant get you out my head
I hate you I never wanna see you again those are the last words you said
I cant tell you what to do no I cannot control you
but i will hold you
you act your the only person who has something to lose,something to prove
but thats just not true
@senojvv
you meant so much to me when i met you, we weren't even a thing
gave your number to me when i let you walk with me down the street
i couldn't see us apart, didn't think you would leave 
then you left me in the dark now i can't see a...
is a side dude calling?
feelings falling?
too busy to reply to me? 
(remember when we used to love) 
love that you wanted, you never got
it's sitting here in this box with me

hold you

@imhalfhearted on insta <3

“halfhearted” on spotify

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