MY COMPANYYYYY, A DEMONNNN WITH A SMILEEEEEEEEEE (prod. bxxnose)

crying.

sorry for being gone so long im gonna try to be more 
active.

i cant see a way to stop this

moving out the ways an option

i cant seem to brace the nonsense

im not here im barely conscious 

make me feel alive im honest-

ly just terrified of losses 

i cant feel the way i wanted

im just building blue up on it

bleedin out

i cant see for now

its all going down but then u come around

gonna drown feel like im gonna drown

but then you pull me out u pull me out

im not going alone

id rather smash up my phone

the only contact i know

is just sitting at home

if you’re not feeling to go

baby then we just wont go

the real feeling of home

its us together alone

blue (mila moon)

Lyrics:

I really liked this flower and it was so pure
But it looked so much better 
growing on its own and of that i'm sure
Sometimes i still think about that flower 
Even though i have a garden 
And with every rose i cut and tulip that i trim 
That pretty flower is still what i miss

And In my garden i plant these seeds
Trying to grow you but i just sprout weeds
I don't regret leaving you alone
But i really wish i had one of you to grow for my own

Oh how i wish i could see you grow
Your small pedals and delicate stem
I miss you and i wish that you weren't with him
I know you'll never love me because in the end 
It’s like you said
We're just friends…

Oh how i wished that you watered me too
Oh how that i could grow alongside you

a pretty flower is best left untouched

Lyrics

My blood
Falls down
My eyes
Bleed
Cry out
Gauge
My fuckins soul
I don't
Want to live like this
Anymore
Shut the fuck up
Flowers bloom from my hands
Rip the the weeds out
Feel my skin against yours
I will not forgive your sins
I pray you will fall down
Fly too close to the sun
Your dirty wings will burn away
I will not fall down
Shut the fuck fuck up
I burn away

Flying to close to the hand who burns your flesh

Lyrics

Listen to this song hecause i made it for you

I want you to know everything that i think

And want you to know what i thought

Everything im gonna say is gonna be a lie

And i want you to realize 

That i wont say truth

So first lie lets gets started

I need you in my life

And i want you to be right by my side 

for whatever i do 

I love i love you i love you i love you

I need you i need you i meed you i need you

I need i want you i want you i want you

I want you in my life

Now lets get on woth the next set of lies

I guess its time

I wishbthat you wanted me

I wish that you needed me 

I wish that you thought of me all of the tome 

Yeah i do 

You can cut yourself for me

You can bruise yourself for me

You can cry your heart out and i wouldnt give a fuck

Cause you mean 

Nothing nothing nothing nothing 

nothing nothing nothing 

Nothing to me

Yeah you mean nothing 

Yeah you mean nothing 

Im gonna say one last thing

And you know 

That its gonna be another lie 

I love i love you i love you i love you

I need you i need i need you i need you

I want you i want you i want you

In my life 

I need you more

Another lie to keep you happy

Throwaway project 
(lyrics are on genius)

Why won't u tell me (pipe bomb)

Lyrics

C'mon please just stay like this for a little while
It'll be okay
Just don't say a word
Let me have my way
Just Don't stop me
Even if you tried you couldn't stop me anyway
You can't stop your destiny
You can't stop your destiny
You promised me
It wouldn't hurt
You promised me
It'd feel real good
You promised me
i was doing as i should But i hated the feeling
You made me feel so damn defeated hate that you took My innocence
Now im tainted forever
A stupid fucking sin
So tell me
Why i deserve safety
When im already
So disgusting
Since you changed me that day

a rose without thorns

amnesia

no where to go (intro)

bag of bones w/ xixvii - x

I'm Not A Poet
Poem:
I miss you when I  try to sleep
When I’m laying awake
Unable to rest because the roaring thoughts in my head are too loud

I miss you when I wake up
The feeling of you next to me
The warmth of your body and the comfort that followed

I miss you when I cry
When the tears fall down my cheek
And all I want to do is be next to you

I miss you
I miss everything about you
But it’s gone now and I need to move on   
But I miss you…

Lyrics:
You're right, I'm wrong
I feel like shit everyday
But you're sad, so I'm fine
I'll throw my feeling away

You're not the bad guy
You've just made lots of mistakes
But I am a bad guy
I hope I die in my sleep

I watched as you left
And sat there right by the door
While the lights, they grew dim
And my hair fell on the floor

And my face it grew old
In the reflection of glass
As I waited for you
To finally come back

I'm Not a Poet (demo)

Lyrics- Lyric Analyis - Actual Song:

https://www.tumblr.com/johnniesmoke/780550399487819776/the-moment-that-changed-my-life?source=share


Thank you,

Johnnie






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