Save Me From Myself by Ethereal Shadow & EJT. Producers are NetuH, outworld & Xeezay Beats featuring ImJxy & Lil Stranger

Save Me From Myself

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WE OUT DA GRAVE SQWWA #TAKEOVERSEASEON #113

Skunk Ft. Killtj

Dreams produced by outworld vocals by EJT & Ethereal Shadow with EternalJay

Lyrics:
[E.S]
I’ve been seeing people die inside my fucking dreams
Why the fuck is it so hard to talk about it’s hard to speak
Tryna do my best but I’m living on the fucking brink
Tryna live my life but everyday I’m boutta sink

Tryna do my best
Tryna do my best
But it’s hard to get this pressure off my motherfucking chest
Tryna find relief but I’m running out of breath
And every single time I’m thinking bout my fucking death

I’ve been living my life just to suffer
And I’m living my life just to suffer
I’m living my life just to suffer
I’m living my life just to suffer

[EJT]
Had a talk with God, he told me I should be his vessel
I was walking through the depths of hell
I’m walking with the devil
I should be in an asylum I think I’m going mental
Tryna crash the fucking car I put my foot up on the pedal

[E.S]
Such a shame
I lost my brain

[EJT]
Will I die in real life?
People die inside my dreams
Body shivering, it’s getting hard for me to fucking speak
Pressure building up in my chest, it’s getting hard for me to breathe
My heart’s a fucking ship and I think that shit’s about to sink

Spent a lot of time running from a haunted past
I might smile but that happiness will never last
Tryna medicate but I’m still a fucking mess
My mind is in a daze so I’m not inside my head

[ImJxy]
Looking back I told you our love was the best
But you had to wear my heart up on your fucking chest
But you had no motherfucking answers yeah you failed the test
It’s so dark where do I go next

Cuz all these dark thoughts I have rushing up in my brain
Set up me in that rumor damn I’ma go insane
I might cap a bullet in my brain
And then I’ll die with no shame

But I wanna move on, yeah, I can’t forget you
What you did to me bitch, no I can’t forgive you

Dreams (Ft. EternalJay)

Searching produced by with EJT and Ethereal Shadow as vocals.

Lyrics:
[EJT]
[?] 
I’m still searching for the light
I hear voices in my head they keep me up at night
Thoughts of dying, well, always on my mind
I don’t wanna feel shit, I’ll get high tonight
[?] 
I’m still searching for the light
I hear voices in my head they keep me up at night
Thoughts of dying, well, always on my mind
I don’t wanna feel shit, I’ll get high tonight

[E.S]
I’ve got all these urges that I really wanna satisfy
I ponder existentialism, wonder if I’ll be alright
Pray I make it to Heaven, but I’m unsure if I’ll arrive
I sometimes think to myself… should I commit suicide?

I wanna set me free
Yeah, I wanna sweet release
Maybe if I took my life I could finally feel free
Life is bitter sweet, what is it I should believe
I just wanna live my life and find a way to feel so free

[EJT]
[?] 
I’m still searching for the light
I hear voices in my head they keep me up at night
Thoughts of dying, well, always on my mind
I don’t wanna feel shit, I’ll get high tonight

Searching

Don't Tempt Me vocals by Ethereal Shadow & EJT(IF you're the producer hmu so I can credit you please I was unable to find you)

Don't Tempt Me

(NOT MONETIZED) 
Alright again prod by. Xeezay Beats with EJT & Ethereal Shadow

Lyrics:

[EJT]
IT MIGHT BE A WHILE 
TILL I FEEL ALRIGHT AGAIN
I WISH GOD WOULD TAKE ME NOW
I’M FILLED WITH SO MUCH SIN
DEMONS LIVING IN MY HEAD
THEY’RE MY ONLY FRIENDS
CAME TO TERMS WITH THE PAIN
?

Two hands in the sky asking when will this all end
Sitting in the darkness, my mind’s a fucking wreck
Burn down all my walls and bridges till there’s nothing left
I just wanna know when I will feel alright again

[E.S]
I just want to be okay
But I have all these thoughts haunting me in my brain
And it’s strange cuz I always feel this way
I just wanna find a way to be saved

[?]
WITH THIS EVIL INSIDE MY HEART
AND I ALWAYS FALL APART
WHEN I’M LOCKED INSIDE THE DARK

IN THE DARK
IN THE DARK
IN THE DARK
IN THE DARK

[EJT]
It might be a while till I feel alright again
I wish God would take me now I’m filled with so much sin
Demons living in my head, they’re my only friends
Came to terms with the pain I wish my life would end

[E.S]
Listen to the voices as I drown into the static
{DIE, FUCKING DIE}
Wanna get past them, they find a way to micromanage
{DIE, FUCKING DIE}
And I try but I cannot ever stand it
{DIE, FUCKING DIE}
I wanna be better but can’t due to all of my habits
{DIE, FUCKING DIE}

Alright again

Terrible prod by NetuH vocals by LilStranger, Ethereal Shadow & EJT

Terrible (Ft. LilStranger)

This my debut ep SoundCloud exclusive 
I love u all thank u for listening to me and my life
1.drunk in my room
2. Amigudenuf
3. Unstable boy

IMPERFECT_PERFECT_EP

SWITCHBLADE (feat. Mikey Rotten) prod. GRIEF x Dyinglamor

A GIFT FOR YOU BEFORE TOUR
AMERIKKKAN NIGHTMARE OCTOBER.

THUG POETRY

I FEEL LIKE MARILYN MANSON (PROD. SOULBURN x SCORPIO)

i don’t wanna be a monster
heartbroke posture
dead on the concrete
no first responders
i’ll keep you safe
in the underwxrld wander
into my garden
my graves over yonder
suck my blood idk if i want her
id die for a feeling don’t call me a martyr
she don’t know the real me cus i don’t wanna shock her
use me, abuse me, confuse me, shoot me, you turned me to a monster


now i’m on the road
they think i sold my soul
i did it all alone
i never leave my home
without a pole of chrome
i gotta beat 50 before they know my motive 
im soulless
i can’t hold it
offered you my heart then you reached out and broke it
too many heart breaks now i feel so exhausted 
shawty look away cus you turned me to a 
you turned me to a monster

and i’ll never be the same
just give me the blame
got no time to waste 
ion wanna play these games
i’m about this close
gonna splatter all my brains
when you see me in the grave 
know i’ll never be the same

and i’ll never be the same
never be the same as it was
i get high just to hide all the pain that it caused
late nights on my line
you was begging for love
and i was tryna feel something 
but i’m so fucking numb
one day i’ll be perfect and i’ll right all my wrongs 
we could find a better place where no one hurts you i’m gone
we could find a better place somewhere that i belong
and when i die roll me up and smoke the ashes im gone

monster (prod. loat!)

FXVOUR X SCAR X BENZ (DESTROY EVERY SOUL) [PROD.DRUGSLUTT]

1OF1 (FEAT. NIGHTSXRA) [PROD. DISTURBED]

FACELESS (PROD. BOUTTADIE)

If you're looking to collab hit me up here:
etherealshadowofficial@gmail.com
Or SoundCloud messages works fine also <3

Music Video done by Mad Design!!!: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WPWwdelt5eY

Alright again

Ethereal Shadow

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