Now I lay me down to sleep
I hope I'll see your face 
Every night it gets easier 
It's my favourite place 
If I could be someone else
I think I'd want to be God
Sit around in hospital rooms
And wait for the applause 

Now I lay me down to sleep
I hope I don't see your face
Every night it gets dark again 
I can't go back to that place 
I can't be anyone else
I even asked God
Sat around hospital rooms
Waiting for the applause 


Sleep (demo)

🖤 The Miracle Syndicate — “Room Without a Mirror” 

Woke at four,
shoes still by the door.
One light flickers,
floorboards warped and sore.

Numb from skin to sound,
clock has no more hands.
Staring at the ceiling cracks,
I still don’t understand.

Call me — dare you.
Feed the thought, undo me.
Fall through — dare you.
One breath away from losing.

This is a room without a mirror,
no one to face, no one to fear.
Days fold over, thin as air.
I speak, but no one’s there.

Three missed calls,
numbers I don’t save.
Voice notes haunt
the space I crave.

Can’t read my own reflections,
shades drawn tight.
My voice a slow infection,
folding out of sight.

Call me — dare you.
Feed the thought, undo me.
Fall through — dare you.
One breath away from losing.

This is a room without a mirror,
no one to face, no one to fear.
Days fold over, thin as air.
I speak, but no one’s there.

Every word’s a wire,
pulled too thin.
Every look’s a fire
I won’t let in.

Room without a mirror,
face without a name.
Lie here in the static,
feed the frame.

Credits:

Nayeli Astra: Vox, Guitar
Elena Morgenstern: Backing Vox, Synths & Sequencers
Brad Astra: Programming, Percussion, Bass Guitar, Rhythm Guitar

Special Thanks:
To the ravens who guided our melodies, the universe for its endless inspiration, and to everyone who has been part of this journey. This music collection is dedicated to those who dream with their eyes open.

In Loving Memory:
To Rio, who always listened.

Recorded at:
Nude Studio · Calgary, Alberta

Artwork + Photography:
Brad Astra

Label:
Painful Records Ltd.

© 2025 The Miracle Syndicate · All rights reserved
Written and Produced by Brad Astra

Room Without A Mirror

Lyrics,Produced, Music, All instruments by Nakita Demir.Vocal Arrangements,Vocals,
Mixing,Mastering,Engineering,Recorded, etc 
Powered By Nb Nakita for Nb Nakita Productions

NB NAKITA  “DEEP BLUE NIGHTS"

Lyrics,Produced, Music, All instruments by Nakita Demir.Vocal Arrangements,Vocals,
Mixing,Mastering,Engineering,Recorded, etc 
Powered By Nb Nakita for Nb Nakita Productions


MIA  FT.  NB NAKITA  “YOU'LL NEVER KNOW"

Velvet Dust (dreamy version)

Maze Theory

NB NAKITA FT. YIYI  "JAPANESE IT GIRL"

A cover of Midwife's incredible track "Vanessa". Madeline is a huge inspiration to me, and this track might be one of my favourites her and of all music generally. I hope I came close to doing it somewhat justice with this cover ♡

(cover art made badly by me in blender)

Vanessa (Midwife cover)

I saw you fade, I saw you go,
the room grew quiet, soft and slow.
I held your hand, it turned to cold,
a story ended, left untold.

I prayed for gates, I prayed for skies,
for angels there to hear your cries.
I hoped a light would lead you home,
a place where you won’t be alone.

But I stayed here, the room was still,
the air grew heavy, hard to fill.
Your voice remains inside my head,
I speak to shadows, not to flesh.

If heaven’s real, I hope you’re near,
I hope there’s peace, I hope it’s clear.

i prayed for skies

When it’s too much to handle for my mind so I just say whatever for the time being even though it’s everything
I die, pop, alternative, guitar, new artist, fall, october, sad, love

WHATEVER

🥀🖤✨ Fades Into Ruin
by The Miracle Syndicate

If I could see the world
Through the shadow of your eyes
Would the silence still remain
Or break my weary heart apart

The rain on the stone
The fading of the Sun
You know the days ahead
Mirror the ones undone

Give me the autumn sun, the winter wind
This world dissolves in illusion
Give me a summer breath when the spring begins
And it fades into ruin

If you could shape the world
A little warmer, more true
If she could take your hand
And walk the dusk with you

Give me the autumn sun, the winter wind
This world dissolves in illusion
Give me a summer breath when the spring begins
And it fades into ruin

Maze Theory

Juniper Jefferies

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