@emorave

i don't want
you to go away from me right now
and i try hard
but i can never make my word come out
i put all my time in just for you
girl tell me, what you want to do
don't get mad when i get sad
girl help me, is there anything to lose?

you can trust me i won't hurt you
my mind ugly there's no virtue 
scratch my skin bcus i'm stressed
i lay here with face of regret
i'll tell you that i'm just a mess
i'll save you without second guess
you where the one but now i'm dead
restart my journey find another end 

i just tell myself
...usually tell myself
leave the keys up on the shelf
find another meaning maybe i belong in hell
..or maybe just a cell
wherever that i go i should just be by myself

i'm sorry crushed like smarties
i'll be here justt like im mari
picnic basket full of parsley
why do u hurt me so harshly?

regret (emorave)

next2u (emorave)

@mental
@odel007

wish i didnt wake up
need someone to show me love
and i thought it was enough
but its nothing like the way it was

i cant forget
cant get out of this mess
you made me feel so blessed
wish i could get some rest :((
(i need some rest)

move slow stay quiet
im tired of the violence
locked up inside it
dont know how i will survive this

careful when i go
i cant see it thru the smoke
i can never say no
couple days on the road
(i cant do it all alone)

could you separate our hearts
i miss the space between
i need to let you place your distance
i dont know how much you need
and they tell me its not mine to carry
i know its a lie
i could wash away your tears with mine
im looking for your light

spotify ^w^

nothing like +mental prod. odel

@blackwinterwells
@quannnic
@litothedon

[blxty]
off all night u tell me stories
at my brink jump off 10 stories
i'm so lost can call me dory 🐟
stab me in my chest omori v-v

i'm so obsessed
i fall asleep
yet somehow you still flawless me
i know i'll still have troubles in the next stage
stuck up in my headspace
wish that i could fly away,,
from you.... . .. .
i know it's hard 
but realize i need you
i know it's good for me
but not for you

[wells]
what am i to do
close my eyes im leaving you
in the dust we're done im through
though i wish it wasnt
true
i've had enough of you
i don't know what to do
still dreaming about you

no i dont need my heart back
yeah i know its all used up
im devoid of all my love
not that i ever had much
but i still miss your touch
you made me feel so loved
but now you fucked me up
and it hurts way too

lost ft. blackwinterwells (quannnic x lito)

target ft. polar

[@sanriorose]
[@tgwog]

u came for free i hate it
give and take i trade it
i could never replay it
n u cud never repay it
oh my god im so faded
n i dont think i cud make it
bleeding out u can take it <3
im laying down on the pavement

i cant ignore it, falling for it
ur sitting dormant, i cant afford it
fall for me again i know it
im srry i cant control it :c

oh no u left me alone again
oh no i hope i didnt lose a friend
oh woah but thats the way it goes i guess
solo its just another cold regret ;-;

i wanna be different from u
i feel like im spitting in two
i wish i knew how to tell u
everything i wish i didnt do

oh no u left me alone again
oh no i think i rlly lost a friend
oh woah but thats the way it goes i guess
solo i promise that i wont forget :(((((

thats the way it goes i guess prod. dolly & tgwog

@kggn @litothedon

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*   *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

im falling 4 it
i cant feel,, ignore it
where do i store it
i rlly wanna die but i cant afford it

nothings real i cant sleep uhhuh
no one hears what i speak uhhuh
i dnt care just delete oh well
life i cannot complete oh well

i cant run away cuz its selfish
ik its not healthy, ur not helping
im not ready for the fire that hell brings
im tired, im aching, i cant make it

so go and take it
all those smiles, i faked it
i thought ur love was sacred
i just sat there and waited

idk what u want
1 conflict im gone
i can barely walk
i dnt wanna talk, will u stop
i didnt think id make it this long

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*   *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

falling 4 it prod. kuru & litothedon

fuck everything its startin 2 bore me
I just been feeling outta energy
I know that its sad they all watching me
kill myself on a motherfuckin big screen
hold my breath like its almost over 
ill feel better when im 6 feet lower

don't talk to me
just leave me be 
ion need breathe 
I just need to sleep
I just need to sleep
just need 2 gut u from me
just need 2 gut me you'll see
just need to cut through from me
just need to gut me you'll see

don't u dare act like you're falling from me
don't u dare act like ur gonna leave me
I just need u 2 promise that you'll never leave me
I just really needed it but everyone deceive me
I think I finally found someone who can hold me
I think I finally found someone who can show me
but im still worried imma die by my lonely
but im still worried imma die by my lonely
but im still worried imma die by my lonely

don't talk to me
just leave me be 
ion need breathe 
I just need to sleep
I just need to sleep
just need 2 gut u from me
just need 2 gut me you'll see
just need to cut through from me
just need to gut me you'll see

drawing blood from a stone [+lil biscuit]

prod @twikipedia

i think its over but i dont know
everyones staring i wanna go
something is broken inside my soul
leave me outside within the cold

i cant make it to the weekend
i cant swim n im in the deep end
will u save me well it depends
crack u open like a keygen

i feel like throwing up
i cant rid of this feeling so i think im giving up
who am i kidding everyone knows im not worth saving
no im not gon listen when u tell me that im the bitter one 
im stuck with this sickness inside of me i feel like throwing up

ahaa but at least we going up
ahaa i fed u lies but u dont know at all
ahaa but idc it doesnt matter now
ahaa u r the last thing i wud think about

keep me inside
keep me online
myself i cant find
but i been waiting in line

i got infinite time
u pushed me aside
now is now im alive
im never letting me die

its everything
im panicking
im serious
im paranoid

lemme hear ur voice
ive been destroyed
cut me open
fill the void

deep end prod. twikipedia

prod by jakeygotit https://www.youtube.com/user/MRtoadsworth1
Vocals & mix by @joshuasageart

Track # 5/10

www.joshuasageart.com

Merch

Psychopath

prod @proxensx , @prodhxlcyon , & @joshuasageart

Track # 2/10

Entrance

Vocals & mix by: @JoshuaSageArt
Prod by: @sserae & shigitoriii

https://www.instagram.com/ihateraesomuch/
https://www.instagram.com/shigitoriii/

www.joshuasageart.com

Track # 9/10

Spotify

Living

★never felt better, guess i'll see u never★

[artwork]
myself lol

[producers]
@benjithemachine
@recyclexbin

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/never-felt-better-prod-benji-the-machine-x-recyclebin-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
why you act so sad
guess you fucked up real bad
can't you see that

hook:
running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

verse:
they just wanna see me go and fall
a few times
guess they always did when i look back
in hindsight

never wanted anything
more than this
guess it goes to show
which friends are ur closest

if u hate on me
then ur a goofy sorry
you think i wouldnt
hear the shit u talk

ha hardly

why u such a lame bro
u should go outside tho
maybe touch some grass
but its up to you tho

bridge:
you both stay here
while i go up yeah
i dont fuck with goofys
get out of my life quick

while i cop some new clothes
i dont care what the price is

repeat hook:
running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

★streaming★

★never felt better★ (prod. benji the machine x recyclebin)

think sum wrong wit me >.< 


I don't want my heart back it aint what i need
Tryna stay off my phone this shit feel like a disease
And i hate it when i'm home baby i feel lonely
Even when im with my friends I don't feel right
Think somethings wrong with me
Me me me me me
Ooo whoa
Me me me me me
Yeah yeah
Me me me me me
Ooo whoa 
Yeah yeah
Think somethings wrong with me
I cant love myself enough
I been trying for forever but forevers getting tough
Tough tough tough
Yeah yeah Ooo 

Yeah I dont 
Feel okay when im by myself
And you wont
Change a thing i been trying for forever but forevers getting tough
Okay this feeling isnt that new
I dont like my body so i fill it up with tattoos
She like oh my god jai youre so damn mean
Really i just have a hard time tryna tell you what i mean
We just did a show last night that shit was packed out
I just met this hoe a bit ago and now her ass out
They keep tryna steal some swag from me
And you can try your hardest but this fabric isnt cheap omg
Dont think i need what i want
Dont think. i want what i need
I think im starting to go numb
Keep on waiting for her texts 
And in twiddling my thumbs wtf 
Cant keep her eyes off me
I been high for seven days i been high all weak yeah
Play it cool
You couldnt walk a mile in my shoes I bet you wouldnt move

I don't want my heart back it aint what i need
Tryna stay off my phone this shit feel like a disease
And i hate it when i'm home baby i feel lonely
Even when im with my friends I don't feel right
Think somethings wrong with me
Me me me me me
Ooo whoa
Me me me me me
Yeah yeah
Me me me me me
Ooo whoa 
Yeah yeah
Think somethings wrong with me
I cant love myself enough
I been trying for forever but forevers getting tough
Tough tough tough
Yeah yeah Ooo

DISEASE

DISEASE [p. methboiswag+kacie free]

love jai - what's the point of goodbye

time +blxty //  shatter3d

i think she the baddest bitch
get her what she wants
im tired of leaving my heart out
all on my sleeve
i told lil mama to call out i want her all to me
yeah i wanna put in that work
jump in that whip counting money like the first
shawty tried to do me bad
lucky i dont do yo ass a lil worse
im the type to let karma do her work
baby who ya call on when youre feeling all alone
i know now that im gone i was right and you were wrong

she caught herself a lil vibe yea
im tryna get a lil high
no you dont gotta ask me twice or why
im stacking money watch it multiple
yea im fucked up she fucked up
we dont know who to trust
im for the win yeah its never them its always us
tell em talk nicely or dont talk at all
when she piss me off i get mad and walk it off
and we all know that i cant let her go
i dont know what it is but she special tho
hold up wait

i think she the baddest bitch
get her what she wants
im tired of leaving my heart out
all on my sleeve
i told lil mama to call out i want her all to me
yeah i wanna put in that work
jump in that whip counting money like the first
shawty tried to do me bad
lucky i dont do yo ass a lil worse
im the type to let karma do her work
baby who ya call on when youre feeling all alone
i know now that im gone i was right and you were wrong

i was right and you were wrong
i knew it all along
i thiught you where on my side
you left me all alone
i want you to love me now dont love me when im gone
baby tell me are you down
are you on what im on
are you on what im on
are you on what im on
cause i dont gotta lie
you got my heart racing every single night

karma (feat. hamilton) [p. methboiswag+1trcy]

I'm feeling happier alone than i did with you
Don't bother hitting my phone when you realize it was all true
You're turning into somebody that ill never like
Two wrongs don't make a right and thats the reason why you left i know

I'm at war myself self self self self
Throw a white flag in the air
I know that life isn't fair
Its getting harder to care when they all stop and stare
While i'm at war wit myself

Oh and i fell in love wit her body
Lately i don't trust nobody yeah
I know you're not down to ride for me ah
And its still as real is it gets
I break her back while she breaking my heart
Lipstick left on my cheek from her kiss
Aimbot
Yeah you already know i don't miss
Back shots
Yeah i'm boutta fuck up her ribs
I don't even gotta say nun thats real rizz
Oh i'm tryna blow thru a hundred thats real shit
Who you know do it like this
You're not the one that i miss
Even if i did it wouldn't mean shit oh
Babygirl you're the meanest
Cant even give me a real reason oh
As to why you leaving baby please tell me why you leaving oh
I need closure i'm at war wit myself
Can you tell me whats wrong wit me i need some help

Self self self self
I'm at war wit myself self self self self
Throw a white flag in the air
I know that life isn't fair
Its getting harder to care when they all stop and stare while im at war wit myself
Self self self self
Oh i'm at war with myself
Self self self self
Ooo i'm at war wit myself
Self self self self
Oh yeah i'm at war wit myself

Oh and i fell in love wit her body
Lately i don't trust nobody yeah
I know you're not down to ride for me oh
And its still as real is it gets
I break her back while she breaking my heart
Lipstick left on my cheek from her kiss

nowim@warwitmyself

spotify

nowim@warwitmyself [p.methboiswag]

pls go fw @blxty

*lyrics*
funeral -
blood flow it drips I’m dying
my wrist bleeds slow it’s crying
my spirit goes it’s flying
don’t waste my time I’m trying

blxty - 
can’t think after what has been spoken 
can’t breathe when you move in slow motion 
no heart cus I think it was stolen
shut down everytime I come open

tryin//cry4help

funeral x blxty - trying//cry4help

@joshuasageart
prod by tsurreal
https://www.youtube.com/c/Tsurreal

Art source: https://www.tumblr.com/l0ggia/749755944936865792

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