recorded this one when i was 18 with a broken 58 mic lol

lyrics***

time spent faded
starry summer nights with you
and evenings wasting
laying on your bed til 2

well rumors drifting
that you found someone new
and this feeling of missing you

and i’ve been thinking bout you
all that you do and did
and it sucks that i’m falling for you
all over again 

oh just thinking bout you
and the way that you held me like that
but i hate when i’m thinking bout you
cause i wish that you never left

if i let you in again
after all this time i spent
hating you for what you did
and wishing i was over it

well now i’m done with you
you never let me love you
i wish i’d realized what you do
before i fell
before i fell in love with you

paper hearts were ripping at the seems
and plans made, canceled
kissing you on new year’s eve

and now she’s over
and i don’t know what to do
and angers rising
because i’m still in love with you

and i’ve been thinking bout you
all that you do and did
and it sucks that i’m falling for you
all over again 

oh just thinking bout you
and the way that you held me like that
but i hate when i’m thinking bout you
cause i wish that you never left

if i let you in again
after all that time i spent
hating you for what you did
and wishing i was over it

so now i’m done with you
you never let me love you
i wish i’d realized what you do
before i fell
before i fell in love with you

before i fell in love

before i fell in love

queer la based singer/songwriter
alternative/indie
instagram: ellagrace.music

i wrote, recorded, and produced these songs at home on garage band

if you like what you hear i will record them for real in an actual studio !! <3

before i fell in love

ella grace