you love jacob w/ jannah + rage + shyne (ikari)

Lemonade

prod. @neohnq

sorry about last night
i fell too fast
n-never seem to do right
now we both crashed
i always seem to blame myself
b-but i can’t act like someone else
why’d i get involved?
should’ve left u all alone
girl i led u on
never meant to do u wrong
i wanted this to work
but i couldn’t say the words
this ain’t what u deserve
all i ever did was hurt u.

and u kno i think sometimes
should've always treat u right
tbh you've been on my mind
i only want the best for u..
n i saw u in my dreams, hope it comes true
didn't realise how much i would miss u
i would trade anything js to kiss u
mayb in another life i'll get to see u
i'm still the same, haven't changed, no way
i've been on the run ever since that day
i js rlly hope ur ok..
you've been on my mind always..

sorry about last night
i fell too fast
n-never seem to do right
now we both crashed
i always seem to blame myself
b-but i can’t act like someone else
why’d i get involved?
should’ve left u all alone
girl i led u on
never meant to do u wrong
i wanted this to work
but i couldn’t say the words
this ain’t what u deserve
all i ever did was hurt u.

all i ever did was hurt u (prod. neohn)

Lyrics

And there's million songs i write
A thousand tears i still cry
And somehow i’m not alright
That you still ain’t by my side

No I don’t want to fix this
And the world's still my witness
I put this on marius
I took things too far i guess

I’m lost in october
At least i’m still sober
I still workout for the closure
In the hope this would be over

I still can’t look into her eyes
She got these tears falling, tears forming
Cause she's got beauty i can’t have
I hate now when she laughs

Cos it’s never for me
But that’s not the same story
I know she loves beabadoobee
Got me missing her, missing her now

I tried loving slow
Oh girl I tried loving faster
And now my mother’s at home
She knows her son’s a disaster

She asks me politely
Bout the demons i’m fighting
I said I’m taking a liking 
To who i just might be

I come here to vent cos
My home life is safe now
Before i rebelled lots
And now my home’s the safe spot

And it took me too long
I got my life all wrong
I sung her my first songs
We made a few tiktoks

Yeah we made a few tiktoks
Made a few tiktoks

And there's million songs i write
A thousand tears i still cry
And somehow i’m not alright
That you still ain’t by my side

No I don’t want to fix this
And the world's still my witness
I put this on marius
I took things too far i guess

I’m lost in october
At least i’m still sober
I still workout for the closure
In the hope this would be over

I still can’t look into her eyes
She got these tears falling, tears forming
Cause she's got beauty i can’t have
I hate now when she laughs

hate when she laughs p. hurtwinds

sewed to my hrt (plugsoon + epv + vrtex)

Ollie

she needed someone to trust, I stole that away from her
she needed someone to trust, I took that away from her

I know I can't redo my faults
so why the fuck oh should I care
baby I'm a narcissist, so I don't
hoping you cut your wrist just to cope
sorry for the innocence I stole
no baby I'm not

I'm sorry I'm too narcissistic
I can see all of your pain
I'm sorry I'm cannibalistic
as I watch it bleed out of your veins in
awe
I'm sorry I'm too narcissistic
I can see all of your pain
I'm sorry I'm cannibalistic
as I watch it bleed out of your veins in
awe

Narcissistic

is it u

is it me

when u said ur gone 

didnt think it was forever

so hold on

come on back

u said love was better then that

como puedo continuar si no te tengo

si me muero de tristeza cuando no te veo

mi corazon no palpita, no tiene deseos

if u hear this song, its a sign we were meant together

when the silence is gone

its me myself and my past

cuz girl u left me with scars

and im addicted to that

now the storm passed, and u are no where

im alone now, but u wouldnt care

love is more then that (han2k15 + decago)

@soyrica

@2kqai
ill be honest to u bb

i know thatd i been gone

i know what i did wrong

dont know what i was on

didnt think we would last

but here we are again

i swear i would never leave

cuz i would do it for her

dont you go

i swear on everything i wouldnt

let u go

it honestly hurts to know that ur

alone

its been a while but i changed i wanna

show

that youve been on my mind

@soyrica

tell me is it over?

i thought that you would be mine again

i cannot stay sober

tired of the lies just go hang with your friends

i'll be fine without you

i was right about you

hate when she laughs p. hurtwinds

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