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This is a cry for help

Lyrics

Im a zombie on the drugs isn’t it obvious
These days i swear even just breathing feels laborious
Overdosing on my sorrow, 
sprinkling angel dust
Take a couple more 
Ill feel my body slowly rust
Wont be long till my depression is victorious
post my final goodbye on my insta story huh
whats the point if all my happiness vicarious
thinking bout the future can be kinda scary huh

but “just stay positive”, is worthless when my feelings numb
“Just hang in there”, from my ceiling in a minute huh?
I make a point to never rely on somebody else
Cos When I’m suffering i try to keep it to myself

put my feelings to the side to try maintain my health
But its eating me from inside please somebody help
I think nobody heard my cries im on my own in hell
lying on my side i swear i can hear heavens bells

I spent the last few days just tryna figure out myself
i struggle doing basic shit without somebodies help
i struggle functioning without the pills on top my shelf
Maybe one day i will feel better about myself

Im a zombie on the drugs isn’t it obvious
These days i swear even just breathing feels laborious
Overdosing on my sorrow, 
sprinkling angel dust
Take a couple more 
Ill feel my body slowly rust
Wont be long till my depression is victorious
post my final goodbye on my Insta story huh
whats the point if all my happiness vicarious
thinking bout the future can be kinda scary huh

zombie (secre x just rt productions)

City Limits prod. siem spark

i had a lot on my mind when you cut me like that
distant memories i feel em crawling up my back
its like a drug
fall in love
withdrawals 
given up
there's a century of knowledge in the void

now im toyed with 
im just on my grind at times i really feel so worthless
worth it
i dont think its worth it
time spent alone inside my room
memories refracting of the days i spent with you
*dont wanna think about it*

anymore
in the whip im still thinking of times where all i felt was  just the joy
apologies for treating you like no one ever could
remember Halloween i held you saw the stars while on my hood
that party was pretty good

where do you go when you are home
i sat here by the window for some hours now im good
you thought i was toxic but i never understood
you almost took my life away October 21

asking myself why i cannot catch a break inside this moment
of life, yeah coursing through my veins im really tired of the 
trust im handing out
at times when i was down
i wish that i was 12 collecting candy house to house

why you do it to my heart
bones pressed in the dark
i just wanna see you fuckin drown
i just wanna see you fuckin drown

you cannot control what people feel or how high
they get on every weekend getting fried
i, wanna go home i cant lie
looking through my window to the sky
as i pass out

october 21 (prod. secre swallowtail x tiedforsilver)

its not like u to go that distance
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@silversxo
@sagebrsh
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lyrics:
been a little crossed up
it isnt bad at all
i’m fine as long as nobody’s hurt
i think my pride is lost
but i’ll fall an eternity’s worth

don’t have to worry about it
you can’t come back around
i’m making sure i know that now
your precious serotonin
is not my problem now
i’ve got my own to worry bout

find time to bother
i’ll still be here i promise
its not like u to go that distance

if i told u that i miss u
i was lying
i’m moving on just fine
its a problem when u come back
i don’t buy it
u gotta try to earn me, love
u gotta try to earn me

sagebrsh:
I'm standing on the bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here
Guess that I was wrong

I'd be lying If I told u
That I won't wait
What's time
If we might be soulmates

my fault if I read too deep
I'm feeling manic

hold me,
would u plz console me
I can't bare to wake without you
So I'm getting no sleep my bed way too lonely
I need you to show me
How to relax, since you been gone I ain't been cozy oh please~

decks:
if i told u that i miss u
i was lying
i’m moving on just fine
its a problem when u come back
i don’t buy it
u gotta try to earn me, love
u gotta try to earn me
(x2)

disaster averted (ft. sagebrsh) [silver]

i   s i t   i n   s o m b e r   s o r r o w

(Lyrics)
You said that you loved me but
You dance with a better guy who's different
Kisses witnessed from my own perspective
Reconsidering every single thing I've ever done

Cause i know you're bound to fuck and that's my fucking issue
I sit in somber sorrow as i grab another tissue
How the fuck do you expect me to just trust you when 
I see y'all dance
When i see y'all laugh

Y’all have a connection
I get the neglecting
Along with regretting the choice
Of giving you chance after chance
I just dance but I can’t anymore cause this love

Is at an all time low
How can we float if there's holes in our boat?
This can’t be fixed and time has shown 
That once again that I’ll be thrown 

Under the bus
While you dance and you touch 
This other guy who’s something better 
Than what I’d ever be

What is wrong with me
I try my best but eventually
The same song starts like it's on repeat
As I stand and I start to scream

I didn't think I'd get hurt again but
Here I stand on the tallest mountain
Like the rainfall
I drop 
Oh so slowly
I call
But nobody hears me

IHY2 (CapsCtrl)

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: shxdy808
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[Chorus]
take my life in the night, let me die right 
dont disturb me, im at peace, so its alright
know she been worried bout me, i cant think about that right now

she asked me why im sad, i said baby ion really know
something in my brain keeps me feeling like im all alone
tried to kill myself a couple times but you already know
wish i had guts to put a bullet through my fucking skull

[Verse]
wish i didnt feel like this
wish i didnt feel like shit

wake up in the morning, i dont even wanna fucking breathe
feelin like im sick i dont really wanna eat a thing
i feel like a dick i hurt everyone surrounding me
they say im depressed but i think its just how i be

cuz i could be fine, its all fine for about a week
nothing going wrong in my life, nothing worrying
next week im done n it all switches up on me
i hate everyone n they dont wanna talk to me 

so can you

[Chorus]
take my life in the night, let me die right 
dont disturb me, im at peace, so its alright
know she been worried bout me, i cant think about that right now

she asked me why im sad, i said baby ion really know
something in my brain keeps me feeling like im all alone
tried to kill myself a couple times but you already know
wish i had guts to put a bullet through my fucking skull

guts [Prod. shxdy808]

Protect - Florida ft Sneak

protect - florida (ft. sneak)

Hope you enjoy. 
Lyrics:
need an answer
can someone just help me
no sign cause your gone
just help please
need an answer
can someone just help me
no sign cause your gone
just help please

can i get a reason
cause i dont want you leavin
i know its all over from hints ive been seein
can i get a reason
cause im left on red
dont go and walk away i need you here
can i get a reason
cause i dont want you leavin
i know its all over from hints ive been seein
can i get a reason
cause im left on red
dont go and walk away i need you here

called you up
but was treated with the dialtone
got a little mad
so what can I dial though
sent a dm ig but it wont show
late night in my bed
where'd my life go
cant predict the open roads
you expect it out of me
though we were an open door
guess I was sound asleep

can i get a reason
cause i dont want you leavin
i know its all over from hints ive been seein
can i get a reason
cause im left on red
dont go and walk away i need you here
can i get a reason
cause i dont want you leavin
i know its all over from hints ive been seein
can i get a reason
cause im left on red
dont go and walk away i need you here

need you here but im trynna get my checks up
money right cause you know im feelin like im next yuh
wish you were with me through these times but im check out
my plans are movin theres so much blessings to count
cant predict the open roads
you expect it out of me
though we were an open door
guess I was sound asleep

can i get a reason
cause i dont want you leavin
i know its all over from hints ive been seein
can i get a reason
cause im left on red
dont go and walk away i need you here
can i get a reason
cause i dont want you leavin
i know its all over from hints ive been seein
can i get a reason
cause im left on red
dont go and walk away i need you here

need an answer
can someone just help me
no sign cause your gone
just help please
need an answer
can someone just help me
no sign cause your gone
just help please

leftquiet:
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reason (prod. deadspyro)

silhouette (prod.5head)

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