Heavy quannnic vibes yet still so unique ❤️

spotify: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/uxbie/i-stop-myself-from-breathing

cover art by my friend tony (he the goat ong)

i hate when ur texting
i hate when u smile
i hate everything
u have done in the past
but now its okay
cuz ur gone from now on
and inside my mind
u wont stay for long
my eyes start to hurt
and my nose starts to bleed
like 2 weeks ago
i tht its not real
it hurts how i feel
its getting too heavy
the thoughts in my mind
they scream out ur name

the tears in my eyes they slowly turn red
i think i wont smile, because i regret
i regret every single step i took with you
but now you walk by, suddenly you cry
break down on the floor, and idk why
said its all your fault, but i know that its mine
"it hurts but i'm fine" but in the end it was a lie

i stop myself from breathing
turn ur back on me
stop urself from bleeding
i stop myself from breathing

you cry & cry for help, but no one realizes
went to therapy, but nothing worked out
so you start to spread all of those lies
break down on the floor, and i see you cry
cry & cry for help, but no one realizes
went to therapy, but nothing worked out
start to spread those lies
you break down on the floor, and i see you cry

i said 1, 2-
1, 2, 3, 4

i stop myself from breathing
turn ur back on me
stop urself from bleeding
i stop myself from breathing
just never come back
but i still hope youre alright
cut my wrist till i die
think you never were right
never went my own path
rather walked with your hand
stop myself from breathing
stop myself from breathing

i stop myself from breathing

everything bad always has to happen (p. buhguul)

selfprod
spotify. https://open.spotify.com/track/25HV8FoAW1zyk0SNy9Ilkr?si=c0a7e3741a0c489c
insp. quannnic - life imitates life
their song: https://soundcloud.com/quannnic/person?si=03e28a9090f04529a2ec68320ce67597&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
cover art by my friend tony

i lost myself
my eyes turn red
ill stab myself
just to feel the pain

ill lay down with
you by my side
you noticed
as soon as i start to cry

youd say its alright
i know ur not fine

stop & stare
im glad u changed
jus know its fair
you never cared

i lost myself
my eyes turn red
ill stab myself
just to feel the pain

stop urself
before its too late
blood on ur belt
youll treat me well

you never cared

produced by @johnkwondll

lyrics:

i dream of days that i wont wake up thinking of you
i see your picture every day it stays in my room
cant even take it off of my walls if i want to
i just keep on praying i forget the way i lost you

i got so many plans im not getting any done
got no job got no plans im already 21
take a shot aiming straight for my lungs
got a blue dot let it stay under my tongue
ill let it die fuck it fate already won
so dont lie to my face i said its ok
i still really miss the way that it was
but theres no turning back the days i gotta run

(yeah)
they always judge me
but then theyre lying to my face and say they love me
hide in the bathroom fuck it i cant stand this
its like they dont even try to understand me
(woah)

fuck
i got big dreams
i tried to tell you all about it you dont know what i mean
i cant stand to think youre walking round with memories of me
i only drive late at night when i cant see the road ahead of me

i got so many plans im not getting any done
got no job got no plans im already 21
take a shot aiming straight for my lungs
got a blue dot let it stay under my tongue
ill let it die fuck it fate already won
so dont lie to my face i said its ok
i still really miss the way that it was
but theres no turning back the days i gotta run

run (p. typhoon)

ly:
(iris)
i may nvr recover from the holes in my back
& when u cut me up i felt my soul trn black
but i wld give anything just to be with u again
and i wld die a thousand deaths just to breathe ur air

do u only call me when yr lonely?
blood flows quick, i'll breathe slowly
the way u stare at my body it feels unholy
i only ask for one thing
(plz hold me)
i be feeling terrible when u call me on my phone
and will i know peace when ur fucking on my ghost?
and will i die today if i double up my dose?
and will i burn in hell for the letters that i wrote?
yea she only call me if she know that i can facetime
baby i cant save u i cant even walk in a straight line
california 2 miami baby id walk right over the state lines
tell bro dont worry bout yk one day we'll headline

(phixel) 
call me back please
i have such a headache
and everything is burning

bring me back please
back to where i came from
ive been lost for so damn long

washed up on the shore
im drowning, water in my core
wish i could fly, wish i could soar
away forever, away forever

(iris)

do u only call me when yr lonely?
blood flows quick, i'll breathe slowly
the way u stare at my body it feels unholy
i only ask for one thing
(plz hold me)

recovery w/ phixel (phixel + 01kon)

@x1fern
@silentcxbin
@dthxrgt
@nickp3tro
@55depths

lyrics:

[1fern]
bitch im in my bag you know i got you
30 on my wrist im making hits just like im potsu
i don't need a fake friend
killing em like amaterasu (yeah)
bitch I got you, bitch I got you

[silentcxbin]
shout out to the old me 
I miss my slimeys
work 100 days now
stay lowkey
I don't wanna talk
sorry that I'm working on me
thought its obvi?
I'm moving like a zombie
and I don't wanna
go to your party 
keep on passing out
in FL like I'm in the lobby
and shit getting cold now
no Milwaukee 
and I'm cut the feedback
no walkie talkie 

[deathright]
so cut the feedback
don't wanna hear it
i want my life back
without you near it
i feel i'm sinking
even deeper
i'm bouta blow bitch
like a creeper
yeah
time and time again
you prove to me you're not a friend
and draw the line again
between us both, you're just a trend

feedback - 1fern x silentcxbin x deathright x p3tro

@sxthsns

LYRICS:
i dont put nothing but my best in 
if you mean that shit best say it with yo chest then
im moving overtime forgot about my best friends
this shit been overdue but im so bad at scheduling
i put requests in to my plug i need my medicine
without it feel like ima die before the better days
i lost my mom aint get to see her shit embarassing
i still suppress all of my thoughts about it every day

23 years old should be in my prime by now i know 
sick of waiting on time time just go
feel like optimus prime when i switch clothes
-if you see me crying on my own
just know im trying to keep afloat
ima end up dying on my own 
the way i strive to be alone
the way i strive to be alone
flauge' packing heat he could send you home
you a opp? dont come in my zone
told ch6po man its been so damn long
i got bustdown fever everywhere i go 
no wonder why i stay indoors
im looking out of the window 
and all i see is time stolen

i took one shot at a ponyboy hope he stay golden
when i come around you feel the rumble but i aint flowdan
i just wanna get rapper rich one day get my wrist flooded
cash out an abundance i been hitting home runs
why these goofies bunting yea i treat the stu like boxing matches
you can see me punch in 
i done spent way too much of my life wondering where the drugs is
so down bad couldnt carve a smile out of my face i aint no pumpkin


im 23 years old should be in my prime by now i know 
sick of waiting on time time just go
feel like optimus prime when i switch clothes
-if you see me crying on my own
just know im trying to keep afloat
ima end up dying on my own 
the way i strive to be alone
the way i strive to be alone
flauge' packing heat he could send you home
you a opp? dont come in my zone
told ch6po man its been so damn long
i got bustdown fever everywhere i go 
no wonder why i stay indoors
im looking out of the window 
and all i see is time stolen

OH MY GOD!!
(2x)
i dont put nothing but my best in 
if you mean that shit best say it with yo chest then
im moving overtime forgot about my best friends
this shit been overdue but im so bad at scheduling
i put requests in to my plug i need my medicine
without it feel like ima die before the better days
i lost my mom aint get to see her shit embarassing
i still suppress all of my thoughts about it every day

bustdown fever pt 2 (sxth sns x swazy*)

i wrote too many songs about the things that happened when u left
stuck up in the past again
now i got nowhere to go
gotta go, tryna get back on the road
i took many pills again
tryna get back to where we met
it seems like i start to forget
to forget how it felt when u were there

so u step right back in the middle of the line
doesnt matter where u went, u left all of ur friends behind
u got used to all the stress the others made  before u died
everytime they all broke down, they yelled for ur name and then cried

u never had time for urself
ringed ur phone but u put it in ur shelf
i felt blessed right in that moment where we met
now ur gone and it hurts right in my chest

is this real or is this fake?
is this real or is this fake?
is this real or is this fake?
is this real or is this fake?

pluck a string,
trigger to my chest
tell me once again
about the hate
that u have felt

feel it in my spine
cant run
neither walk
on my way
to the store
gotta get some of whats left

on the corner of my eye i see u there
(is this real or is this fake?)
i cant help but talk to u again
(is this real or is this fake?)
and u turn ur back on me
its like u never knew who i am
its like we never even met

walking to ur heart was easier than i thought
u watched me fall apart
from the front of the entrance
its like i never existed
its like i never was part of u

and u changed from when we last saw
eachother
its like ur a completely different person now
ur like a diary
ur full of secrets
ill never discover
the voice of urs has
never entered my brain
yet i recognize it

your diary

@mythvalley
stream at ffm.to/ropetothecity or https://maxeem.live
[how I love the cycle] 

production, vocals, mix + master by maxine noelle @1maxeem


ₓ˚. ୭ ˚○◦˚LYRICS.˚◦○˚ ୧ .˚ₓ

[verse]
obsessed with my psyche
think i need some help
trembling im tripping up
I'm risking my health
I'm falling right back into it
jump start my heart again
I'm crawling right back to ya
on my own I couldn't stand
brush my hair
flush my eyes
I cant stand of the sight
(I'm waking up in the bed feeling dead, like)

[hook]
lets take it back to where it started again
I cut the rope to the city
full of all my friends
I slept thru the night
for once in a lifetime
I'm falling again, typical (x2)(shoutout @genecimusic)

[bridge]
let's take it back (x4)

is it true
that you hate it
the way you assume
that I'm vacant
I'm falling on thru
I cant take it
I'm breaking it's true
(yeah I'm breaking, I'm breaking up)
I cannot fucking take this shit
I will not fuckin take this shit
I left unseen and took the hit
I leave the scene and take the hit
take me back to where it started
I will never forgive, I'll never forgive

[hook]
lets take it back to where it started again
I cut the rope to the city
full of all my friends
I slept thru the night
for once in a lifetime
I'm falling again, typical (x2)

the city

STREAM ON SPOTIFY - https://ffm.to/scarecrow

[+production, vocals, mix + master by Maxine Faith Noelle]

+notes 
faith takes a trip back to her hometown, but leaves feeling alienated and alone due to conflicting opinions

I've been out here for what feels like years
I've been exchanging energy and matter
sorry I missed your call again
don't mean to ghost you, but I feel so alienated
I've been in this field for far too long
I feel like fucking giving up

I feel like a scarecrow!
Cause I'm out in the field again
I feel like I should lay low!
never seeing her face again
(ill never see her face again)

and I know I have to give a little bit
I'm breaking fast so done I'm over it
don't leave me down that's the old me
just for what I can see
I'm not returning to the city

(I feel like a scarecrow!
Cause I'm out in the field again
I feel like I should lay low!
never seeing her face again)


change your clothes and change your name
they still know you all the same
never knowing who to blame
its all your fault its in the game
I cut the shackles now I broke free
now I know you could've told me

BROKE FREE
now I know you could've told me
(how the fuck I'm feeling?)
cut the shackles now I broke free
now I know you could've told me

"where are you"
they all left me last year
I knew it wasn't what they wanted
I knew I had to get up
don't leave me down again
I knew it was what he wanted but
for me to be dead?
Is that what you wanted?
I'm so sick of doing everything for you and nothing for me
I'm fucking sick of it
I'm fucking tired
wake the fuck up
when are you gonna get a fucking grip
WAKE THE FUCK UP

I feel like a scarecrow!
Cause I'm out in the field again
I feel like I should lay low!
never seeing her face again
(ill never see her face again)
scarecrow
Cause I'm out in the field again
I feel like I should lay low!
never seeing her face again
(I feel like a-)

and I know I have to give a little bit
I'm breaking fast so done I'm over it
don't leave me down that's the old me
just for what I can see
I'm not returning to the city

scarecrow

Stream on Spotify

Hi everyone! This is EmDaMi, and I'm thrilled to announce the release of my new tracks. After overcoming a 20-year creative crisis, I've emerged stronger and more inspired than ever. Get ready for a fresh wave of positivity and energy in my music. Enjoy and feel the vibe!

i stop myself from breathing

uxbie

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