lyrics by v0ice
beat prod. by Jolst

verse:
i just stack my money up
you sick of me don’t give a fuck
last thing i could care about is trying when i’m fucking up
first thing that i worry bout is me when i’m waking up
need to take my time but i’m still tripping off what’s in my cup
i don’t wanna die but honestly wish i could disappear 
cause my heart been frozen over it’s cold and empty filled w fear
who am i and what do i want i’ll just try next year
honestly i’d just be better if i shed my tears

chorus:
all this time
i’ve been thinking bout
how i’m not fine
i wish i could go back in time
cause there’s a lot of shit 
i want to fix
i know i can’t tho

verse:
picturesque 
the feelings that you’ve built don’t mean a thing to me
how can say all that shit you’ve really never acted on it
say you love me means as much as dirt if ask me
how you gonna fall apart and still expect me fix things
i don’t even wanna fix myself that just means nothing
in reality i’m like a broken toy upon the shelf 
try and tried to kill myself but you won’t let me go away
i guess i’ll just haunt you til u hate me
i won’t fade away

chorus:
all this time
i’ve been thinking bout
how i’m not fine
i wish i could go back in time
cause there’s a lot of shit 
i want to fix
i know i can’t tho

verse:
i just stack my money up
you sick of me don’t give a fuck
last thing i could care about is trying when i’m fucking up
first thing that i worry bout is me when i’m waking up
need to take my time but i’m still tripping off what’s in my cup
i don’t wanna die but honestly wish i could disappear 
cause my heart been frozen over it’s cold and empty filled w fear
who am i and what do i want i’ll just try next year
honestly i’d just be better if i shed my tears

ALL THIS TIME (Jolst)

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Hello and welcome to my own personal diary in musical form. I tell stories from which I have lived, and stories from those I've dreamed. I hope that you can find comfort I my melodies, and a home in my words

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endless suffering
black ice 2002
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I make music on my own as an experimental expression of stress. I love to flow through different genres and vibes. I lean towards dark themes in all my creation. My music is about intense emotions, intense experiences, about the power that comes from indulging in the deepest, darkest parts of your human and urges.. And about forcing yourself to keep coming out on top every time life turns into hell. 

enjoy the journey
xx Exxtra


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