bruh i was looking at ur acc like  huh i dont remember this song being here

prod. me + @prodbydias

out on spotify + all platforms!
https://open.spotify.com/track/2PXkNXj8G97720RanytrKi?si=f623a80849be491b

i got a slit on my neck
n i cant even feel it
im gonna drown myself
cuz my life has no meaning

i dissapoint everybody
n i do not know why
theres no point in even trying
its a waste of my fucking time

they always say its gon b alright
i know they lying i cant sleep i stay up all night
w-w-wont u help me with my problems
im always there for u but now im left here all alone

life is a bitch
shit wont ever get better
i wanna die so quick
so i can leave this hell

but now im sitting here pissed
n idk what to do
i make these dumbass fucking songs
n now i look like a fool 

dont wanna run
w dat bitch
w dat bitch
no way

too many thoughts
in my brain
in my brain
all day

what u want from me
i cant give u shit
can u pls go away
im just tryna enjoy my day

disappointment

@ssaranghae
guess i went too far 
u gon act like u dont know me
i know who u are
all the sudden they wan treat me like a superstar
i cant stop it they jus keep on getting in my car
oh oh and she grabbin on my waistband
take ur fuckin hoe
ima let u see it firsthand
thats the shit i cannot stand
u will nvr fuckin see me when im high demand

i be driving bitches like a golf ball
funny funny guy got my homies we all saying lol
u an npc u r just a default
made him so mad he gon take fl and uninstall

someone help me transcribe saranghae's verse lol

high demand w/ saranghae (artemys)

@wolfyysfine @northeastlights @prod_death

[@tzunahmie]
should i stay should i go
heart turned cold watch it snow
taking drugs moving slow
leaving now where to go
x2

passing time by staring at the stars
needa run away needa get far
body shutting down yea i need a restart
knew u were fake from the start
the scars on my heart
taking drugs to escape from reality
never heard anyone say they proud of me
drowning in my thoughts no one can see
sorry im not the person you wanted me to be

[@wolfyysfine]
should i stay
should i go?
youll never know
if u never been told
lmk how u fell
head over heels for me
in a blank space
u threw me away
what would u even do
if he wasnt new
in my head its me and u
livin out our days just us two

[@tzunahmie]
should i stay should i go
heart turned cold watch it snow
taking drugs moving slow
leaving now where to go
x2

should i stay ft. wolfyy [northeast lights + death]

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@coldspades

think i fell in love at the first sight 
take my breath away wna be by your side 
heart beats fast 
n its for u ik 
i need that 
it makes my blood js flow 

moonlight sunrise 
put the focus on u
we can do it all night 
moonlight sunrise 
put the focus on u
 we can do it all night

or did i say too much 
racing for ur love 
im not fast enough 
but its what i want 
so give me that 
if u give ur heart 
then ill give u mine back 

come thru cuz ur my only joy 
i hear her voice even thru all the noise 
cant describe the state im in 
if loves a game yk ill win

moonlight sunrise (coldspades)

prod @offsen1
ft. @darkestnet @theockyway
mixed and mastered by me

lyrics:

(f43)
and they hate on me
hate on me god
i just wish that i could seek help
got me fucked trapped in -
got me fucked trapped in hell

why you run ur mouth? i owe u nothing
u love 2 cut me off
tell me why yr so disruptive 
don’t give a fuck
3 hearts sipping potion
yr out of luck
loaded gun just set in motion

why you run ur mouth? i owe u nothing
u love 2 cut me off
tell me why yr so disruptive 
don’t give a fuck
3 hearts sipping potion
yr out of luck
loaded gun just set in motion

you ain’t crossing shit bitch i’m on my own
i think it’s better if i know
watch me fuck up, change the tone
had 2 bury me in blow
had 2 build with 00
sick of exchanging dial tones
sick of looking at my phone

(uxie)
fucking with the 0s
we gon get him goneee
took me like a month to record this
like OH MY GAWDDD
ik im the one 😌
need 100 don’t need 1s
run up on me FLASH OUT
uxie get it done :)
im still in my zone bruh ✌🏻
kicking down ur door bruh 
wanna run up onMe
imma up that score yeaaaa
i cant fw fake 1S
i cant fw lame 1S
U talking abt me
u sound fucking gay bruh 😭😭😭

(f43)
and they hate on me
hate on me god
i just wish that i could seek help
got me fucked trapped in -
got me fucked trapped in hell

you ain’t crossing shit bitch i’m on my own
i think it’s better if i know
watch me fuck up, change the tone
had 2 bury me in blow
had 2 build with 00
sick of exchanging dial tones
sick of looking at my phone

and they hate on me
hate on me god
i just wish that i could seek help
got me fucked trapped in -
got me fucked trapped in hell

(oxxy)
i ain't fuckin with a hoe den, im boutta slide in
i think ill fucker with a trojan then im boutta ride it
we pullin up we wearin matte black, n other niggas wish they had that
and that i said i love you never, so go get your bags cause u gotta pack
i know i been under the weather, i pull on your block im smokin ur pack
i pull up on da opps, i do it like that, if you still wanna talk we do it like that
there isn't a need to be so attached, i only rap cause bitches like dat

(f43) 
and they hate on me
hate on me god
i just wish that i could seek help
got me fucked trapped in -
got me fucked trapped in hell

potion

potion w/ uxie + oxxy (offsen1)

prod: @1altr & @loveismisery
mixed: @1altr & @1vacy

Lyrics

@1altr
stop, i think i like you
my feelings numb but feel more when im with you
just wish youd notice when i dont text you
and feel this distance the same way that i do

ya i lose it all, when i look into your eyes i just lose control,
ya when you stare i can’t move it all, it’s criminal, how i feel this way but you couldn’t care at all

君の顔を見ながら
体ふるっていた
今は淵に沈んでいる
心は痛すぎる

僕らの愛はがせだったもんわ
逃げたいけど、いつもi cant stop
falling in love with you
i dont know what to do
目を見ると俺の意志は鈍る

@1vacy
Its over, done for, call it...
take my heart until it all ends...
played my part made me feel nauseous..
tore me down, knock me unconscious..

talk shit... constant-ly making me feel sick

toxic... constant-ly making me feel sick

you leave me nothing i know
tun back on me my eyes closed...

@1altr
stop, i think i like you
my feelings numb but feel more when im with you
just wish youd notice when i dont text you
and feel this distance the same way that i do

ya i lose it all, when i look into your eyes i just lose control,
ya when you stare i can’t move it all, it’s criminal, how i feel this way but you couldn’t care at all

care

altr & vacy - care (altr + kyoa)

sampled this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sCgEK1TCR1w

self prod! if u wanna make beats like me buy my drumkit - link in my bio!

lyrix (freestyled so idk what i actually said sry)

n id die if i could
didn't ask for me
but who would?
it's a bittersweet picture
knew i couldn't keep her 
but rn i rly miss her

she said she a kpop model
but i aint tryna get involved
n i can say tht shes so awful
but ik that its all my fault

i cried
hoped tht we'd never say
goodbye
i knew that u were meant 2go
but i held on
so hopeful
n i figured
why tho?
u were meant for a better man...

the sample!

the kpop model

produced and mixed by me
mastered by AViT @avit69

Lyrics:

You have all I need
Yet I'd rather you save it for someone else (Don't blame me)
Because you know how it goes when you're with someone else and
You wouldn't tell me why the flowers turn away from us (I'm so ugly)
No friends to tell yet they wouldn't even know anyways
I still wake up in a pile of my blood
I still punch myself till I cannot feel (It's way too fake here)
I wanna go where nobody would ever stay near
Cause I'm dangerous (I'm dangеrous)

Nothing to cover your shoulders (Pleasе save me)
And liquid moving down our spine (I can't take it here)
Love the way you show it and the things I've heard but none of them came from mine (It's too cold here)

Mind on all the things you meant
And not a single heartbeat to beat what's left and
I'll let that someone live my life instead
Hope she doesn't care about finding me dead

Fuck being nice to myself I hate him more than anything and
I really hate looking like you do, I don't think I ever wanna see your bones move
I don't think I'd call me back
I wish I went through with all of those plans
There's just something bout having the chance that feels a lot better than this and that

The vines start to look my way and
They're sharper than they'll say
Still wouldn't tell me why the flowers turn away from us (I'm so ugly)
And I just wanted to run, found out all the fields were covered in blood

It's too late, promises were made
(Mind on all the things you meant
And not a single heartbeat to beat what's left
I'll let that someone live my life instead)

Just don't get close to the night I left

Cropped Spine

17/12/22
hop up in the mosh  t(- n -)t
ty to the goat @dshie for the swaggy prod :D

this song has been in the works since december and im so glad its come out the way ive wanted it to. i really hope you guys enjoy the song <3
count how many times i said yea btw lol
out on all plats now 

lyrics:

yea yea yea, yea yea yea, yea yea yea, yea yea

talkin on me bitch, i dont give a shit
talkin like u got it, u aint loaded with the kit
ur lackin on ur money so u aint flexin a fit
we aint talkin bout jokes, bitch u kno it aint a skit

ta-ta-talkin on me bitch, i dont give a shit
talkin like u got it, u aint loaded with the kit
ur lackin on ur money so u aint flexin a fit
we aint talkin bout jokes, bitch u kno it aint a skit

u chattin on my phone, bitch u wont leave me alone
all u do is chat sum shit, imma leave u on postpo-o-o-one
yea get hit up with the clip, yea its strapped up on the hip
imma pull up onna ship and then ill hop up inna whip

imma do ma shit again, bitch u know u aint ma friend
yea stop tryin to be in the crowd and goin with the trend
and dont start with fake personas yea stop tryin to pretend
yea dont even try and blend im not gon take u to the end

eeeehhhh

talkin on me bitch, i dont give a shit
talkin like u got it, u aint loaded with the kit
u-u-ur lackin on ur money so u aint flexin a fit
we aint talkin bout jokes, bitch u kno it aint a skit

ta-ta-talkin on me bitch, i dont give a shit
talkin like u got it, u aint loaded with the kit
ur lackin on ur money so u aint flexin a fit
we aint talkin bout jokes, bitch u kno it aint a skit

yea yea yea yea yea, yea yea
yea, yea yea, yea yea
yea yea yea, yea yea, yea yea yea, yea yea, yea yea yea, yea yea

when i hop up in the mosh, they aint posted in tha pit
yea they think that they the shit but they get humbled, they aint it
ive been movin really smooth yea ive been movin really clean
they like a skit, they like a joke bitch they be lookin like a meme

yea, yea

when i say my shit todayyy
u better say it anywayyy
yea we goin crazy and we get it, okayyy
i jus gotta say it (eeeehhhh)

talkin on me bitch, i dont give a shit
talkin like u got it, u aint loaded with the kit
ur lackin on ur money so u aint flexin a fit
we aint talkin bout jokes, bitch u kno it aint a skit

ta-ta-talkin on me bitch, i dont give a shit
talkin like u got it, u aint loaded with the kit
ur lackin on ur money so u aint flexin a fit
we aint talkin bout jokes, bitch u kno it aint a skit

skit

skit (dshi)

29/08/23
i’ve been tryna feel the affection (╯_╰)
prod by gangy @starstation

lyrics:

(yea yea, yea yea)
(yea yea, yea yea)
(yea, yea yea)
(yea, yea yea)

i’ve been tryna feel the affection (feel the affection)
lately i haven’t felt any connection (felt any connection)
ur love feels jus like an injection (jus like an injection)
yea it hurts but it’s stops all the infection (yea)

i’ve been tryna feel the affection (feel the affection)
lately i haven’t felt any connection (felt any connection)
ur love feels jus like an injection (jus like an injection)
yea it hurts but it’s stops all the infection (yea)

i don’t wanna hurt you or me (or me)
feel locked up yea i jus wanna be free (be free)
feel locked up yea, i feel real bound (real bound)
still waitin for you but i don’t see you around (around)

yea i don’t see you around
every time i was with you i felt lifted off the ground
i felt ignored in those scenarios so i’ve been avoiding u
all this pressure in my head makes me feel real blue (yea)

i just want to hear u tell me ur okay
break my heart but i don’t wanna leave you astray
finding myself coming back to terms with how i feel
keeping distant from you cause i need some time to heal

(yea yea, yea yea)
(yea yea, yea yea)
(yea, yea yea)
(yea, yea yea)

i’ve been tryna feel the affection (feel the affection)
lately i haven’t felt any connection (felt any connection)
ur love feels jus like an injection (jus like an injection)
yea it hurts but it’s stops all the infection (hahahaha) (yea)

i’ve been tryna feel the affection (feel the affection)
lately i haven’t felt any connection (felt any connection)
ur love feels jus like an injection (jus like an injection)
yea it hurts but it’s stops all the infection (yea)

affection (inuya)

A deep house journey that seamlessly blends mesmerising vocals with melodic and atmospheric elements. Enjoy ❤️

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uhh #ugh  

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