i try to keep calm but the memories haunt me... dang... dam....

Been waiting for this one . Very patiently

YESS FINALLY THE KATIE KROSS DEMO IS ON THE ALBUM YESSSS👏👏👏

written & produced by valetical
featuring @7akkiro & @trustt

lyrics:

(@v_letical)
i relive the same dream everytime i fall asleep
and i'm stuck alone, cause of promises you said to keep
i don't feel safe anymore, he's always watching me
and until i get out, i guess i'll just cry and scream

and i don't think that you understand how i felt when you told me
told me that it won't work out (won't work out)
do you even know who i am?
i don't think you even know me
but you still wanna slow things down

(@7akkiro)
fell apart in october, got no time to heal
see you pass by my shoulder but i still can't feel
so where did i go wrong?
lost in my thoughts, i can't seem to move on
why'd you act like you cared?

tell me if i did something to you
i'll always, always feel like i knew you
i won't make those mistakes again
i promise you i won't fall on my face again
unless you tell me those lies

(@trustt)
and i'd break my back for you just to get what you want
and i'm so used to losing, don't know when to start
don't feel bad for me, just feel bad for my friends
can't feel pity for someone you don't care about anymore, been here before
so just close your eyes when you look down at the bed and hear me say your name
and i see that face, it says you'd run away with me, if only things could change

and i know that it won't, and i know that it's all my fault 
and i know that it won't, and i know that it's all my fault
and i know that it won't, and i know that it's all my fault 
and i know that it won't, and i know that it's all my fault 

(@v_letical)
(i'll just cry and scream)
and i don't think that you understand how i felt when you told me
told me that it won't work out (won't work out)
do you even know who i am?
i don't think you even know me
but you still wanna slow things down

and i don't think that you understand how i felt when you told me
told me that it won't work out (won't work out)
do you even know who i am?
i don't think you even know me
but you still wanna slow things down

slow things down, still wanna slow things down
still wanna slow things down, still wanna slow things down
still wanna slow things down, still wanna slow things down
still wanna slow things down, still wanna slow things down
still wanna slow things down, still wanna slow things down
still wanna slow things down, still wanna slow things down
still wanna slow things down, still wanna slow things down
still wanna slow things down, still wanna slow things down, slow things down

(169.835)

packet loss ft. akkiro & trustt

written & produced by valetical
additional production by trustt

lyrics:

a twisted shadow paints the scene
it's all a lie, i've been living in a broken dream
listen to me, read along
it's been weeks and i've been feeling down, but i carry on

believe it or not, i'm not moving on
i lie in bed, and i sing my song
i wrote a note, trying to right my wrongs
you left me to die here, i don't know what's wrong
i don't know what's wrong
no, i don't know what's wrong
no, i don't know what's wrong
no, i don't know what's wrong

you wanna force me to try new things
i thought you already know that it's not what i want
it's not what i want, oh
i swallow the pill, you took my joy away
tip of my tongue, can't find the words to say
now the next time you text my number, don't expect me back

you
you
you
you
you
you
you
you

believe it or not, i'm not moving on
i lie in bed, and i sing my song
i wrote a note, trying to right my wrongs
you left me to die here, i don't know what's wrong
i don't know what's wrong
no, i don't know what's wrong
no, i don't know what's wrong
(no, i don't know what's wrong)

(154.395)

dreamer

written & produced by valetical

lyrics:
weeks passing by so fast, it's starting to hurt my head
monster watching me sleep and i let it knock me dead

be careful when he comes around
i know you're trying to talk but you can't save me now
sleep with one eye open, he can't take me down
i keep the window closed, cause i can't trust this town
i was once told that misery loves company, and i'm starting to see it
you left me stuck in a reverie, my dreams seem real, starting to believe it 
(starting to believe it)

weeks passing by so fast, it's starting to hurt my head
there's a monster watching me sleep and i let it knock me dead
caught in a nightmare, a chapter i wrote but really regret
i'm tired of being lied to, honestly things should be left unsaid

i watch the light flicker, i close my eyes, i see you still
did i go to sleep last night? i can't tell time, can't tell what's real
and i've done nothing but care
and you've done nothing but stare at me and judge me, not fair
i fell into your trap, i'm not scared, i'm not scared

(trying to save, can't feel it anymore, -nymore, anymore, -nymore)
(so who you trying to save, can't feel it anymore, -nymore, anymore, -nymore)
(trying to save, can't feel it anymore, -nymore, anymore, -nymore)
(so who you trying to save, can't feel it anymore, -nymore, anymore, -nymore)
(starting to believe it)

weeks passing by so fast, it's starting to hurt my head
there's a monster watching me sleep and i let it knock me dead
i got caught in a nightmare, a chapter i wrote but really regret
i'm tired of being lied to, honestly things should be left unsaid

(starting to hurt my head)
(i let it knock me dead)
(really regret)
things should be left unsaid

(154.395)

knock me dead

(all platforms)

packed up
smoke a blunt
and im leaving
i got addy in my cup
and im geeking
they don wan to turn up
they just tweaking
u don even wan to show up
get deleted

u said im mad
idrc tho
they run away from the halo
i just spend my fuckn racks on u
it rly ain shit to me i get my pay up

i hate myself
n i wudn even wan me to
im in hell
take a picture i wud crop me too
i been chillin w a mac
i been chillin w a 2
i aim it at my head
i just don know wat it do

im upset 
i resent u
pissed off, out the back door he get kicked out
down bad but i flip another brick now
don understand wat ur sayn giv me lip now
im w tera n we cause a #riott
ksubi jeans on me she wan ride itt
i was screamin 'fuk class' im defiant
im jus countin dum racks, sit in silence

im with kurse we start a riot
if he talkin down
kill that boy in silence
u not goin up yo shit is trash stop trying
i cant give my trust to nobody cause they lying
but i dont mind it
i keep shit to myself yea cuz i dont really care
cant keep on takin the blame yea i dont think its fair
its a never ending cycle its like going up the stairs
always hittin up my phone u need to get up out my hair
yaaa
she said im her hero
but i dont wanna save her
cant u see im busy i be runnin up the paper
now i cant see straight all i see is vapor
i dont wanna talk so just wait ima see u laterr

packed up
smoke a blunt
and im leaving
i got addy in my cup
and im geeking
they don wan to turn up
they just tweaking
u don even wan to show up
get deleted
im w tera n we cause a #riott
ksubi jeans on me she wan ride itt
i was screamin 'fuk class' im defiant
im jus countin dum racks, sit in silence

#riott w/ tera (oiwa, okmax, surgeon)

with @darkestnet and @tenfol
prod me and @hiseph

@outfed
===============
pick ur brother up
ur chamber full of dust
n ik i hit my shots
i can see the blood
n ik that pussy ded
i can smell the musk
run him out his kicks
put him in the mud

keep a knock dat hoe essential
bullets hit his temple
keep a fully heavy metal
get 2 poppin going mental
THAT BOY FROZE UP??
that cld never be me
9x19 put his fkin face up on the tv
up the score they cnt best that
100 bullets that we sent back
mac11 it gone wreck him
send him 2 his bestfriend
kno i keep a lethal weapon
no issue we test them
GET YA FEET UP OFF THE PAVEMENT
HOME IS WHERE U SAFEST
n ik that im the greatest
i cnt even listen to ur song ts so basic
i cnt even listen to ur song ts so dated
n we made it from the mud up
me and brother on the comeup

@darkestnet
===============

Yeah I’m on the come up
Hoes saying they love us
I need 20 bands
Pay me now or stfu
Boy don’t try to run up
Ik my bro hit all of his shots
He got a cutter wowwww

Never been the bad one
Yeah I’m tryna tag sum
If I get one more istg
I’ll call it stab run
Yeah I’m tryna grab one!
Me and alt0 walk inside of saks
Aint walk in pacsuns (no no)

Never call yourself my competition
Ik if it’s me & u then u aint winning
I might drop a fking bomb demolition
Me & alt0 out the mud ain’t no kidding

Yeah yeah out the mud yeah yeah
Yeah yeah out the mud yeah yeah
Yeah yeah out the mud yeah yeah
Yeah yeah out the mud-

@vst3
===============
n they told me 2 be cool but i lost everything i had
got exotic in this blunt we gon mix u in the pack
ima run yo fckin pockets promise u aint get it back
n im posted up wit graden n we laughing 2 the bank (yeah we laughin 2 the-)
im so high cant say shit
that pill we sold we laced it
ur bitch is in my dms talkin backwards sendin fake tits
ur so damn fckin jaded n u cant even fake it...
ur only worth is on the internet jus spreading fake shit (yeah yeah)
mauled a cop i kno i cant get caught
what is it wit u always tryna be smth that ur not?
what is it wit u flexin up but yo mom cant cover costs?
girlonline n u cant get in bitch 4 u its fckin locked

mudd +uxie & tenfol prod me+seph

written & produced by valetical

lyrics:

i watched it fall, i watched it burn (from the ground up, i built our life)
you took my heart, you let me hurt (from the ground up, i built our life)
and i watch from afar, at the top of the hill, you look so different now
thinking of words to say when we cross paths

i really don't know how you say, i've changed, but the only thing here that's changed is your mind
leave me, replace, there goes another lost hope that i thought i would find
you say, i've changed, but the only thing here that's changed is your mind
leave me, replace, there goes another lost hope that i thought i would find

and i know that it's not healthy to be obsessed, but you can't help me
i want what's best, but i know that i can't give up what i want
and i know that it's not healthy to be obsessed, but you can't help me
i want what's best, but i know that i can't give up what i want

do you enjoy watching me suffer?
i play my cards, put down the bottle
i know it's hard, my life is awful
only gets worse, i read every chapter
and there is no happy ever after
i'm a bad liar, i'm a bad actor
i put on a smile, but it's really a disaster but i go on

you say, i've changed, but the only thing here that's changed is your mind
leave me, replace, there goes another lost hope that i thought i would find
you say, i've changed, but the only thing here that's changed is your mind
leave me, replace, there goes another lost hope that i thought i would find

(145.610)

replace

ska song

are you blaming me?

written & produced by valetical

lyrics:

your gun fires at my heart
said i like the way that you pull me apart
and i, i'm just a kid but i'll do what it takes
to feel loved for once, it's just love i want
i feel dumb, i can't play my part
i'll lose the race, even if you gave me a headstart
and i am contemplating, should i pull out the gun?
forget everyone, forget everyone

and i fall down
i'm just a person, i can't read your mind
please don't call now
leaving me stuck, i always feel confined
and i fall down
i'm just a person, i can't read your mind
please don't call now
leaving me stuck, i always feel confined

but i act like i like it, you act like you want me
i try to keep calm but the memories haunt me
i act like i like it, you act like you want me
i try to keep calm but the memories haunt me
i act like i like it, you act like you want me
i try to keep calm but the memories haunt me
i act like i like it, you act like you want me
i try to keep calm but the memories haunt me

(and i fall down)
(i'm just a person, i can't read your mind)
(please don't call now)
(leaving me stuck, i always feel confined)

(124)

bad actor

ft(@mental)
prod(@rjpasin + @prodnomu)

[nomu]
Ya ya
I got all of it
Long as i have u I got all of it <3
Ya ya
heaven sent
Everytime u leave Its like im sad again
(2x)

[mental]
Bb everytime u leave im stuck
And my heart been broke so long i thnk im giving up
Ya im bleeding out
Bbygirl i need ur love
If u hate me then tell me 
Now i cant sleep enough
If u hate me then tell me 
Cuz i cant be without u
If u love me then kiss me 
Cuz i cant be without u
I jus wana be around u
If u love me tell me baby i will never doubt u

But im thinking i should get awayyy
Fall in love when i see ur face
If im really the one u hate
Tell me why i cant be erased
T-tell me why, lmk, make me sick
Everynight goin thru all ur shit
U kno that it makes me sick
Dont have a heart
i traded it for a kiss

[nomu]
Ya ya
I got all of it
Long as i have u I got all of it <3
Ya ya
heaven sent
Everytime u leave Its like im sad again
(2x)


I was feeling down
Now im feeling up
When u came into my life
U gave me all ur luv
Now u hav my heart
I cant get enough !
Cuz u talked to me when
I had no one left 2 trust
yuhh
Im jus making music for da hell of it
When i write these songs i feel da sentiment
I dont want dis shit to ever end again
Tell me that u luv me i love tellin it

all of it

spotify

all of it (+mental)

prod @siennacell
art by me 

lyrics:
had to hide my feelings
they like what i needed
i cannot get even
can you even see it
i can reach the ceiling
u not what i needed
broke my heart u lost my trust
u committed treason
lost my trust i forgive
broke my heart i forget
take control do again
you dont care what i am

treason prod valetical

This remastered CD contains 2 mini-albums that The Search recorded in 2004 and which have never been officially released until now. The 80's postpunk and British indie music slowly but steadily make a comeback. Bands like Interpol, Radio 4, Astral and The Stills use the musical heritage of the 80's in a refreshing way in their modern alternative music. References to The Smiths, Suicide, Joy Division and The Cure are hip again.

Sweden's newest export, The Search, proved with their debut album that you don't need to be noisy or extravagant in order to do the job. Their sound brings to mind influences from eighties bands such as The Cure, Joy Division and Sad Lovers & Giants.

The band combines a very crisp wavy guitar approach with a classic rhythmic backbone consisting of bass, drums and keys. Their prog-post-punk sound makes the experience of listening to this album one that you wish to repeat over and over. Throughout the album the powerful strums of the bass and synthesizer, absolutely separates their music from other bands-being their strongest element.

Overall, this is a good post-punk tune that builds nicely to a climactic frenzy then fades out slowly. Don't miss out on this one!

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15 aka @katiekross @siennacell @c4v @bleedingcanvas

#3six0 @3six03six03six0

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