loved working on this part bro we cooked heavy

plays are botted unfortunately soundcloud would not help me fix this bullshit

written & produced by valetical
(also https://x.com/euclicide/status/1757109291029266834 this is super sick :P)

lyrics:

talk to me like i'm stupid, ask me if i like you, it depends
mistakes that i made back then, they haunt me
i say "i'm okay," it's all pretend
i'm so tired of lying, but i fail at trying to let you know i'm not your friend
and i know that you hate to see me break down, but this was your choice in the end

talk to me like i'm stupid, ask me if i like you, it depends
mistakes that i made back then, they haunt me
i say "i'm okay," it's all pretend
i'm so tired of lying, but i fail at trying to let you know i'm not your friend
and i know that you hate to see me break down, but this was your choice in the end

i'm being haunted, i know that their watching my every move
stuck in my room, too afraid to go out and fight my fears
and i know you want what's best, but i'm scared of being left out
and i hate to make you feel bad but i'm only getting worse now

i sleep every night and i see that man in my dreams, he’s watching me i fear
do you believe in me? i watch my shadow move on its own, i’m scared
and i tried so hard, you don’t understand, how can i make my point clear?
and i’m changing more than you realize, i’m not who i was last year

talk to me like i'm stupid, ask me if i like you, it depends
mistakes that i made back then, they haunt me
i say "i'm okay," it's all pretend
i'm so tired of lying, but i fail at trying to let you know i'm not your friend
and i know that you hate to see me break down, but this was your choice in the end

(145.130)

haunt

written & produced by valetical
featuring @7akkiro & @trustt

lyrics:

(@v_letical)
i relive the same dream everytime i fall asleep
and i'm stuck alone, cause of promises you said to keep
i don't feel safe anymore, he's always watching me
and until i get out, i guess i'll just cry and scream

and i don't think that you understand how i felt when you told me
told me that it won't work out (won't work out)
do you even know who i am?
i don't think you even know me
but you still wanna slow things down

(@7akkiro)
fell apart in october, got no time to heal
see you pass by my shoulder but i still can't feel
so where did i go wrong?
lost in my thoughts, i can't seem to move on
why'd you act like you cared?

tell me if i did something to you
i'll always, always feel like i knew you
i won't make those mistakes again
i promise you i won't fall on my face again
unless you tell me those lies

(@trustt)
and i'd break my back for you just to get what you want
and i'm so used to losing, don't know when to start
don't feel bad for me, just feel bad for my friends
can't feel pity for someone you don't care about anymore, been here before
so just close your eyes when you look down at the bed and hear me say your name
and i see that face, it says you'd run away with me, if only things could change

and i know that it won't, and i know that it's all my fault 
and i know that it won't, and i know that it's all my fault
and i know that it won't, and i know that it's all my fault 
and i know that it won't, and i know that it's all my fault 

(@v_letical)
(i'll just cry and scream)
and i don't think that you understand how i felt when you told me
told me that it won't work out (won't work out)
do you even know who i am?
i don't think you even know me
but you still wanna slow things down

and i don't think that you understand how i felt when you told me
told me that it won't work out (won't work out)
do you even know who i am?
i don't think you even know me
but you still wanna slow things down

slow things down, still wanna slow things down
still wanna slow things down, still wanna slow things down
still wanna slow things down, still wanna slow things down
still wanna slow things down, still wanna slow things down
still wanna slow things down, still wanna slow things down
still wanna slow things down, still wanna slow things down
still wanna slow things down, still wanna slow things down
still wanna slow things down, still wanna slow things down, slow things down

(169.835)

packet loss ft. akkiro & trustt

plays are botted unfortunately soundcloud would not help me fix this bullshit

written & produced by valetical
additional production by trustt

lyrics:

a twisted shadow paints the scene
it's all a lie, i've been living in a broken dream
listen to me, read along
it's been weeks and i've been feeling down, but i carry on

believe it or not, i'm not moving on
i lie in bed, and i sing my song
i wrote a note, trying to right my wrongs
you left me to die here, i don't know what's wrong
i don't know what's wrong
no, i don't know what's wrong
no, i don't know what's wrong
no, i don't know what's wrong

you wanna force me to try new things
i thought you already know that it's not what i want
it's not what i want, oh
i swallow the pill, you took my joy away
tip of my tongue, can't find the words to say
now the next time you text my number, don't expect me back

you
you
you
you
you
you
you
you

believe it or not, i'm not moving on
i lie in bed, and i sing my song
i wrote a note, trying to right my wrongs
you left me to die here, i don't know what's wrong
i don't know what's wrong
no, i don't know what's wrong
no, i don't know what's wrong
(no, i don't know what's wrong)

(154.395)

dreamer

written & produced by valetical

lyrics:
weeks passing by so fast, it's starting to hurt my head
monster watching me sleep and i let it knock me dead

be careful when he comes around
i know you're trying to talk but you can't save me now
sleep with one eye open, he can't take me down
i keep the window closed, cause i can't trust this town
i was once told that misery loves company, and i'm starting to see it
you left me stuck in a reverie, my dreams seem real, starting to believe it 
(starting to believe it)

weeks passing by so fast, it's starting to hurt my head
there's a monster watching me sleep and i let it knock me dead
caught in a nightmare, a chapter i wrote but really regret
i'm tired of being lied to, honestly things should be left unsaid

i watch the light flicker, i close my eyes, i see you still
did i go to sleep last night? i can't tell time, can't tell what's real
and i've done nothing but care
and you've done nothing but stare at me and judge me, not fair
i fell into your trap, i'm not scared, i'm not scared

(trying to save, can't feel it anymore, -nymore, anymore, -nymore)
(so who you trying to save, can't feel it anymore, -nymore, anymore, -nymore)
(trying to save, can't feel it anymore, -nymore, anymore, -nymore)
(so who you trying to save, can't feel it anymore, -nymore, anymore, -nymore)
(starting to believe it)

weeks passing by so fast, it's starting to hurt my head
there's a monster watching me sleep and i let it knock me dead
i got caught in a nightmare, a chapter i wrote but really regret
i'm tired of being lied to, honestly things should be left unsaid

(starting to hurt my head)
(i let it knock me dead)
(really regret)
things should be left unsaid

(154.395)

knock me dead

[track5]
prod. me

lyrics:

photographs on my doorstep
i don't know, did i misstep?
ima ask do you love me?
it's a trick question
but i couldn't ever tell you
not now
not now
not now, ever
-
(the answer)
you said make a move, this a tryout
so tell me why the fuck i'm out here dried out 
so tell me what the fuck it is you missed out
cuz it seems like an excuse for you to leave now
-
ima fucking break down i'll reset
you don't even know how much i'm upset
i hope that you know that i miss that 
god i hope you fucking know that i miss that.

[+20]

reset

written & produced by valetical

lyrics:

i watched it fall, i watched it burn (from the ground up, i built our life)
you took my heart, you let me hurt (from the ground up, i built our life)
and i watch from afar, at the top of the hill, you look so different now
thinking of words to say when we cross paths

i really don't know how you say, i've changed, but the only thing here that's changed is your mind
leave me, replace, there goes another lost hope that i thought i would find
you say, i've changed, but the only thing here that's changed is your mind
leave me, replace, there goes another lost hope that i thought i would find

and i know that it's not healthy to be obsessed, but you can't help me
i want what's best, but i know that i can't give up what i want
and i know that it's not healthy to be obsessed, but you can't help me
i want what's best, but i know that i can't give up what i want

do you enjoy watching me suffer?
i play my cards, put down the bottle
i know it's hard, my life is awful
only gets worse, i read every chapter
and there is no happy ever after
i'm a bad liar, i'm a bad actor
i put on a smile, but it's really a disaster but i go on

you say, i've changed, but the only thing here that's changed is your mind
leave me, replace, there goes another lost hope that i thought i would find
you say, i've changed, but the only thing here that's changed is your mind
leave me, replace, there goes another lost hope that i thought i would find

(145.610)

replace

are you blaming me?

written & produced by valetical

lyrics:

your gun fires at my heart
said i like the way that you pull me apart
and i, i'm just a kid but i'll do what it takes
to feel loved for once, it's just love i want
i feel dumb, i can't play my part
i'll lose the race, even if you gave me a headstart
and i am contemplating, should i pull out the gun?
forget everyone, forget everyone

and i fall down
i'm just a person, i can't read your mind
please don't call now
leaving me stuck, i always feel confined
and i fall down
i'm just a person, i can't read your mind
please don't call now
leaving me stuck, i always feel confined

but i act like i like it, you act like you want me
i try to keep calm but the memories haunt me
i act like i like it, you act like you want me
i try to keep calm but the memories haunt me
i act like i like it, you act like you want me
i try to keep calm but the memories haunt me
i act like i like it, you act like you want me
i try to keep calm but the memories haunt me

(and i fall down)
(i'm just a person, i can't read your mind)
(please don't call now)
(leaving me stuck, i always feel confined)

(124)

bad actor

written & produced by valetical
additional vocals from @trustt & @1crusafix
co-written by @cruseyyyy

lyrics:

i watched the glass shatter, i'm falling, i'm falling
too busy staring away, don't call me, don't call me
no, i can't even fix myself, so how would i fix you?
no, i don't even love myself, so why would i love you?

if i wanted to shoot, don't tell me otherwise
(don't tell me otherwise, don't tell me otherwise)
if i wanted to shoot, don't tell me otherwise
(don't tell me otherwise, don't tell me otherwise)

(oh no, you fucked it up again)
(i'll hold the fort, i'll stand my ground til someone takes me down one day)
(i've got so close to falling down, but everytime i find my way)
(can't even fix myself, so how would i fix you?)
(no, i don't even love myself, so why would i love you?)

i can't seem to find out what the problem is
you hit that part of me, i act like i like it
if i were you, i'd just let me go now
and i'd tell you how i feel, but i don't really know how

if i were you, i'd just let me go now
and i'd tell you how i feel, but i don't really know how
if i were you, i'd just let me go now
and i'd tell you how i feel, but i don't really know how

if i wanted to shoot, don't tell me otherwise
(don't tell me otherwise, don't tell me otherwise)
if i wanted to shoot, don't tell me otherwise
(don't tell me otherwise, don't tell me otherwise)

(oh no, you fucked it up again)
(i'll hold the fort, i'll stand my ground til someone takes me down one day)
(i've got so close to falling down, but everytime i find my way)
(can't even fix myself, so how would i fix you?)
(no, i don't even love myself, so why would i love you?)

(164.689)

debris

prod me.

cover of Bagsy Not In Net by the 1975

lyrics:
this feeling, it's something when you call me
i'm dealing in death and being lonely
try it, don't like it
and leaving you here is the thing that I fear, so I fight it
do you wanna leave at the same time?
do you wanna leave at the same time?
do you wanna leave at the same time?
do you wanna leave at the same time?
i'm reeling, I know that I'm appalling
but this feeling, it could be our calling
not dying, no, just lying
seeing you here is the moment it's clear 'cause I'm crying
do you wanna leave at the same time?
do you wanna leave at the same time?
do you wanna leave at the same time?
do you wanna leave at the same time?

bnin[cover]

demo ... there is a finished version somewhere out there

u painted me a picture and i watched the colors fade
oh love liar
u were the only thing i wanted then u made the skies turn gray
oh love liar

im just a pawn in ur game
(a role u want me to play)
i watched the truth unveil
i see ur real face
im just a pawn in ur game
(a role u want me to play)
i watched the truth unveil
i see ur real face

wounds deep and raw
they dont believe what i saw
thought i was pure im wrong
tainted with many flaws
a burning ache remains
a constant haunting trace
in reverie im lost in an unfamiliar place

love liar

DARKWAVE TWINS

DARKWAVE TWINS (prod. STXR & JINN.EXE)

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