TWEAKIN OUT !! [p. xyz & enuar]

“Achromatic” is a grayscale descent into the emotional whiplash of Borderline Personality Disorder. A cinematic blend of hyperpop, bedroom pop, progressive electronic, and folk-tinged melancholy. This track dives into dissociation, masking, rejection trauma, and the quiet brutality of trying to hold yourself together when your identity keeps fracturing.

Written from the inside of the spiral, Achromatic captures the hollow feeling of living without color. The numbness after the storm, the therapy-session confession cycle, the self-loathing loops, and the fear of abandonment sharp enough to feel like physical pain. This is Vaelrix stripped bare: no armor, no metaphorical fireworks, just the truth.

With soft glitch harmonies, cinematic pads, intimate vocals, and raw storytelling, this song resonates with anyone who’s battled depression, BPD, identity loss, or the emotional gravity of rejection. It’s a mirror for the people who never feel seen.

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Darker than LCD black
Sugary LSD
Feels like an asthma attack
ego is a stab in the back

The pantomiming phantoms
mimic my body language
Is that why I’m feeling this panic?
Machine elves, they look like they’re granite

[Chorus]
Envelope all the feelings 
you’ll unpack in a therapy session (session)
I hope that you learned your lesson (lesson)
You can’t bargain with your depression (depression)

Develop animosity,
and sever your stupid connections (connections)
romanticize disconnection (disconnection)
I thought you would learn your lesson (lesson)

[Postchorus]
I thought you would learn your lesson…
You should never indulge your depression.

I thought you would learn your lesson…
You should never indulge your depression.

[Verse 2]
Ambrosia was dripped through the wire
like soda, a fizzing desire
the loop of the noose shows a color
the rest of my flesh is discolored

I smiled, and told them I’m fine
They never saw between the lines
and that was all by design
They didn’t need to witness me die.

[Bridge]
Will the microphone accept
the tears I can never express?
Or will it reject me too?
Because nothing that I say is true?



[Verse 3]
Dishonesty became a reflex
because my life was like a pretense
to a story that was never mine
but manufactured by design

It’s only now that I’ve seen it
the code that rewired my pieces
and I’m trying to wipe off the stain
but it seems that the residue remains.

[Prechorus]
I couldn’t decipher my sorrow
So I binged on a fire and bottles
I’m tired of being alive
It’s easier to watch me die.

[Chorus]
Envelope all the feelings 
you’ll unpack in a therapy session (session)
I hope that you learned your lesson (lesson)
You can’t bargain with your depression (depression)

Develop animosity,
and sever your stupid connections (connections)
romanticize disconnection (disconnection)
I thought you would learn your lesson (lesson)

[Postchorus]
I thought you would learn your lesson…
You should never indulge your depression.

I thought you would learn your lesson…
You should never indulge your depression.

[Cinematic Outro]
Rejection is as painful as death itself
Rejection is as painful as death itself
Rejection is as painful as death itself
Rejection is as painful as death itself

Achromatic

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Vaelrix is a genre-bending lyricist whose work blurs the line between rap, poetry, and cinematic storytelling. With thousands of songs written and a catalog shaped by trauma, transformation, and spiritual unrest, every track is a raw confession wrapped in layered metaphors. Drawing influence from anime, philosophy, theology, and the darkest corners of the mind, Vaelrix delivers complex rhyme schemes and emotionally charged narratives that cut deep and linger. This isn't just music—it's survival through sound. Welcome to the archive of a soul set on fire.


Achromatic

Vaelrix

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