this is SO SAD BRO. this shit got me crying. this is magical. god DAMN girl you know how to make some good lyrics that HIT the spot. the explosion of sound in the middle is amazing TOO

// track 4 - i can only exist in the context of you
produced by me
VA by 瀬戸ユトギ

Lyrics:

あなたの唇から言葉が漏れるのを待っていた

and you'll come back again
forget about it all
exist inside of you
exist inside of 
you

何度も何度も、動作が痛くなるまで。
私は無になりたくなかったのに、あなたは私の意味を与えてくれた、

I can't let go
I'd break myself
twist into my lungs
your voice
shape me - more 
take me - more 
make me - who I am
trace into my palms my meaning
make me ask if you still need me

I was never what you want
break my bones and mold me
stained with tears you hold me
you could never know me but I need you
to need me too

cause over and over and all again
you etch my skin we share meaning
cause what am I without all the things you meant
I only exist in your stead
callused hands outline my chest
waiting for my smile again
over again and again I'm nothing 
words won't escape from my lips

I tried holding in-
lie bout stains on my skin
movements hurt as you say the words that match marks left on me
I can't exist
with your hands in my ribs
but I'd die if you let me go

so let go 
I won't 
hold on
please wait for-

あなたの指が、私の体になぞった輪郭を型どった。
私の肌は、私たちが共有した思い出で染まった。

私たちの感情は、まだ残っているすべての痛みに刻まれた

I want to tell you where I've been 
I want your hands on top my skin
please just say that it's all alright you will not lie not for me
not again all again
I've made a mistake
I know I'll forget 
all my regrets
they'll happen again

do you see my palms
can you count the marks
can you still find yours 
find yours
we'll love again 
and we'll forget 
but scars don't heal
marks reveal where we've been

I'll laugh it off
you'll talk some more
cradle my corpse in your hands
that you used on me
I'll bleed
just me
just me
I'll wait for it to end 
you'll start again
always again

nothing remains of me

どうか離さないで、
私はあなたの中でしか存在できないのだから。

alem

i can only exist in the context of you

"Im obsessed but this is not about you."

master by @vokafanclub

out on streaming now :)

update: 
ran it through my tape machine (dont know if ill keep it lmk) (streaming is still the og version)

Lyrics:
and my mother said that you just might be the one
and what I know about my mother, shes never wrong
even tho
theres some secrets I've been keeping that make me run
I'm not quite sure if they would push you away

push you away from me
when I slow down

I dont know how to say it
I dont know how to say...

that it's so hard to keep you entertained when I'm not the one giving
and I dont wanna hit a full break cuz I'm scared you'll get caught spinning
so I will just lay down and shut you off
cuz I just might...

push you away from me
when I slow down

when i slow down...

(where i slow down)
(we'll wake up, where i slow down)

this isn't about you

// track 7 - hollow
produced by vai5000
additional vocals by @nujioh
VA by 瀬戸ユトギ
artwork by shinnkei_

今日は太陽が暖かく感じる。
ステンドグラスでできたような顔をして。
まばたきの瞬間を待っている
太陽が目に入る
私はブラインドを覆った
でもまだ君の全てが見えるようだ

watch the time pass as we dance
wish the clock would stay with frozen hands
every time I see your face
I can't help but tear up-
you promised to be here but you're far away
dancing with the ghosts inside of me
your memories
it's all I breathe
every part of me
is just-

and it all comes back again
and I'll relive all of it
every footstep that we made
our hands your face

and I'll try again I'll reach the sunrise
reaching out for stars above
will you hold my hand and tell me it's alright
everything you said will stay in my mind
and when it's all gone I'll stand by your side
echoes of your touch breeze through the air
cause even though you're gone you won't see me cry
I'll hold on to your warmth, we'll meet again

all the time we couldn't have
I'll make sure to pay it back
felt my heart- you said you loved me 
why can't I hold on to that
feel your hands around my body
every time I'm forced to go
cause even though you still love me
I can't say it back to you


胸に感じる。
1.. 2...3..

i'll be your shoulder to cry on
is that the hill you should die on?
who else could i rely on
just please reason with me my god
my cups empty without you
doubt that you see it
please do not leave me
why you gotta be so uptight
what you do when i'm out of your sights?
you told
you told me
told me everything's gonna be
okay
tell me what you said
but you know
i'm dejected
whats your message
i can't help it
i'm just circling around for you
felt rejected
how you carry all my fault

1.. 2..3...4... 5... 6... 7..
ひたすら待つ

hollow +nujioh

// track 8 - echoes
produced by @saephbass (saeph) + vai5000
VA by 瀬戸ユトギ

何度も何度も私は試したことを、雨粒の中に君の影を見て、言葉の端々に君の残響を聞いた。
手を伸ばせば、雲の向こうに君がいるような気がして、その手を握り締めたくて、顔を寄せて君が約束した言葉を信じたくて。

i'll wait for you
I always will
i'll wait for you

running as fast as my legs can take me
I'll reach out for you out for you 
grab my hands love me
I can't see
watch as the world just takes me back
you're all I had
grass on bare feet as I try 
reach out to your past
to your hands where are you

空に浮かびながら時間のすべてが一瞬に解けるこの場所で、私は何度もここにいた。

そしてまたここに来る。

echoes +saeph

different flavors, same feeling.

lyrics:

Am I cute enough for you or do you wanna see more?
I'll give you a peek, do you want the whole tour?
Slide your hands up my bikini, we'll lose track of the time
Be mine at the beachside

Kiss me, be mine
By the beachside
Touch me and feel the sun on my skin
Sitting on you, watching waves
We could keep this up all day
Don't slow down, feel the heat
Feel you inside, hold me real tight
Under the shade of our umbrella
See the sun's shine on your lips
Red like a strawberry
When you kiss me
You taste so sweet

Am I cute enough for you or do you wanna see more?
I'll give you a peek, do you want the whole tour?
Slide your hands up my bikini, we'll lose track of the time
Be mine at the beachside

Am I cute enough for you? Do you think I'm hot?
Do I need more sunscreen on the spots you touched?
Watch out for the waves washing up on our tiptoes
So sunny, just fuck me

I love it
I want you, I need you
Let's go and enjoy the sun and the sand
Just love me
My body so pretty with you here
Let's go and feel that heat, yeah

Kiss me, be mine
By the beachside
Touch me and feel the sun on my skin
Sitting on you, watching waves
We could keep this up all day
Don't slow down, feel the heat
Feel you inside, hold me real tight
Under the shade of our umbrella
See the sun's shine on your lips
Red like a strawberry
When you kiss me
You taste so sweet

Am I cute enough for you or do you wanna see more?
I'll give you a peek, do you want the whole tour?
Slide your hands up my bikini, we'll lose track of the time
Be mine at the beachside

- vai5000 -
soundcloud.com/vai5000
twitter: https://x.com/vai5000_
instagram: https://www.instagram.com/vai5000_/

- tea team -
@teateamdesu
twitter.com/teateamdesu

vai5000 - beachsidee~♡

different flavors, same feeling.

lyrics:

i mess it up like everything i do you know i love to play it off
tell me what u want from me
am i hard to see
are you lying alone or are you staying with me
oh did i fuck it up
i cant really tell baby am i not enough
my head is getting hazy
you couldnt phase me
yea im getting wasted is that why you hate me
(i mess it up like everything i do you know i love to play it off
tell me what u want from me
am i hard to see
are you lying alone or are you staying with me)
tell me what you want baby i could give it all
and if I’m not getting through, then i guess ill call it off

tell me if i should’ve walked it out
i cant decide is this even real
tell me im going insane
i cant even feel the same
i cant talk to you
running out of oxygen with you
yea ive been locking up with all the words i find it hard to choose
tell me what you want baby i could give it all
and if I’m not getting through, then i guess ill call it off

i mess it up like everything i do you know i love to play it off
tell me what u want from me
am i hard to see
are you lying alone or are you staying with me
oh did i fuck it up
i cant really tell baby am i not enough
my head is getting hazy
you couldnt phase me
yea im getting wasted is that why you hate me

- stephie -
soundcloud.com/smelliestephie
twitter: https://x.com/smelliestephie
instagram: https://instagram.com/smelliestephie/

- qlein -
soundcloud.com/qlein
twitter: https://x.com/userqlein
instagram: https://www.instagram.com/userqlein

- tea team -
@teateamdesu
twitter: twitter.com/teateamdesu
instagram: www.instagram.com/teateamdesu/

stephie & qlein - lesson!

goodbye (live)

VIP of superstar I made kinda for oaths 1 year anniversary kinda just cause why not - co-prod w/ stephie 
ft. @niomiautemn , produced by vai5000 + @smelliestephie
art by @hoya2_island

never got to be a

RUE DES CASCADES - EXP SONORE (TEKNO REMIX)

First Album by Pax Aliena featuring Giulia Messina

Ghost

Another Remix of a song I loved ♡
Original song: You & Me - Disclosure (Flume Remix)

(This is a sped up version so soundcloud doesn't take this down, I'll add a link for the original one later)

i can only exist in the context of you

vai5000

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