"this is a nosgov exclusive"?! NOSGOV HAS TO DO WITH RHIS???

circa — September 2021
Stream on Spotify, Apple Music & All Platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/elxnce/late-night-recovery
Stems: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1R2jbljMBDrwpVmBw78ks7pejCwg-0I2Y?usp=sharing
Download via Bandcamp: https://elxnce.bandcamp.com/track/late-night-recovery

lyrics:
I realized who I'm talking to
it's not me or you
you don't care about me as much as I care about you

It's the pain in my stomach it's the way you kinda love it 
when I hate you
it's the flickering lights it's the chills down my spine
I can't live without you
and I can't do this anymore and all my guards are on the floor
I think I'm losing my mind but that's still better than waking up

Stream

Late Night Recovery

produced by me
written/mixed/mastered by me
cover illustration by server (https://serverxyzz.carrd.co)
interpolates jishoumushoku by sasanomaly

[lyrics]
~verse 1~
i like to keep things close to the same
got personal problems adapting to change
i always plan things so far away
but when i get started its far too late
i like pretending i know what to do
like if i really feel at home then itll all come true
i like pretending ive made it on my own
when it could all end with a phone call home

~bridge~
god, its so hard
to juggle all the things that have been handed to me
but i cant stop
ive got to get back up

~chorus~
so im step, step, stepping it up
im catching up in a rush
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
step, step up and jump
im reaching up and above
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop
maybe i just need something,
something to keep me down
it feels so lonely when i dip
my head into the clouds
this gravity's too open
sometimes i miss the ground
it feels so weird to kiss the earth
i wanna get right back to
step, step, stepping it up
im catching up in a rush
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
step, step up and jump
im reaching up and above
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop
(step, step, step step it up)
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
(step, step, step step it up)
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop

~verse 2~
i try to sleep well, but every night
i cant shake the feeling im wasting time
ive gotta sink before i can fly
but im still afloat and i dont know why
maybe its all gonna slow way down,
thats all i can hope for, but i still dont know
i roll with the punches, i live in the now
i take a step forward and i double back

~chorus~
so im step, step, stepping it up
im catching up in a rush
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
step, step up and jump
im reaching up and above
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop
maybe i just need something,
something to keep me down
it feels so lonely when i dip
my head into the clouds
this gravity's too open
sometimes i miss the ground
it feels so weird to kiss the earth
i wanna get right back to
step, step, stepping it up
im catching up in a rush
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
step, step up and jump
im reaching up and above
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop
(step, step, step step it up)
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
(step, step, step step it up)
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop

Steps

prod me + extra prod @stephiemusic + @saephbass 

verse order:
vai5000 @vai5000
rubyred @reddeadruby
crusafix @1crusafix
aftrr @aftrrs
tsuyunoshi @tsuyunoshi
8tsukii @8tsukii 
nujioh @nujioh  
swazy* @swazyhq


art by me + @disk_motif

re:raid

re:raid ft. swazy* +rubyred +crusafix +aftrr +tsuyunoshi +8tsukii +nujioh

hypnotized
if you come down to the garden we could verbalize
for the hollow of your mother
you could chase the time
and turn it into something else
all the things you did to me are poisoned
with immaculate intelligence that i feel
whoever told you that You can turn it down at godspeed

its ok now
but all i wanted was a feeling

one free fall
shutdown
rising me from the above
smacking me into the ground
if i could
i would let you know the truth
but all i see is staring at and waiting for me
cant let it decieve

all the morning routes
and the night sky
we're just falling out
in a new time
line the feeling
open my eyes
break the ceiling
as the wall cries
about meanings
no regarding
only live it
in the timelapse
and believe it
like do magic
like the kids we used to be

one free fall
shutdown
rising me from the above
smacking me into the ground
all i see is burning colors
i dont wanna see the light

Break the pen
I dont wanna play nor pretend
That we could be something that would work
Only if we break all the amends
I dont wanna have you as a friend and i dont wanna hear from you again
Everything thats been on your mouth
You can let it have some air
I fall through the pieces of the glass
Always on my phone but left on read
I dont wanna feel like im a mess
But i really think that im a mess
I dont wanna have you as a friend and i dont wanna hear from you again
Everything thats been on your mouth

https://www.instagram.com/p/C-99kt1MsWI/

soft

.𖥔 ݁ ˖ִ ࣪⚝₊ ⊹˚

sample by @periwinklepopo

~

He counts heads on his fingers and finds they're all surviving. So what if he'd rather be remembered in the dreams of strangers?

korembi

art by fooyepont  <33
prod @y4ndere !!
© 3rdwv 2024

lyrics: 

(you are now in contact with thirdwave incorporated)

take it all out on-
take it all out on me
tell me I'm nothing 
tell me to not feel
take it all out of-
take it all out of me
I'll uninstall all
of what made me freeze

(uninstall)
don't you tell me-
(uninstall)
your words broke me
(uninstall)
you don't know me
(uninstall)

mess me up - tear it up
shape my love - broke my heart
it's enough - it's all gone
all you want - I'm alone
in my head - you're a pest
need to kill - your virus
uninstall - all I know
start anew - start again

start again
new refresh
out my head
out my life
all I had gone but I'll learn to live again
start again
replicant
end up dead
all I am
uninstall all your love
it was wrong, I could not-
shatter all I had left inside of my systems
tell me that when I die it will all be fine
watching memories they fade like will I miss them
cause I wasn't enough for it all again

pulling at my brain
feel it all again
pulling on my skin
feel you in my head

(oo-oo-ooh)
I don't want this no I-
(oo-oo-ooh)
start all again now
(oo-oo-ooh)
don't want you in my head
(oo-oo-ooh)

yeah ain't got no sense - swear to god I lost it all
uninstall all your words I don't wanna hear no more
I don't feel at all - watch my mind just uninstall
get rid of all that I know
rid of all that you-
uninstall my heart my organs I'll
uninstall my head the whole thing I'll
make you watch my dread and hold me I'll
make you watch you'll hold my body

(I think you've forgotten)

start again
new refresh
out my head
out my life
all I had gone but I'll learn to live again
start again
replicant
end up dead
all I am
uninstall all your love
it was wrong, I could not-
shatter all I had left inside of my systems
tell me that when I die it will all be fine
watching memories they fade like will I miss them
cause I wasn't enough for it all again

take it all out on-
take it all out on me
tell me I'm nothing 
tell me to not feel
take it all out of-
take it all out of me
I'll uninstall all
of what made me freeze
take it all out on-
take it all out on me
tell me I'm nothing 
tell me to not feel
take it all out of-
take it all out of me
I'll uninstall all
of what made me freeze

(un)install「yandere」

prod by yandere + shrinemaiden

blood on my hands
I got ghosts on my heels
I got names I can't speak
I got scars I can't heal
cause you know what I am
and you know I don't feel
I got blood on my hands
but I don't think I'll miss you

I can't lie - so stupid
all that you want - you're gonna lose it
these bloodstains - you're useless
I'll cut you off - I'll leave you bleeding

cut my body say it hurts me
I'm not worth it 
what you've done to me
feel my heartbeat beating softly
I won't - I won't
let it get to me
I can't trust it say you want me
you want me - cut my body
I don't want to say it's nothing
it's nothing - just don't talk-

echo- go go
go go go
echo
go go go
echo- go go
go go go
echo
go go go
to me-

won't stop if you say that it's nothing
won't stop 'till my body hurts
won't stop 'till you say that you want me
won't stop 'till you- you- you- you-

blood on my hands
I got ghosts on my heels
I got names I can't speak
I got scars I can't heal
cause you know what I am
and you know I don't feel
I got blood on my hands
but I don't think I'll miss you
think I'll miss you
don't think I'll miss you
think I'll miss you
don't think I'll miss- miss

I can't lie - so stupid
all that you want - you're gonna lose it
these bloodstains - you're useless
I'll cut you off - I'll leave you bleeding
I can't I- I- I can't lie
I- I- lose it
you're- you're stupid
I can't I- I- I can't lie
I- I- lose it
you're- you're stupid 

cut it all up
talking tough talk enough
cause you're all that I want
and I will get hold of you
sins stalking me
I got ghosts on my feed
all the things that you've seen
say you won't come back to it

cut my body say it hurts me
I'm not worth it 
what you've done to me
feel my heartbeat beating softly
I won't - I won't
let it get to me
I can't trust it say you want me
you want me - cut my body
I don't want to say it's nothing
it's nothing - just don't talk-

won't stop if you say that it's nothing
won't stop 'till my body hurts
won't stop 'till you say that you want me
won't stop 'till you- you- you- you-

echo- go go
go go go
echo
go go go
e-

bloodstains「yandere + shrinemaiden」

ft. @crvnchyy !!
prod. yandere + crescent <3
art by ISLAND9_2

finalfantasy ft. crvnchy「yandere + crescent」

555v2 brought to you by 555


album mastered by: prodcig
album manager: silentadults

for those who wish to spark their flame

re:raid ft. swazy* +rubyred +crusafix +aftrr +tsuyunoshi +8tsukii +nujioh

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