performed & written by me @mental
produced by @lilac @winter

lyrics:

i keep on thinking im better off dead
wake up to sleep hanging on by a thread
i cant exist without you in my bed
said every word that i shouldnt have said
heartbreak and anger my only two friends
if i died, what would you do then?
i don't know how long i can pretend
it's not enough just to feel this regret

can't trust cause they lie every single time
fake love feels so cold like the wintertime
and i tried, it don't matter i can't get it right
heart in my hands offered to the sky

never been the best at letting go
tell me things i don't wanna know
take my heart made my heart froze
that's the way that my heart goes
you're the place that my heart needs
i'm just tryna say sorry
i'm just tryna say i want it
if you love me i got it

yeah i got it
hate myself being honest
if you love me then stop it
stop it
if you love me i'll make it right
i don't really wanna say goodbye
take my heart then i'll take my life
take my heart then i'll take my life

#Nightcore

Spotify

cant trust :( prod lilac & winter

ive tasted a lot of broken people
i guess u just see me as your equal
and your so fine, the way you capture the moonlight
i moved like a predator with no whim
i though i could buy you my leopard skin
but you want mine, its all the same to tonight

flying down a highway road
shawty still haunt me when im tryna go home
and then i would kiss you and it still feel like the first time
even when im tortured shawty never leave my mind
even when my eyes are sharp n my shoulder cold
baby got golden teeth smile in my clothes
and then i would hold you like it was gon be the last time
can you save me, make me, love me, keep me by your bedside
can i kiss you goodnight

it would take a lot to make me blue
i started dancing on my own and it felt like a bullet wound
i think im right, for now
im only flexing what i earned
i take my drugs with her
and i dont need anything else
you could turn a pirouette for me
and make those spirals in your eyes hypnotize me so perfectly
i think im right, for now
im only flexing what i earned
i take my drugs with her
and i dont need anything else  

ensure that i
can take my time
and we'll get it right
one of these days baby i

dancing on my own (valentinesday)

prod by @prodaugury

lyrics
had to run up top, aint no playing ground rules in this spot
we gone' get that drop or you gone' have to give it up
I be in that field like im on display
drop another one thats another play
double highrise, aint no time to play
you better get it now, aint no time to wait
I dont wanna talk at all, I don't wanna fall in love
you can see your way out, of my life right now
I dont wanna talk at all, I don't wanna fall in love
she told me to wait up, I told her to catch up
It's money on the pavement, go get yourself paid up
I dont wanna talk at all, I don't wanna fall in love

no time to wait (augury)

#scfirst 
#Agony
prod @k1zetsu <3
featuring @9s0uls <3

@51five
Im alone, tears fall down, on the ground
I wish that, we did not, not fallout
We used to walk around, while snow fall down
Im thinkin of you, you are not even around
Honestly, im not mad.
That hoe just Got me down bad
The only feeling in me sad,
To be honest i Should be glad.
Did i tell you, You left me lost, i dont know where to go
Id rather die than be Alone
I Wana see u on my phonee
Thats what im hearing?
I remember u were leaving
Why did u have 2 deceive me
Dont u ever believe me
I agree, if thats what ya seeing
I guess thats the life that ya living
You’d never hear out my opinion
You’d never support my Decision
I need u here, i need it i need it
You left me here, its freezing its freezing
That feeling i still wanna feel it
Her voice, i still wanna hear it
I felt like it Never felt real And,
I Feel like, i Never deserved it

@9s0uls
i wanna tell you all the things that i never could
got me wrapped around ur finger baby thats for sure
making my heart hurt
so ill take my time

takin our time
i give you my time
give u my heart
give u my love
but its not enough for u
im never enough for u
all night
everynight
miss when youd say to me
its only me
only me its like u were made for me

alone in this room and im cold
i dont know how to carry on
dont wanna do this anymore
am i better alone?
we fell out of touch
and now im out of time

@51five
Im alone, tears fall down, on the ground
I wish that, we did not, not fallout
We used to walk around, while snow fall down
Im thinkin of you, you are not even around
Honestly, im not mad.
That hoe just Got me down bad
The only feeling in me sad,
To be honest i Should be glad.
Did i tell you, You left me lost, i dont know where to go
Id rather die than be Alone
I Wana see u on my phonee
Thats what im hearing?
I remember u were leaving
Why did u have 2 deceive me
Dont u ever believe me
I agree, if thats what ya seeing
I guess thats the life that ya living
You’d never hear out my opinion
You’d never support my Decision
I need u here, i need it i need it
You left me here, its freezing its freezing
That feeling i still wanna feel it
Her voice, i still wanna hear it
I felt like it Never felt real And,
I Feel like, i Never deserved it

snowfall + 9souls prod Kizetsu

produced by @5vexe

i call out for my bunny
face down, head down
looking for my honey
don't care if it sounds weird now
would u say u love me?
too many hating can u leave me on my own
i tried to take control cuz
im feeling at home when your touch is so sweet
distant, cope and you made me see that
when i wanna run you'll be hunting all week
peeling off the dirt that isn't there when you hold me

call out my delusions
oh you know that its weird
i could tell u many things i know you'd never wanna hear
the day i left, i'm on my own and never felt this free
they're hating cuz they're stuck here
wishing they could dream like me
u call me bitter but u know it aint sincere
its been working though
its been grinding on my gears
i dream to be enough so i can show worth to my fears
only going up been scouting 301 this year
i know ur deceitful
at the same time, less is more to me tho
cant begin to tell u what u mean to me tho
its on me, i keep holding onto the stress
that's on me

because u know it
u know what ur blowin' it on
yeah nobody makes you wanna love
all along and u don't wanna tell me
but i can say it

i call out for my bunny
face down, head down
looking for my honey
don't care if it sounds weird now
would u say u love me?
too many hating can u leave me on my own
i tried to take control cuz
i'm feeling at home when your touch is so sweet
distant, cope and you made me see that
when i wanna run you'll be hunting all week
peeling off the dirt that isn't there when you hold me

honey (prod. 5v)

prod sochi + rippo + with3r
mastered by @s0lemn


u can cut me but it doesnt hurt
its so deserved..
got sum c0ld blood
its preserved
walkin on the ice,
i lie in my hearst
dancin in my nightmare life
whts w0rse whts w0rse

ill get it done..
thru all of th fever
is there sumn wrong w tht..?
im makin it on th right path

u say u dnt knw u cant remember tht
i dnt knw why we’re so de tached
ur goin out i knw ur not comin back..
tell me tht i hate u, how i make u think tht ?

cryin on my bed can we turn th time backk
i miss wht we had but nothin ever lasts
ion care at all ill b stepping thru th ash
till it works nd u wna love me back..

ღ

ill forget tht i dnt need u
but i want u
js tell me how 2 break thru
ur th only thing tht i evr knew,
ima see u in my dreamz soon….x

break thru {sochi + rippo + with3r}

prod: @with3rx

#sparda

make my way through the loss and the gain 
change my face, take my picture, change my name
wear the same outfits like i'm in a game
i'm making no effort to rekindle the flame
to rekindle the flame
waiting for someone to pass on the blame

i'm sorry it has to be this way, i'm just tryna seal my fate
my hearts so cold i can't relate 
i learned to love my addiction through the pain
i'm at the gate, i've been walking through glass
feet so cut up, but i still wont crash
heart on my sleeve with my foot on the gas
gunna die young cos we living too fast

no rewind, i can't escape my past
pray for the day, this shit never last
if the candle flame fades, please don't ask
i'm on my bag baby i'm tryna get that cash
i'm tryna get that cash
smile on my face, my shoes dripped in dior
prada backpack, baby i just want more
money fucked my morals, babe i'm rotten to the core
i'm rotten to the core

pain in my chest, it's something you can't restore
my fit so clean, you can't tell i'm at war
aura farming when i walk through the door 
when i walk thru the door
every step i take leaves prints in the sand
i don't know how much more that i can withstand
i grit my teeth and push on cus thats who i am
cus thats who i am

don't ask (+with3r)

@pw4prez

we gon pull up 6 deep
we Gon put him 6 feet
show em what that means
he gone lay where he sleep
u can see me in your dreams
Think about it, you can just do anything

I felt so defeated when she didn't even mean it
Hit the pack and ys im greening yes im fucking up my feelings
Really I don't know the reason all the times that I needed
but im better now
im filling up my bank account until its maxed out
Im smoking till im blacking out
She see me havin now
But she can't get me when she wants cus I be outta town
thermal scope on the drone Gon put u in the ground
They ain't seeing what im seein now
why dey always talkin bout me trust me idc at all
i just made a couple racks yea they wanna see me fall
i got three stars, ERD, blood on my jacket
and im rocking VVS on my chain for the passion
dey said im next up
checks come
run it up and do it , we Gon do it ya

dancing on my own (valentinesday)

valentinesday

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