Such a juicy beat almost started drooling 🔥🔥🔥

produced by xona, ruevi, & oc

big thank you to all individuals who helped make this song possible <3

@ruevi @prod-oc
@heylog
@hiraethsry
@sleepywater
@sinxi
@caspywaspy
@vilsynth
@valerii
@deadfishh

the lyrics were over 4000 characters and that's the limit for soundcloud ♥

-lyrics-
https://genius.com/Xona-avoid-ii-lyrics

xona

spotify

avoid II w/ ruevi, heylog, hiraeth, sleepwater, sinxi, casperrr, vil, valerii & deadfish

w @heylog
produced by sleepwater and leftquiet

lyrics:
ive been to heaven hell and she wanted it
she wanna ham my neck till im on it
switching positions i feel like im in night time
i don't feel the sun no more i dont like sunshine
quicker my heart declines
more that i find myself
shut my windows and blinds
more that i hate myself
i dislike everything
but dislike you the most
my lifes full of sin
cos i dont know where to go

stood outside im seeing flies
im outside you know my time
wait for this im on a climb
fuck my psyche its pain until i die
gaining more likes am i doing something right
its gone up in spikes have i gone up in my life
maybe you should listen to me once in a while
surely you would be different if you werent in denial
EVERY THOUGHT SHES EVER HAD STARTS TO FUCKING PILE
OH I WISH I NEVER HAD SHES FUCKING VILE
depression getting really bad you can crack a smile
you can barely leave your bed stop acting like a child
how did you get rid of your sweat did you run it off
do something w ur life and make it worthwile

heylog:
she's so psychotic, i knew when i saw
speaking so toxic ur just like ur mom
everything i do she gets really pissed
so why does it feel like it's always my fault
god ur chaotic, quit starting a fight
i ain't one to argue, it's a waste of time
she purposely trying to spark up a flame
and now all of this is getting out of line
oh baby
ur so cold
ur making this easy
give more
oh baby
we're off course
she said she want more she said she want more
innocence
don't exist
she'll find ways to get your head
she's offended again
exaggerate things i say
oh my dear
you're in fear
block it out with a few beers
everyone she's ever cursed is in a pile
everyone she's ever hurt calls her vile
and everyone she's done the worst gets away
am i the only one who's learned from her pain
now the whole place burnt down
and i can see it in her eyes she's happy
i hope you know u look like a clown
cus only you would act a little trashy

𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘺 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨

pile w/heylog

prod by me :>

(skylin)
all the hatred that you're giving me is only poisoning
at least with my enemies i know what it is they seek
I rather judas instead of someone backstabbing me
oh you're pathetic askin me if I would forgive you

I never go out or talk to people like I know I should
it's easier not engaging and hiding inside my hood
sometimes I tend to fail myself and everyone around me
I guess it kinda scared me from socially interacting

on the darkest days I don't know who it is that I will call
but I am hoping you answer because im bout to fall
and I don't know where I am going but ik you know it all
so I am calling out to you please do not let me fall


(heylog)
catch me on the other end
what i said i really meant
what are all the thoughts your brain holds
what's inside that head
i think i finally figured you out
i think it's time to step out your life now
i don't know what i did for you to become untied to me
if you're gonna act like this then break it off entirely
and if i would've known your emotions would all start piling
then i would've kept it hush instead of you crying to me
i was there for you when no one else was
now i'm seeing the truth and exposing your bluffs
i was there for you at your lowest point
don't go and blame it on me, this wasn't my choice

[[anger - disconnect]]

traitor w/heylog

traitor w/ heylog (Now on Spotify)

prod. me (dawsin)
guitars by me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)
-
im bored

lyrics :

like im noir
on her knees
on her knees
on her knees

huh
yea
like im noir
ahhh ahh

black and white pages
all on the floor
i hunt my prey from the dark
like im noir
"you have a bad taste"
haha
then why you craving more?
she look at me like
like an omnivore

i can see visions in the light
maybe its just a trick of the eye
yet they haunt me at the dead of night
they want me dead or alive
dead or alive
dead or alive
like dead or alive
dead or alive
dead or alive

i own a thermal scope i bet you dont have one of those
icy when things get hot, i see it when your bones get cold
i can feel the filth, i smell like blood and daffodils
she says i give her the chills
but bae that's a part of the thrill, real
hm
hea- hea-
but bae that's a part of the thri-
hea- hea-

got 10 bounties on my head, head
every one here, want me dead
but bae that's a part of the thrill

huh ya
baby i won't kill
but bae that's a part of the thrill

what
it's not my fault
... 
no..
it is.
i'm the one to blame
it took a lot of blood for you to learn that lesson
just sit there wallowing in ur own guilt (like im noir)

"you have a bad taste", then why you cravin' more?
she look at me like, like an omnivore

noire

prod. vain
all vox by vain

[<3]

crash, crash
crash, crash
crash, crash
crash, crash
let it crash, let it burn (oh yeah)
set me in the dirt
it hurts, it hurts (oh yeah)
baby, it hurts (oh yeah)
in a flash, let it burn (oh yeah)  
set me in the dirt
it hurts, it hurts (oh yeah)
baby, it hurts (oh yeah)
let it crash
(don't, don't, don't, don't)
(don't, don't, don't, don't)
(don't, don't, don't, don't)
(don't, don't, don't, don't)
let it crash (oh yeah)
(don't, don't, don't, don't)
(don't, don't, don't, don't)
(don't, don't, don't, don't)
(don't, don't, don't, don't)
let it crash (oh yeah)
I know something that you don't, I know something that you don't
I know something that you don't, I know something that you don't
I know something that you don't, I know something that you don't
I know something that you don't, I know something that you don't
(yeah)
I know something that you don't, I know something that you don't
I know something that you don't, I know something that you don't
let it crash (yeah)
(I know something that you don't, I know something that you don't)
(I know something that you don't, I know something that you don't)
let it crash (yeah)
(I know something that you don't, I know something that you don't)
(I know something that you don't, I know something that you don't)
let it crash (yeah)
(I know something that you don't, I know something that you don't)
(I know something that you don't, I know something that you don't)
let it crash (yeah)
(I know something that you don't, I know something that you don't)
(I know something that you don't, I know something that you don't)
let it crash (yeah)

crash, crash
crash, crash

[v]

crash

produced by mix
cover art by wyfy
vocals by @solrisyours, @wyfydisconnected & @1m1x (in order)
all plats -> https://share.amuse.io/VVhswJjnZz7r

lyrics:
@solrisyours
stupid fucking ho i knew you were a faker
keep on talking shit about me ima roll my paper
called your girl yours well bitch ima take her
got my people on my back they sum lazers
bitch wanna fuck me til she cry
absent club up on my side
fuck wit me then u might die
talk to me lil bro like you aint gettin shi dun
fuck abt a day one always
got a dih up in ur ass is u gay or sum? (line made by a member of the lgbtq dont stress)

@wyfydisconnected
cut you up with my boys talkin A.C. (absent club)
drunk off ur blood drippin down
shii make me tipsy
boi ts too tuff u cant stop me
run em down in a car pushin 120

D. Adamovich the way I got this lethal aim
dont need no gun 'cuz im just too good with the blade
'sect em apart
leave no sign, leave no trace
like another's said before
WE AINT THE SAME

@1m1x
bitch you fucked up guess its dumb luck
you can't roll wit us i don't give a fuck
i got whatchu need bitch its (AC)
got the look she reads in books
now shes on her knees

yea ill shoot him in his face
yall like how the bullets taste?
finna meet him at his place
can you handle all the bass?

@solrisyours
you cant handle it boy shut tf up
keep on talking all this shit u better hush up
pussy think he slick but i always stay tucked
talkin like he wit the team u aint one of us

@wyfydisconnected
you aint my bro
you more js like my side bitch
you say ur better lil bro i do not buy it
d-dont pay much attention, honest
i js aim with my bro
if his guns aimed at ur head
then im coming for your throat
got ur girl backseat
we burning calories
talking all behind the screen when you aint shit to me

@1m1x
try to run you cant bitch
dispose him like hes garbage
cant even try to salvage it
im in his girls messages
smile for me bitch u on camera
got baggiest jeans in atlanta
3 ho's on my lap call me santa
you and ya boy needa man up
yall wanna fight so come pull up
you dont wanna die like boy give up
stole yo bitch like where my hug
do what i want dont give no fucks
i know shit you could never know
ima beat him down and drag him on the floor
shes a dumb lil lying ass ho
i see why she fucks with u ur both below

photo

prod. @herskylin

amv: https://youtu.be/FyyT0j_EfSE?si=CqPAPI9Bx_LYt7nb

don’t wanna imagine a world without you
tu me tiene vuelto loco y sin idea about you
(you have me crazy and not knowing what to do about you)
i don’t think you love me from the start i doubt you 
and now i feel all the weight crashing down from all my actions 
shoulda never got mixed up witchu 
now it’s a grave for two 
i fucked it up, it’s what’s i’ve always done 
it’s what’s i’ve always done 
it’s what i’ve always done

I ain't got much strength left in me but I'm hopin that I-
make it to tomorrow, I'm losing all hope 

huh, so tell me what am i supposed to say 
i think about you a couple times a day
you cloud my thoughts every time i lay 
it seems like things will never go my way
with barely any strength left, 
I pull thru this day without rest 
feeling love less, feeling numbness, 
feeling a mess, feeling nothing

well tell me baby is it even really worth it
if nothing that I do can ever be perfect 
I'm just another guy not wanting to be worthless
and baby you are so pretty it leaves me wordless

i light my cigarette and hope that i forget things 
I just feel like i’m nothing worthy of attention 
i suffer from self deprecation and seclusion 
i know im fucked up in the head don’t need to prove it

refresh

skylin - refresh

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3MyYxx8xvAuXSBjaWn3Ytx?si=gVcNjko9TNmK31A6EsnxLA
video: https://youtu.be/aSLd-sA_r8E?si=zJtO76JZEkzhwppL
amv: https://youtu.be/EFWBgiBOOsI?si=xGHMcNo8ZR7M7D4_

produced by heylog

i was looking at her eyes
i could tell she wanna die
wait, don't
i will be alone no
please don't go (please don't go) (please don't go)
please don't go (please don't go) (please don't go) (please don't go)
this is how it ends (this is how it ends)
i watch 'em all pretend (i watch 'em all pretend)
this is how it ends (this is how it ends)
drowning in our sins (drowning in our sins)
i was looking in her soul, she remind me of a ghoul
i think that she want me gone
come near me i'll bash your skull (bask your skull)
this is how it ends (this is how it ends)
i watch 'em all pretend (i watch 'em all pretend)
this is how it ends (this is how it ends)
drowning in our sins (drowning in our sins)

it's time to speed up
i am fed up with these people
go home
the world is falling off
i wanna go home
this ain't us
rewind
i wanna rewind back to you
beside
i wanna be beside close to you (close to you) (close to you)

heylog - how it ends

produced by heylog

lyrics:
time will tell
pick the gun up and shoot in the head (in gta)
don't worry
you don't have to get by playing pretend
tried to be nice 
but i ended up losing friends
i disappeared and don't ever wanna talk again

driving on the freeway
the same one i saw that look on your face
you told my boy it's been hard to reach me
"talking to log isn't easy"
stop tryna get me to hangout
without you i've picked up the pace now
just go ahead
select all, delete it
i'm done and i'm leaving
been a while, i wonder if you'd recognize me
always thought what we had was strong as concrete
spoke too soon and i shoulda moved on way long ago
don't know you and i can't believe we used to be close
tempted to pick the gun up and shoot him in the head (in gta)
at the time all i wanted was for you to be dead
stupid bitch, you don't wanna live life playing pretend
don't be asking for guidance or for a hand to lend
swear it felt like yesterday
i don't recognize this place
it sucks that shit's permanent
and that scar won't go away
it don't matter where you are
at your house or in your car
i'm stuck there next to your hip
your fault you took it too far

shoot

produced by me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)
everything by me (dawsin) :o

lyrics:
just a figment
of my
imagination
of me

RID OF ME
RID OF ME
MY OTHER PERSONALITY
HE'S NOT A FRIEND TO ME
HATE MYSELF
FAMILY STILL SCARED OF ME
.45 TO MY TEMPLE
I'M READY TO GET
RID OF ME

don't want no one
but I left these flowers 
here for you
baebaebaebae
babe it's true
baebaebaebae
that I wanna blow my head out
so I feel like a drop out
(in life)
so you'll walk in my room and ask me why I did this
ain't been the same, since I regained my pulse

let me leave
let me leave
let me leave 
this horrible dream

I might've said that "I was fine"
but-
ahaa
it's quite the opposite
i-
I don't even know how to feel anymore

remember the first time I said "hey"?
well this the last time I say "bye"
you're so fake
anxiety got me covering my arms in stripes
(our journey together, ends here.)

I'm disappointed in my self
cause 
I still have the ring on
I still haven't taken it off
AND I BET YOU THINK THATS IT'S PITIFUL
BUT I MISS YOUR EARFULS
I MISS WHEN WE TALKED ALOT
AND NOW ITS ALL GONE-

bipolarity

prod by me : /

sunlight peaks through my blinds
it burns my eyes n makes me want to die 
and you're not here, layin' by my side
and I wish that, things were different now

grab on my hips, then we start, locking lips
caught in a kiss, move my hips, just to sync
bite on my lip, love the mark, that you left 
don't loosen grip, hold it tight, close to death

fucked up in the head and I don't know what to do now
you're telling me that it's been over 
and I just feel like I been locked out
ain't no fuckin way I'm movin on

why the fuck you leavin me when you know that im all alone
got this pain inside my heart, a poison wit no antidote
people saying that they love me but I know they fuckin dont
if they really did, would I even be all alone?

agony, sweet agony, I love it when you're holding me
killin me, you're killin me, my agony, it holds me sweet
agony has been here longer than anyone else ever has
agony, my agony, it won't ever leave me and I'm sure of that

I can feel the cracks inside of my persona breakin
she just tell me that anything she said wasn't fake, yeah
tell me that im special but what of that am i making ?
I can tell that life ain't done so it gon keep on taking

I done walked up on this decision and then it fucked my life
I'm just hopin that I can hold on and make it out alive 
elliot didn't get so lucky like i did.. i threw it
I could never lie about it, I know i misused it

if you think it's worth it putting me away for years, 
I'm not gonna fight it i'll pay off my debt in tears
I hope things go well for you and if they dont im here 
just a stupid dog that won't abandon post that he's near 

tell me that I deserve this, 
if you- said anything- my wrist i'll slit
my blood will drip, my life will end, 
and you'll be it

tell me how.. 
if im feelin down you'd know
promise i will tell you everything i know
until then im in hell

tell me you love me
hate me it wont break me
hold me don't let go of me
don't let go of me

you can give me your hate, it won't change anything for me
I could shake it off like leaves on a car when it's starting 
to accelerate on the speed and then they just fall off
I just wanna see the boys win and they already know that 

you deserve to be happy and I want you to know it
you're the love of my life and I wasn't even knowin 
someone could pick me up and repair me like it's nothin 
I been learning german so I can give the love a language

[[acceptance, self reflection]]

---

I made a vow to never lose again

crash

vain

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