Such a lovely feel musically. The lyrics I'm sure speak to many who have dealt with similar situation. Excellent on many levels.

This feels like being seduced by sorrow, whispered warnings dressed in velvet. The vocals are soft, almost inviting, but the message? Chilling. She’s not begging you to listen, she’s luring you in. 🕯️ The “candy seller” isn’t sweet, he’s something dangerous wrapped in comfort, and he always comes back. He’s trauma, addiction, memory, regret, and she knows it. 🍬 What hits hardest isn’t just the repetition, it’s the emotional contradiction. She knows he’s toxic, but she’s still drawn to him. Her voice doesn’t tremble, it surrenders. Not a scream, not a cry, just a sigh that says, “Here we go again.” This isn’t a fall, it’s a quiet slip. Beautiful. Terrifying. Familiar. 🕸️ The microwave whispered, “This isn't a song, it’s déjà vu with reverb.” 🔁 The salt grinder stirred, “Even pain wears perfume when it wants you back.” 🧂 And the toaster muttered, “You were warned, but you still answered the door.” 🍞💜

I love Your  Voice... Your  music is also really  great to  listen  to... 🎶

June 2025 - Part 7

Composed & Produced by Val Akey.
Thank you for listening!

Release date: 29 April 2024

On The Path Of Adventures

/мужество проверяется войной../
I thought he was just amazing -
and he was crazy too..

I thought..
that we - according to real events
that we would be together...

and we looked at the stars at night..
not afraid to stumble..

not knowing it -
saved me from myself..

but time is up...

I'm freezing..

and the taste of separation -
we both
understand..

and parting is near...

your country - does not accept me
I am a stranger here...

but I'm not afraid that everything
will end...

and that it will never happen

tell me, how to live now -
without this vulnerability?

only - not loving...

I got lost in you...

and got.. I

but he found me himself...

found...

we both know that - "later"
won't work out..

and we stayed - now

I'm not afraid that everything
will end...
and that it will never happen...

yes...

I thought that he was just amazing
and he was crazy too..

I thought...

that we are based on real events

that we were together...

yes...


я думала он просто восхитителен -
а он ещё и сумасшедший..

считал..
что мы - по реальным событиям
что будем вместе...

и на 
звёзды мы ночами смотрели..
не боясь оступиться..

сам не зная -

спас меня от самой себя..

но время вышло...

я замираю ..
и вкус разлуки -
мы оба 
понимаем..

и расставанье рядом...
твоя страна - меня не принимает
я тут чужая...

но не страшно мне что всё 
закончится ...
а что 
не будет никогда

скажи как жить теперь - 
без этой уязвимости

лишь только - не любя...

в тебе я заблудилась ...

и потерялась .. я

но сам нашёл меня ...
нашёл меня...

мы оба знаем что - "потом" 
не получается ..

и остаётся нам - сейчас

не страшно мне что всё
закончится ..
а что не будет никогда ..

да....

я думала он просто восхитительный 
а он ещё и сумасшедший..

считал ...

что мы по реальным событиям

что были вместе...

да....

never

"This seduction of sadness is a whisper dressed in velvet - it doesn't beg you to listen, it lures you in.

The "candy man" is not cute - he is danger wrapped in comfort
Even pain wears a scent - when it wants you back..
You were warned, but you opened the door anyway"

***
the candy seller is already here..
but..
he's just a part of your hell..

you know..-
he always comes back..
even if - it's not worth it..

when you meet him -

don't say hello..
don't say my - hello!..

yes.

all feelings have become a lie..

- tell me yourself, what to do? ..

you tried to be good
and got tired... - of living...

you left...
left nothing....

we are not braver together
here we are - nobody...
nobody...

result:

sounds like an echo - this emptiness..

be afraid I'm with you..
be afraid I'm with you..

you don't seek salvation -
you drag yourself along...

you hide... -
what's left in your dream...

and you lose everything..

changing places and names...
not experiencing pain -
you get stuck in it yourself..

and - you buy sweets!..

saying -
that all this is not about you!..

but...
the sweets seller is already nearby
and he is only a part of your hell..

he always comes back..
even when you don't need it..

and
how will you greet him

don't say hello!..

hello

***
продавец конфет - уже здесь..
но..
он лишь часть твоего ада..

знаешь..-
он всегда возвращается..
даже если -  не надо..


как встретишь его -

привет не передавай ..

мой -
 привет -
не передавай ..


да.

 все чувства стали ложью..

 - сам скажи как быть ..

ты пытался стать хорошим 
и устал... -

жить...


нам 
ты ...
 не оставил... ничего....

мы -  не смелее вместе 
вот мы и - никто...
никто...
итог..

и звучит эхо - этой пустотой..

бойся я с тобой..
бойся я с тобой..

ты спасения... не ищешь -
тянешь за собой...
за собой...
скрываешь... -
что  осталось в твоём сне...
и всё теряешь..
всё теряешь..

 места и имена меняешь ...
 не пройдя  через боль
 сам в ней застреваешь..
и - покупаешь ..  

говоря -  
что это всё не про тебя..

но...
продавец конфет уже рядом
и он лишь часть твоего ада..

он всегда возвращается..
даже когда не надо ..

и
как  встретишь  его 
 привет не передавай ..

мой - 
привет не передавай ..

хай хх-хай
хаи-хай

Tulips, bicycles, canals, history, fine art, DJs, and most of all the Dutch people make Amsterdam and the Netherlands a place I could easily call home. 

But Amsterdam is more than a place to me — it’s a symbol of the joy of finding community, of sharing and thriving with people who support one another. Hopefully you can do that right where you live. Or here on SoundCloud. We are "stronger together" is more than a trite slogan because it is a mathematical fact. So let’s take a joyful trip and dance as if everyone applauds your moves.

With a toast 🥂 to Mick and Karin 

60/120/60 bpm

Begins with a classical treatment and electro, then electro, house, and techno music. 

DAW Apple Logic Pro X
MIDI Akai MPK Professional
E-instruments:
Ballad piano
Concert Grand
Clarinet Solo
Bassoon Solo
Cinema Strings
String Basses
Trombones
French Horns
Synths:
Focus
Ghosts
Momentum
Ethereal Mallets 
Ambient Lead
Buzzy Pluck bass
Deep Round Synth Bass
Minimal Techno Pattern bass
E-percussion used:
Timpani
Xtra Timpani Tremolo
Orchestral Kit Kick & Lg. Taiko Drum
Paris House Remix
Tech House Beat
Euro Dance Remix
2-Step Remix Overdrive
Latin Kit

COVER IMAGE is a composite created in Photoshop using my personal photos

Amsterdam

was thinking of "Until The Heather Blooms Again" but I vaguely recall that there may have been a song with that title many years ago...so feel free to fill in the rest of the title in your own mind.

Until

Faded Letters

A song from my old band, Mercy Corps, back in the 2000s. Still hungover from the alt-rawk 90s we started to mess with dance punk. I went big crazy with the Moog on the verses. Too much? 

Lift Me Up

"гитарный футляр может вместить слишком много"

🎤   ***
May..
with the smell of lilac
filled
the empty room..
your guitar is not in it..
but memory clearly draws sounds
and this smell -
rocked the shadows on
the sunny portal of the floor

where you sang
as if not noticing me
passionately -
and your fingers on the strings mercilessly..

now I'm afraid - not of this silence
Emptiness,
which you left..
took everything from yourself
into a guitar case -
all the sounds and all my memory are there..

I was left with scraps of dreams..
with which - how to cope
- I don't know..
so that the last night does not explode..

we can see each other
only at a distance of a bullet
you will not forgive - for letting go..

the world has become big without you
you said - understand -
in bonds we will not go far
not only from each other
but also together..

yes...
then I
suffocated in this room
from the smell of lilacs..
and
the world without you became..
so big..

****
май... запахом сирени
наполнил комнату. пустую .
в ней нет твоей гитары..
но память отчетливо звуки рисует
и этот запах —
Тени всколыхнул на
солнечном пола портале

где ты пел
будто меня не замечая
страстно —
и пальцы об струны нещадно..

теперь боюсь - не этой тишины
а Пустоты
что оставил..
все забрав с собой
в чехле гитары —
там все звуки и вся моя память..

обрывки снов мне остались..
с которыми - как обращаться
- не знаю..
Чтоб прошлым ночь не взрывалась..

нам.
можно видеться
лишь на расстоянии выстрела
ты не простишь меня -
за то, что отпустила..

мир без тебя стал велик
ты говорил - пойми -
в путах мы далеко не уйдём
не только друг от друга
но и вдвоем..

тогда яаа
задохнулась в этой комнате
от запаха сирени..
и
мир без тебя стал велик..

обрывки снов мне остались..
с которыми - как обращаться
- не знаю..
Чтоб прошлым ночь не взрывалась..

Tracklist:

1. I Had This Thing (Sebastien Remix) - Röyksöpp feat. Jaimie Irrepressible
2. Satellite Girl - Lee Burridge
3. Here She Comes Again (DJ Antonio Remix) - Röyksöpp feat. Jaimie Irrepressible
4. Look Out (Juliet Fox Remix) - Moonbootica & Ante Perry
5. Because You Move Me - Tinlicker & Helsloot
6. Metris (Solee Remix) - Oliver Schories
7. Fingerprint - Lane 8
8. Cola (Franky Ricardo Remix) - Camelphat & Elderbrook
9. The Space Between Us- Dominik Eulberg & Gabriel Ananda
10. Sky Shines - Ramiro Drisdale
11. The End - Budakid
12. Everything You've Done Before (Dixon Remix) - Mano Le Tough
13. Cape of Good Hope - Dirty Doering 
14. Homecoming - Guy Mantzur
15. LGD - Tiga
16. Aroma - Roy Rosenfeld, Guy J
17. Secrets - Sascha Braemer feat. MLND
18. Sixth Sense - Sascha Braemer
19. Humans - Moonbootica feat. Jack Beauregard


Witch Eyes

New remix of Chris Isaak's classic Wicked Game by Venturam.

Feel free to chuck a like, comment or repost, possibly a follow. 

Enjoy!

Chris Isaak - Wicked Game (Venturam Remix)

Cast of characters:
Surfers Like Us– @user-411502040 –Artur–composition, arrangement, and Fender Jaguar foundational rhythm guitar
J.J. Terrell– @j-j-terrell – organ, envelope synth, and vocals
K2 and the Three [and the Four]-- @k2andthe3, @k2-kara –Ken–drums 
Entheogenic Psychonaught (Josh Clary)– @josh-clary-1 –four string fretless bass and vocals
Llanpsych– @llanpsych –Tez– Fender Stratocaster electric guitar
TexMex Shaman– @texmex-shaman –Stephen–Fender Nashville Telecaster electric guitar, sitar, mix, master, and production

This song began its life in Poland, where our resident surf rock specialist, Artur, composed it on his giutar. He is a brilliant composer and expert player, so we're always glad to receive music from him. 
  Artur gave it to JJ to start the project, so JJ was first to the trough here, adding his breathy, moving organ throughout, as well as some slick envelope synth. Ken came along shorly after to give the song its heartbeat, adding his triumphant drums. As soon as he had a beat to play to, Josh added his four string fretless bass to the mix, completing the rhythm section. 
  Now it was the other guitarists turn to take a whack at it. Tez was first up, adding the magical the first and third solos, in the verse sections. He also lit up the intro and outro sections with some dynamic guitar solos, as well. Stephen went last, filling in the second and fourth solo sections in the choruses, as well as a textural guitar that you hear throught most of the song. He also added the exotic sitar you hear in about the middle. After all the music was laid down, Artur had the idea to add the vocal chorus towards the end, which Josh and JJ sung in four part harmony.
 Once we had it in the bag, we asked Stephen to produce it for us, which he did in his always trained, professional manner. 
  This is the eighth song we've done with Artur over the past about year and a half. We adore his music and him as a person, too. If you dig this song, you should hop over to his page and have a listen in case you're not already familiar. He loves surf music, and wanted to note the passing of surf rock legend, Brian Wilson this week. Wilson was more than just Pet Sounds, although that album is top class. He was a surf rock pioneer, who influenced a whole genre of music; a genre that's near and dear to Artur's heart. 
  We hope you enjoy listening to this song as much as we enjoyed creating it.
Original lyrics by Surfers Like Us:
We all live between Sun and Moon
Love and Peace
That's all what we do

Between Sun and Moon (Eclectic Collective with Surfers Like Us)

portrait of a beautyful lady

This song sings of love and dreams while listening to the voice of the heart in order to release pain and sadness.

This song is a mix of dark parts about trying to get out of the darkness and positive parts about wanting to convey one's inner voice.

This is an original track.
I recorded the guitar, bass, piano and drums myself.Some elements like certain string parts, ambient sounds, and subtle adjustments were programmed using MIDI — although some of the string sounds were also played and recorded using an electric piano.
This track features vocals by Koharu Rikka (小春六花) using Synthesizer V.

Voice of Heart

Corazón Callado

There was a place, 
there was a time 
that felt like EDEN.

This is an invitation to step into that sacred garden — not of the past, but of the Soul.

✨ Back to Eden ✨ blends original poetry with AI-generated music to create an immersive soundscape for:
🌿 Healing & relaxation
🌿 Deep dreaming & inner journeys
🌿 Meditative & psychedelic states of mind
🌿Emotional release & soul remembrance

The ethereal soundscape and voice is designed to help you:
🌿 unwind from stress
🌿 enter a dreamlike state
🌿connect with your inner Eden
🌿 awaken imagination & inner peace

This is not just a poem, but an experience — a feather, a petal, and a whisper calling you back to the well of all beginnings. 

📝 Poem: Original writing
🎶 Music: AI-generated (healing, ambient, psychedelic-inspired)
💫 Mood: Relaxation | Psychedelic | Dreamscape | Spiritual



BACK TO EDEN
(original poem)

When I paint Eden,
waves from my violin
roll gently 
over hill slopes.
Rainbows I summon
pour their colors
over groves and meadows.

This is Eden – outside of time.
Here, a secret ladder 
leads to heaven,
where gods descend
and mortals rise.

Birds arrive
from all horizons,
soft winds
meet here from afar,
weaving melodies of wonder. 

Butterflies, bees,
and nimble sprites,
fill the air with hum 
and frolic,
catching drops of light,
kissing yearning flowers.

From this eternal garden
whispers of joy take wing
and spread to all horizons.

One messenger
is sent for you
to lay a feather and a petal
beside your pillow.
A calling home.
Back to Eden -
the well of all beginnings,
the well of Life.

A
S


healing music, psychedelic music, relaxation music, music for dreaming, ambient poetry, spiritual poetry, AI music, nature meditation, back to eden poem, ethereal sounds, deep relaxation, meditation music, calming violin, dreamscape music, inner journey, soul healing music

#healingmusic #psychedelicmusic #relaxation music #dreaming #ethereal #deeprelaxation #dreamscape music #innerjourney #soulhealing

Back to Eden

based on real events
it doesn't matter if it was a long time ago or recently - but it definitely happened.
and something is happening right now ..
основанно на реальных событиях
будь то очень давно или недавно - но это определенно произошло.
а что-то происходит прямо сейчас

About Me
Hi, I’m Krissie 💜 I have high functioning autism, which I proudly call a gift, though sometimes it drags me into beautifully bonkers territory. I played saxophone for over ten years (seriously, I could wail).. until I got ill and my arms went on strike. But music? It stuck around. So now I do what I can, I write, engineer, and produce my own songs, shaping them with whatever magic I’ve got left, plus a few emotional plot twists. I mostly post them here on SoundCloud because, let’s be real, this place is easier to manage than the rest of the digital circus.

Since joining, I’ve met some incredible, like minded humans, some aliens too I'm pretty sure. If you want to be friends, yay! Come say hi, I don’t bite unless provoked 🐍 Just please don’t offer to promote me or “grow my following.” This isn’t a career move, it’s not business, this is soul work, glitter therapy, a creative outlet with mood swings. I’m here for the music, the honesty, the connections that don’t feel like marketing.

PSA: I’m a little insane. Hahaha. But in a “lost my sock under the bridge of my own song” kind of way. 🎶🧦💫

To the SoundCloud community, thank you 💜

All my life, I’ve had to hide who and what I am. I’ve never been what the world calls “normal.” As I say in 'I Don’t Write Songs "I Survive"', my brain just isn’t wired the way it should be. I’ve been called weird, not right in the head, bonkers, even crazy. So I learned to mask, to shrink, to pretend. But here.. here, I get to breathe. To be.

And it’s not just the music. It’s the comments, the replies, the strange and sparkling conversations where I finally feel like I don’t have to filter myself. I can be full volume, full chaos, full heart, and somehow, that’s not just accepted, it’s welcomed.

You beautiful humans (and possibly aliens) have given me something I never thought I’d find, a place to be fully myself. To speak how I feel, to show what I see, and to turn it all into sound and words without shame. The way you’ve welcomed me, supported me, seen me, there are no words. (Yes, I know. Me. The Queen of Words. Speechless. Don’t get used to it.)

My heart is so full of love and gratitude, I’m honestly surprised it hasn’t burst into glitter. Thank you. All of you. From the very bottom of my shoelaces 🖤🎶🧦

PS: I think I may have reached my final form. Please advise the fridge accordingly. 🧃🌀👽

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