sped up by 1 :D 

mix by me, @ploua,  @assperrr
master by asperr

lyrics

act like you didnt have a choice
everything u do set fire to me
hide the truth lie to me
dont know how to help i took the lead
and now my jeans covered in blood
cut up yea i still bleed 
you leave ur mark on me

(chorus)
i aint expect much
 just hoped we would be together 
autumn we fell in the leaves
since whend you stop fucking w me
scraped up from my hands to my knees
you wanna see me hurt
its how you find ur peace
ur doing better with him than me
dont send me pictures i dont wanna see
i dont wanna need you
you threw away everything now i see you
i dont wanna see u
you let go what we went thru
i know ur doing better than me
i dont wanna be here
w someone not fucking w me
trying harder but its just me
crying harder been losing sleep
up at 3 reading old reciepts

(ploua)

dont expect much 
if its me youre looking
you were talkin tuff
bitch dont know i got carats on my teeth

gotta keep in mind 
get yo money up 
a couple stingers on me 

try to buy 
a couple rounds of the soda ya 
make fuckin name 

sorry i dont like you 
snort another line
try to get me back 
betchya didnt know that

(chorus) 

if u wanna be with him then be
i was trying to win u 
cuz i didnt want u to leave
but if u couldnt see me for me
then why would i be here
this whole time u wanted to leave
my heart cant find peace
im better of getting used to me
i still cant see
the reason u lied to me
whyd u tell me u were gon come back
whole time u knew u dont need me
i hold to me a reason u do what u did
cause if i rlly knew would happened i think id be sick as shit

find ur peace ft ploua (asperr)

@55depths
@bleedteam
@zephyrcove
@eunhae
prod/mixed/mastered by me.
additional vocals by @riptenshi

i want myself back.

lyrics:
how could i look in the mirror?
all i see is someone hiding something
couldn't be any clearer
that i lost my way a real long time ago
did you really think you'd get this far?
are you truly fine with who you are?
cut the bullshit
you've been living a great lie
killed by guilt from the inside

you took a step back
and now you're losing your grip
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
i need to get back
or i'll just lose in the end
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
oh yeah i still do it again

(eunhae)
wait a minute
it'll be fine in the end
and if it doesn't
then at least we can pretend
we're in control and
it's all going to plan
i say i'm fine
but not and i'll just do it again
it's gonna take a lot of time
to heal from everything that makes me cry
i keep on trying even though i really wanna hide
i wanna grow but i'm still spending every day inside

you took a step back
and now you're losing your grip
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
i need to get back
or i'll just lose in the end
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
oh yeah i still do it again

on and on
i make the same mistakes
can't you tell
it's written on my face
pull the thread, unravel me
take it all
what's left of me
on and on
i make the same mistakes
can't you tell
it's written on my face
pull the thread, unravel me
take it all
what's left of me...

spotify

do it again w/ eunhae

written & produced by valetical

lyrics:

i watched it fall, i watched it burn (from the ground up, i built our life)
you took my heart, you let me hurt (from the ground up, i built our life)
and i watch from afar, at the top of the hill, you look so different now
thinking of words to say when we cross paths

i really don't know how you say, i've changed, but the only thing here that's changed is your mind
leave me, replace, there goes another lost hope that i thought i would find
you say, i've changed, but the only thing here that's changed is your mind
leave me, replace, there goes another lost hope that i thought i would find

and i know that it's not healthy to be obsessed, but you can't help me
i want what's best, but i know that i can't give up what i want
and i know that it's not healthy to be obsessed, but you can't help me
i want what's best, but i know that i can't give up what i want

do you enjoy watching me suffer?
i play my cards, put down the bottle
i know it's hard, my life is awful
only gets worse, i read every chapter
and there is no happy ever after
i'm a bad liar, i'm a bad actor
i put on a smile, but it's really a disaster but i go on

you say, i've changed, but the only thing here that's changed is your mind
leave me, replace, there goes another lost hope that i thought i would find
you say, i've changed, but the only thing here that's changed is your mind
leave me, replace, there goes another lost hope that i thought i would find

(145.610)

replace

https://open.spotify.com/track/1t8CP3baQ8AngP8b9egAMH 

lyrics:

you would do it- such a bitch tho
all the nights youre at my window
youve been gone so ive been solo
all the times you left me so low

ive been down cant get enough
so ill drink one more just pass the cup
now im too down bout you fuck me up
now im down im boutta fuck this up
tell me that you need me again and ill be there for you but im not your friend
so i keep my promise after all
cuz one more night aint changing yall

ah ah ah ah ah
omg u lost ur mind
ah ah ah ah ah
omg u lost ur mind
omg you changed a lot
now im counting backwards change the clock
i keep getting lost and- wait im not
ill stay in the light im in the spot

ive been down cant get enough
so ill drink one more just pass the cup
now im too down bout you fuck me up
now im down im boutta fuck this up
tell me that you need me again and ill be there for you but im not your friend
so i keep my promise after all
cuz one more night aint changing yall

need me again (p. MURRRR)

feat. @aftrrs

[intro]
let me know if youre tellin the truth
please dont forget me 
cause i could never forget you 
yeah its best that you left for yourself and im glad
that you got all your help 
and hes there for your hand

[hook]
no i dont want you anywhere near me 
but know that its a lie 
yeah its a lie 
yeah its a lie 

cant concentrate i cant think clearly 
cause all my thoughts tell me to die
they tell me die
tell me to die 

[verse]
talk down
talk down to me 
dont tell me what you want from me
you dont give just take all of the pieces that i needed

know this wont work out
work out i need it 
takin down these drugs repeated
i dont give no fucks bout my own feelings
no i dont see them ima

act so oblivious and say im doin fine 
but its just
so fucking hard you planted seeds inside my mind
i cant waste no time im fuckin fried
no i dont want no one hit my line
u know that ive been
ive been so lonely 
ive been
ive been so lonely 

ive been
ive been so lonely 

[aftrr]
tell me if you're leaving tonight
do you know how i feel inside
change the topic, press the issue
it don't matter who's wrong or right
waiting on you to decide
wanna skip to the end of my life
who gon wipe your tears when you cry?

i'm tired of missing someone
can't believe i thought you were the one
but i can't lie, without you, it's no fun
like who am i, who have i become

overdue communications
fall through on complications
stand on two's, i don't gotta say shit
acting rude with no basis

[hook]
no i dont want you anywhere near me 
but know that its a lie 
yeah its a lie 
yeah its a lie 

cant concentrate i cant think clearly 
cause all my thoughts tell me to die
they tell me die
tell me to die 
x2

refrain

SPOTIFY

refrain ft. aftrr! (plantcham)

prod me
feat
@7akkiro
@v_leticall

@esssoh
ye i think id be off better if you would just go away
i wish there was something we could do
back up, im so sick, youre in my space
what u think this gotta do w you
eyes closed i dont wanna see her
keep the curtains drawn yea thats how i need it
got this urge yea i think im gonna feed it
now im stuck here hoping i dont have to feel the end

@7akkiro
oh i, i dont know why u try
gotta hold my breath when you tell me lies
its at the point where i dont see u anymore
always lose myself when you tell me twice
oh i, i dont know why i try
im at the point of my life where i dont got no vices
i taste your love its bitter
now im by myself but ive never been better

@v_letical
last night i dont think i heard a word you said
i been up all day i cant catch my breath
ooo i aint reading that letter
cut you out my life and ive never been better
path finder, howd i end up here
covered my face, do you see my tears
now their forcing me to fight my fears
covered my face, do you see my tears

@esssoh
fuckin wanna be like me but he never will
yeah he sellin out his team tryna sign a deal
whats it gotta do w me?
how it made you feel
mfs talkin thru a screen
(make it something real)
x2

vices ft akkiro + valetical

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/vil13/the-acoustics
Produced, written, recorded, and engineered by @vilsynth

Keep driving, I’ll smoke my cigarette and cope
I’m grown, it’s cold, I fall asleep to jokes
Go slow on a dark road, My baby’s in her see through clothes
Invoking a show for every little piece of gold
New friends, No loose ends
I’ll fantasize again
I spend my every waking minute on the prize i’ll win 
I’m raw and decomposed, but you already know
I’ve shown myself to be that guy, the one that never shows
Thank god that no one knows
That boy with stunted growth
Reel all my teeth
And put them on your fingertips
It’s getting close to midnight
Reel all my teeth
And put them on your fingertips
It’s getting close to midnight
Break a bone to chew on after hours
A faded home to lose on, and a coward
Leasing every moment to the power
Release all serotonin I devour

Streaming

Sugar Cube

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/vil13/the-acoustics
Produced by @pjladop
Written, recorded, and engineered by @vilsynth

Break a bone to chew on after hours
A faded home to lose on, and a coward
Leasing every moment to the power
Release all serotonin I devour

If I walked through hell, could I see or smell?
He always seethes in well

Feel along my belt, a quarter stitch I left
Leads me up to death

I'm in fear of you, I guess
Every single day, I fear the truth
Watching every single person in my rear view progress, no less
The catch? A cast?
No less? Too bad
The scent of ash
Got my mouth wide open, in a bed of cash
I'm praying for whatever to last

If I don't go now
Would I overdose in my house?
If I don't smoke, how
Would I understand a dying crowd?
If I don't go now
Would I overdose in my house?
If I don't smoke, how
Would I understand a dying crowd?

Take the feeling out my legs
And the ceiling off my head
Like, what the fuck would I be?
I can't be dead or asleep

If I walked through hell, could I see or smell?
He always seethes in well

Feel along my belt, a quarter stitch I left
Leads me up to death

I'm in fear of you, I guess
Every single day, I fear the truth
Watching every single person in my rear view progress, no less
The catch? A cast?
No less? Too bad
The scent of ash
Got my mouth wide open, in a bed of cash
I'm praying for whatever to last

A Dying Crowd

https://soundcloud.com/scrufff

why u so damn pretty u a flower

lily +scruff (sai)

(prod. cxrter x yashio)
<33. new song with mr. 01 (check him out rnn!)
@antag01

lyrics:
@oafalls:
you were pushing me first
I'm down in the dirt
am I making it work, or making it worse?
I know you hate me, 
when I say "I love you" at the same time
blame me
everytime we fight
talk about it every night.

everynight, every night and day
never tried, you just pushed me away
stuck up and tied
I just need an escape
stuck with your lies
just pull the mask away
this is your masquerade
can't keep up with how you play
this point' I ain't feeling safe
you ask me "how I've been doing?"
honestly, can barely say
do that shit and wonder why your friends wanted to walk away
don't hit up my call
I don't want to talk to you today

@antag01:
I thought I'd be okay
but you still gon' run away
it didn't have to go this way
it started with a simple "hey"
and I can't cope with all this hate
hide your face by my display
thought about a wedding ring
kill me, this just where I lay
so please stop saying that I miss you
wish I never kissed you
told you everything I've been through
like damn- was a bitch move
and now I'm having issues
really thought that I could fix you
thought I wouldn't miss you
but then, all are plans are fell through

everynight I lose to you ft. antag01 (prod. cxrter x yashio)

FUCKED freestyle what the FUCK is wrong with this guy

Cover art http://twitter.com/ukon3333

(Lyrics)
I’m with the shit I’m the goat
you are not shit you a hoe
I ride her wave lika boat
You wanna talk let’s go
If you wanna box let’s go
I wrap it up and I go
I’m not your friend, not your bro
I rock margiela my clothes 

I’m in the back of her bus like Rosa 
You fuckin with me I don’t know ya
That nigga broke, he need a mf cast
I cannot deal with that shit in the past
Your bitch a problem, your not gonna last
Don’t talk to me if you’re music is trash

It’s gon get lit when I walk in the function 
Me and you’re bitch joined up like a junction 
Bitch dont talk shit bitch you buggin
We gon pull up like it’s nothin

Nigga your dirty you not gon get love
Nigga your thirty your a pest your a bug
Your life is sad you need a hug
You not gon get in the key is not under the rug

I’m with the muchacho’s we out in Cancun 
We fuck it up like a mf typhoon 
Bitch you goofy you look like a baboon
Bitch you a sheep you jump over the moon
I’m on the hunt for a mf rune 
Bitch you sound stupid you outta tune
My life is crazy like mf dune
Pull up lil bitch wtf you gonna do

THANK YOU FOR 500!!!!

A Dying Crowd

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