BiTCH_GOONY/KILLKXNG_SORROW/

big thanks to @hiseph for hopping on this with me! we made this shit bang. I really loved making this shit; I hope you all can enjoy it as much as I do, #muchlove to everyone here with me<3 thanks guys

lovely, wicked business

lovely, wicked business w/ seph (thrdprsn + seph)

cover of elliot’s song by dominic fike

shoutout luke skyzz happy holidays 😎

caponeti - elliot’s song cover

prod https://soundcloud.com/1ello5k https://on.soundcloud.com/Dnd7nFymS7mSPYHa9
with https://soundcloud.com/ilylucina

lightning w/ lucina (ello x silas roe)

all the bros went up
bitch i’m still down here they ain’t give a fuck
i can’t smoke that loud no more that shit it fuck me up
waiting for my time i hope these bitches turn me up 
i’m still on my own shit 
ion give no fuck still
that’s yo sound? then own it
i’m fallin out with bros still
is my shit that trash or are you just to scared to post it?
cause you think i’m better i ain’t got my chance to show it
fuck a genre i do this shit for fun now
fuck a comma i do this shit for fun now
tryna go up n never look at this lil damn town
they all doubted me i wanna be the man now
where i’m at ain’t to bad for no damn hand outs
i can say nobody put me on
just me song after song
trust me, i’m fine with that cause i ain’t never gonna hate on y’all
i ain’t never turned my back on no but myself 
ask me why i took that break i’m worried bout my health
i ain’t one to talk shit but all this shit changed me
i just put my heart in it why you tryna blame me
i’m still on my own shit 
ion give no fuck still
that’s yo sound? then own it
i’m fallin out with bros still
is my shit that trash or are you just to scared to post it?
cause you think i’m better i ain’t got my chance to show it

PSA 2023 p. valerii

Also on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6sm5TbNGtxZMW9yuPsnTnA?si=cce9bfeb58a54d80

@aintitmardee

Lyrics:
Pressure building up real hard
Crumbling from the weight
Got me afraid to run
Got me afraid to run
Got me afraid to run away
Problems loom over me 
Reached your hand out to me 
Oasis from burning sun
Told me it's brave to run away
Not be afraid to run 
Do not be afraid to run
Don't be afraid to run 

It used to feel so wrong
to start living for me
Feelings from me 
They're freeing to me 
I'm so alive
So brave
You woke up my heart 
Pushed me to start
Turned the filters off 
They fade
Fading from my eyes
I know 
At the intersection of my road 
taking all these steps so I can grow
Saving me 
Saved me from me 
Saved me for me to breathe

Run (prod. mardee)

produced by ivy cloak

mixed by me

written by osoarin @osoarin

i can see everything happening at once (ivy cloak)

enjoy or dont enjoy
its ok 
new drop next week too or the week after? idk 
happy may 

don't give me everything that i could ever want
cuz someones out there starving it'll never be enough
i'd rather waste all my school grants on drugs
spendin all my money on some internet love 

stay with me
in love with me
love with me love with me love with me
she's in love with my nails painted
and she loves when my hairs braided
and she loves that i'm underrated
stay with me
in love with me

brb im waiting
that's my favorite song

i hate waiting for love
wtf took yall so long

we’re stuck in the Westin 
i'm not that interesting
id say i love u to ur face in like three languages
we got nothing to do
your flight leaves up at noon
shawty watchu trynna do
i think im in love with u
lol this rhyme scheme 

she wants something more than a best friend
good thing im her best friend
and im her favorite yup

i've got all her favorite songs
i like to do what i want
i've got a tab on my tongue
these dudes don't impress me

don't give me everything that i could want cuz
im being honest
ill fuck it up

and again and again and again and again
it was genuine art that i chose to defend
so if i switch up on friends that i swore to protect
its because this internet love meant more to them in the end

u ever wonder how it's actually kinda impressive how uve come so far without having a mental breakdown like how tf did u hold everything in for so long? thats pretty fucking metal bro

fuck the second chorus imma end it with a mental breakdown
ten toes turned to nubs
i can't bare to stand now

im tired of these fuckers trynna make me
if im a disappointment that's who imma be

i'm desperate
apathetic i lost all my motivation
who i love and care about 
turned to complete strangers

can i give it all up?
fuck it all up
shatter glass until my teeth turn into a bloody color

and go ahead
dont even bother to text me back
only person i trust
fell asleep inside their bed
before i could approach them
so who the fucks gonna care if i 
slash my arms and throat then
and when i crash and burn you could say that i can't control it
no i won't be right back 
scared of fake love 
and losin my will fight to back
my persona imploded	
to a thousands pieces 
would u like that?

now i'm wondering how	

my best friends the person in my head
who wants me dead

internet love

production by @chasesalvia
mixed & mastered by @chasesalvia

please don’t copy that
gun in my pocket while i’m running back
can’t bend the corner of a heart attack
they say it’s lethal, it’s the cardiac arrest
that makes my head fall 
forward
can’t tell the difference, so listen
we’re gettin closer
i swear that i can feel your body even when i’m far
but you’re focused on another nuisance,
don’t know what’s ours

i don't know that, i don't know that, i don't know what's ours
they fall and copy-
off my body
stay on the bar
i don't know that, i don't know that, i don't know what's ours
control my head like ecstasy while i’m on roxy

i can feel your pulse
it's breaking, like the sound of bones
i've been huddled in the corner, ctrl just to prone
so i can sneak around it
no way to lead about it

you take my hand and say to follow your lead
was it worth all the damage you caused to me?
break the control room, now its hard to see
everything around, marking all circuitry

short circuit [chase salvia]

vil synth