lyrics:
i remember that moment we walked to the lake
im just staring at the water watching ripples break
it's very open here watching the cars pass
but god i'd do anything to break all the silence

and i can't stand to look into your eyes again
i don't feel alive and i don't wanna try again
and the clock keeps on ticking like where did the time go
our memories irrelevant our love is a side note

side note
i'm tired of this fucking cycle
like how you always put me down
you're so despiteful
and i know
you're filled with evil what you lie for
i pick and choose my right doors
you ain't wanna die for

how you push and pull the strings and drag me back
i gave you time and money, effort, I'm just naming shit you lack so
our love
it hurts too much I'm blue and black
and now my hearts on fire
ready to attack you
I'm in a cycle love and hate and that's the sad truth
I've seen my body torn to shreds from a birds eye view
like what you hate me for
now I'm more lost than before
i lost my mind shit i guess it's nothing new

and i can't stand to look into your eyes again
i don't feel alive and i don't wanna try again
and the clock keeps on ticking like where did the time go
our memories irrelevant our love is a side note
my skins rots inside of these halls
oh it's always a cycle
i wanna see you like one last time, it's the final
until the sun goes down
and gets to catching our gaze
i want to count all of the freckles
on top of your face

again w/ bes

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