Have Fun ft aweyk (grayskies)

self prod

my submission for priv song challenge

lyrics:
moved to a spot downtown
were so close right now
but ur moving in a couple months
dont wanna think bout that
did long distance in the past
and i hated it cant even front

why this time i fight to stay
theres so many times to run
dont wanna throw it all away
i dont wanna scrap it all 
im so proud of what we've done

its the best for you-
its the worst for me
try my best for you-
for it not to get the best of me too

i guess as of late its hard to enjoy ya
ive been wrapped up in a scary paranoia 
there no choice no choice to ignore ya
one last kiss then ur in california
im not acting how i wanna be
but im the one making a fool out of me
these thoughts in my brain they stay tricking me
im in my head and i know that u can see

dont wanna be like that
in the corner all sad
life gets hard for the light hearted
dont wanna talk bout that
cause this time that we have is
all i really ever wanted 
when we're apart i feel departed
without u i feel so haunted
i hate the distance but it keeps me honest

its the best for you-
its the worst for me
try my best for you-
for it not to get the best of me too

i guess as of late its hard to enjoy ya
ive been wrapped up in a scary paranoia 
there no choice no choice to ignore ya
one last kiss then ur in california
im not acting how i wanna be
but im the one making a fool out of me
these thoughts in my brain they stay tricking me
im in my head and i know that u can see

one last kiss then ur in california

twentytwentytwo

lyrics:
i remember that moment we walked to the lake
im just staring at the water watching ripples break
it's very open here watching the cars pass
but god i'd do anything to break all the silence

and i can't stand to look into your eyes again
i don't feel alive and i don't wanna try again
and the clock keeps on ticking like where did the time go
our memories irrelevant our love is a side note

side note
i'm tired of this fucking cycle
like how you always put me down
you're so despiteful
and i know
you're filled with evil what you lie for
i pick and choose my right doors
you ain't wanna die for

how you push and pull the strings and drag me back
i gave you time and money, effort, I'm just naming shit you lack so
our love
it hurts too much I'm blue and black
and now my hearts on fire
ready to attack you
I'm in a cycle love and hate and that's the sad truth
I've seen my body torn to shreds from a birds eye view
like what you hate me for
now I'm more lost than before
i lost my mind shit i guess it's nothing new

and i can't stand to look into your eyes again
i don't feel alive and i don't wanna try again
and the clock keeps on ticking like where did the time go
our memories irrelevant our love is a side note
my skins rots inside of these halls
oh it's always a cycle
i wanna see you like one last time, it's the final
until the sun goes down
and gets to catching our gaze
i want to count all of the freckles
on top of your face

again w/ bes

Yeah, bitch im the Batman
And I hop in the whip an the color all black
Rocket thrusters sit in the back
If I see me a villain I run up on him,
You can tell by the gadgets not playing wit him
And I'm breaking through windows so niggas know 
That I'm up in this bitch without a plan

Batarang it do damage in this bitch I'm causing havoc 
My lean is purple beauty pagent 
Yeah, swerve in a car I feel all that 
an a nigga wanna fight he catch whiplash
Yeah, I stay up in the shadows niggas cannot see me no
G-Get rid of all them niggas bro I got robin on bat phone

No I am not playing with this nigga he get halo 
I'm a gotham demon bitch like come and stop me if you wish
Like bitch I'm so damn bad I got put on the blacklist
Getting hunted by cops and I'm still stopping crime hits
I been doing it better, been getting them mad, they wanna know who behind this
Ok like riddle me this I'm one guy beating a police force 
When I bring in robin I'll match your whole taskforce

I'm never late setup bait I step in the frame he agitate
They aint ready too bad I dont wait (like yeah yeah too bad I dont wait)

Yeah, bitch it's the night you see the bat anywhere
Give a fuck about niggas dont handle with care 
Signal in the sky see it anywhere
Bitch, break down broken bones
Set traps and shit like home alone 
Flashlight up on my cape they know I'm here
And the passin bullet strike some fear
Yeah wha cut the lights off
Yeah I want it dark in this bitch too dark for this shit
Suprise punch hit you up in yo shit
Got energy to adderall on kick
Your car to small that bitch is mid
Jump in the whip like a Hi-C
Get the fuck out my way dont try me

Batman

Batman [Tenshii X Chris Marek]

switch up w/ chris (ocean strings)

pre-save 'stfu': https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/byekentoandbmurph/stfu

lyrics:
it was never a surprize hell no 
'cause i know that 
they where never by my side i know
and i know that they don't like me 
they just never let it show 
I can't trust nobody 
so i'd rather stay the fuck alone
i'm still caught up in a spiral
i'm still losing all my vitals 
tryna talk about this shit 
but they ignore
and i know i should do better 
in the end its all whatever 
'cause i know i don't know anything at all

and you never wanna say its your fault 
i know when im gone their will be no loss
i know that its kinda hard 
to keep your head up when its lost
its kinda hard to be myself because a part of me is gone 
and it was just you all along 
but i can't lie a different part of me is happy that your gone
and i won't talk to no one else i'd rather put it in a song
and i will always hate myself with our memories involved 

say you need me
say you need me
say you need me
say you need me
'cause im all alone
i don't fucking know 
tryna right my wrongs
tryna keep you close

it was never a surprize hell no 
'cause i know that 
they where never by my side i know
and i know that they don't like me 
they just never let it show 
I can't trust nobody 
so i'd rather stay the fuck alone
i'm still caught up in a spiral
i'm still losing all my vitals 
tryna talk about this shit 
but they ignore
and i know i should do better 
in the end its all whatever 
'cause i know i don't know anything at all

ignore

produced by miloh and christian robetor

[lyrics]
set me up
yea im running outta options need to get it up
if u hit me on my line u better cut it up
butterflies up in my stomach yea im throwing up

ur in my head
everything u ever did and all u said
got my feelings tangled up all in my chest
now im burning all the string off all the ends
u took a step
went off in the wrong direction when u left
[i tried i tried]
tried to chase but im running outta breath
it aint the same but i think its for the best

[u can take it if u want it]
[u can break it if u bought it]
[u can take it if u want it]
[u can break it u can break it]

i dont wanna stay inside
waste a life
if u tell me that it ends
so ill take it in stride
and ill wave it goodbye
and im still gonna hang with my friends
now im done
ur not the one
and im hoping for u it was fun
i dont wanna waste my time
chasing tides
when i could just stand in the sun

its getting taller
the distance getting taller
reaching for a reason
ur looking in the water

[but fuck it in the hindsight]

and now im spending every dollar
just another caller
couldnt get a minute of change
and now im running running running
need to find me something
or the holes in my shoes go to waste
again and again
u break it
u break it
u tell me that u hate it
tried to make it back until my feet fell out the laces
dont chase it
replace it
dont need to second take it
bc i dont wanna fuck it up

i dont wanna be chasing a high
hold my head above the changing tides
i just wanna stand in the sun
i dont wanna chase u inside

i dont wanna stay inside
waste a life
if u tell me that it ends
so ill take it in stride
and ill wave it goodbye
and im still gonna hang with my friends
now im done
ur not the one
and im hoping for u it was fun
i dont wanna waste my time
chasing tides
when i could just stand in the sun

again w/ bes

vislyn