instas:
@9inewaters
@cushrunitup
@prod.jones

farewell, my first love (prod. cush x jones)

insta: @ swazrika
p. @bleachcraft @waystalkerr

[lyrics] :
soul's so cold
so stone cold sober
sounds so old
so sad that it's over
soul's not sold
but something's sinister
i'm better off just ghosting her than killing her
i'm so bold
i'm swervin in a lexus
XD lollllll
you're all gonna regret this
it's all my fault
for wanting to end it
i got nothing in my bank but i wanna go and spend it

pre's round mine at 5
we give impressions that we all wanna die
we all suck at life
think i'm gonna fall in love with a knife
if i'm getting bored then i cut her off
i'm sat inside the pub slamming shots with my dogs
can't think about no lady if i'm running from the fog
sprint turns to walk, then to slump, then to jog
i run away a lot from my mind
ik i'm drinking a lot but i'll be fine
i'm never feeling a lot, i never cry
i could tell you that i got wasted or lie
i'm back in bed alone now facing the night

pre's round mine @ 5

pre's round mine @ 5 🍻 [p. bleachcraft . waystalker]

p. @frikkeswedden and @waystalkerr
<33 3 3 3

lyrics :
said he wanna beat me up
OMG WHAAAAT?
i'm so scared (bitch NOT)
i get myself into a lot
said he want beef but i'm working for the butcher
said he wanna meet but it's fishy like a hooker
i think you're so sweet oh yeah like it's sugar
but you pissed me off so i found your ex and took her
i'm cutting straight crack, whipping glass on the cooker
whippin in a foreign cuz we're making an attack
i be whipping crack
i be runnin stacks like i'm runnin on a track
your music is whack but you're way too deep to go back
i'm way too deep for getting sacked
your girl is a smackhead

i'm such a crackhead
that being said, it's a lot to unpack
you can tell i'm always packing cuz i always keep a strap
whole squad full of dykes
and your boys ride our dicks like a bike
i love these beats like i'm dwight
i just slammed 10 pints so no i don't wanna fight
now i'm getting money i don't dress in all white anymore yuh
you wanna be a white knight, but you're on the floor yuh

smackhead

smackhead 💉 [p. frikke . waystalker]

prod. gaxillic
spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/3X50VlBUQdxH2vswAUUnpC?si=306ef7f1216f4e6d
Other platforms: https://linktr.ee/KianoMusic

lyrics: 
Ima sit in my bed I'm all alone
In my bed I'm all alone
I sit and watch these movies
I check my phone
And I just hope that you would text me back

But it's been 6 days since our last date
I don't think that you'll reply
You say you're sick
You're such a bitch
You're with another guy

Ima spend this summer alone
Ima sit in my room and rot
I'm decomposing
Ima sit in my room I'm all alone

On my own
I kind of like it like that
Don't hit my phone
I know you wanted us back

To the past
I knew it wouldn't last
Laugh about the times ill never get back
You're trash
You move too fast
With another man overnight just like that

Was I just another guy that you fuck with and move on
Oh god I'm too gone
My feelings were too strong
For a bitch who didn't love me back

Oh fuck I'm sad
Did you mean everything you said
In that text you sent
Last summer you were all I had

But I guess I fucked it up
I spent my luck
I pushed you down the drain
I wish I could move on
Find a new one
And hide this pain

Ima spend this summer alone
Ima sit in my room and rot
I'm decomposing
Ima sit in my room I'm all alone

We had a plan
In the past
Quit school
Fuck that
Put my foot on the gas
Then you broke my heart we crashed
Put your foot on my chest and crushed it

Now I'm gone
Don't miss me
I dug so deep for nothing
Now I'm trapped in the dirt
I'm in my room I'm all alone

rot boy summer

Produced Mixed Mastered by Vita Flare

Lyrics
Vita
Look, she said we in a zoo
They all want something from you
I think I'll just play it cool
'Cause it's all a facade

Stop staring at me you don't even know my fucking name
Trust issues my heart ain't ever gonna love the same
Living in a box oh I been abandoned
Oh you want my love? You can never have it
I'm a savage and a sad kid
Broke a lot of bad habits I've still been fasting
Stop staring at me you don't even know my fucking name
Trust issues my heart ain't ever gonna love the same
That's enough about me get lit
That's why you here turn it up til you feel this shit
Louder
Louder
Louder
Louder

What do you want to see from me?
We in a bird cage we will never be free
Sometimes I want to leave society
Or kill myself but that would just be weak
I'm looking for people that are more like me
I'm tryna do more than eat work shit & sleep
I've had visions I would change the world since I was 3
I think I'm living in the past no catching up to me
My old friends wanna renew the bond
What we got in common dawg?
I am not a vagabond but this whole world is my home
I fell in love it was just a dream
Or a drug life will never give you shit for free
That's how it goes
I'm on a lonely road
I been hurt before
I only listen my soul
So I ain't finished I'm on a roll
The gimmicks are getting old
It's been a minute since the psychedelics have entered my mind
But I've been on this trip for a long time
Thank you for being late guess you on time

Stop staring at me you don't even know my fucking name
Trust issues my heart ain't ever gonna love the same
Living in a box oh I been abandoned
Oh you want my love? You can never have it
I'm a savage and a sad kid
Broke a lot of bad habits I've still been fasting
Stop staring at me you don't even know my fucking name
Trust issues my heart ain't ever gonna love the same
That's enough about me get lit
That's why you here turn it up til you feel this shit
Louder
Louder
Louder
Louder

LOUDER

LOUDER (prod. Vita Flare)

this song is entirely non profit and purely for venting purposes.
nilöwh: @nilowhbeats

cut my arm like every night because of you
and that sounds really bad
but thats how sad it gets
and thats how tough
life can get sometimes 
when youre around the wrong people
dont do what i did
learn from me
change your cerebral
id love to say its true but its not 
you can call me baby bloodshot
you can push my hands around
you can make me dance for you
dont be shy stimulate it
it wont bite unless you cave in
see my head its real scary aint it?
youre a pussy, you wouldnt last one day in 
my vessel
my vessel
now you know why i nestle in my bed all day
im pissed off, scared as a bitch and i cant get out of it
and i cant get out of it 
hes real quick to lie to your face ive seen it once or twice at this pace
he belongs in the mud and you know that shit
you know you cant get over him
if you sit and around and wait 
for him to change on his own time 
cause his own time is 2 years down the line 
when hes gay.
im not mad at that but at the fucking least be honest with me
im at sea and im sinking so just throw me down some whiskey
to make it easier for the time being cause I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE being me
and i hate how the sun drives me insane
how..?
how the fuck can love kill you?
how do i see my mind?
hopefully you understand now
imma stay in my vessel till i die.

my vessel (nilöwh x frrb)

Instagram: @ninewaterss

Lyrics:

ugh
i gotta stop doing this shit to myself
don't have anybody to help me
i tried standing up but i fell
i tried standing out but i failed
leave my wishes in the wishing well
it's not as if i really care tho
i leave my friends and wish em well
i leave my friends and wish em well
really hope my mother doing well
she really hope i'm doing well
but i'm not doing really well though
i'm playing games like nintendo
shit so long like extendo
i invited the devil to play with me
shit so long that she went home
shit so long wanna go home
gonna blow like volcano
shit so fresh like polo
i can't wait for the payload
am still chillin, it's the same old
live life like a fable
how you really gonna hate on me?
but still watch like cable
i've been moving solo
must be the reason why i'm so low
i told that lady she should go home
sent her off like it's a package
i can't fuck wit stupid bad bitch
wanna harvest all the cabbage
but these carnivores be savage
wanna satisfy my palette
wit this cheese it came from paris
soul be burning like it's paris
guess it's back into my palace
shut up bitch, you gotta can it
don't talk back like fucking parrots
take this carrot
i'll take your shit like pirate
smoking fags and drinking coffee got me wired
i'd tell you that i love you wit permission from my fibers
but i'm not a fucking liar
i'm not a fucking liar, yeah i don't cap
unless it's in my songs though, unless it's when i rap
not all the time though
i'm coming to an end yeah
i got a final wish
let me fall a sleep on your lap, on your lap
crush my head between your thighs
hop on the jet, never see me again
hop on the jet, never see me again

staying sober is hard but my songs are harder

staying sober is hard, but my songs are harder (prod. aria1k)

this girl's electric
the way she rushes through my head
and i'm addicted
'cos you're nothing like the rest
but you just don't get it
there's nothing left to prove by now
the sun is setting
the light illuminates our house
do you remember
the summer when we first went out?
i bought you flowers
the smile you gave erased my doubt
what you need? 'cos i think i'm gonna be here all night
bloodshot in your eyes and you're losing the fight
so persistent and you know i won't give it up now
i could sit here waiting for my whole life
so what is it like
to realize you wasted all of your time
'cos i can't break through the glass to the back of your mind
and it hurts sometimes to know i was never a friend
but trust me i'll get over it before the day ends
it's okay
just call me back
i can't wait
my mistake i
took too long
what's that song
we keep on replay?
i thought maybe
i thought...

illuminate

produced by sailor x jolst

how could I breathe with no air

I remember when you told me 

that you always gonna be right their 

I guess its my fault im so naive but ill always be their

im in a track hawk racing to her love ima be right their 

life without you is like I gotta breathe with no air

im tryna keep my head above the clouds 

but its a thunderstorm 

you're such a vibe kill

but I still want more 

there's always something I need figure out 

I swear this money never let me down

I tried to tell her put the weight on me 

but somehow she go twist up 

I know she wanna really put the blame on me