featuring @VALERii
produced by michael harrison

look out the window and tell me what you see
a man, and he’s all alone with red streaks coming from his cheeks
don’t drive him away

is that all now? can you hear me?
i been waiting on death to come around
it’s so hard to get up when you stay down 
and your pictures on my wall, but i refuse to take it,
down.

i got old friends wanting me to go fall down
i can’t lose i was born for the cycle
if it’s true break the news to my idols
i can ball from the jump like i’m michael 
if you hear sometimes you gotta let go
i can hit you right back when i write home 

i can never sleep
THC is the reason i feel weak
what an awful treat
depleted eyes, and all my feelings
leave
that’s what they do, they
leave
along with all the people i cared about
those ones, i wore them out 
no one to callout, to

so how long will it take for you to come back? to fix my mind trap, and to get my life back?

(is that all now? can you hear me?
if you hear sometimes you gotta let go)

is that all now? can you hear me?
i been waiting on death to come around
it’s so hard to get up when you stay down 
and your pictures on my wall, but i refuse to take it,
down.

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cycle (ft. VALERii)

timewespent / hearthebirdsing

@1kise
self prod
recorded this sick 

lyrics
Oh, my
Would you look at the time
I think I’ve overstayed my welcome 

So Goodbye
Do you think you’ll be fine?
Without me by your side
And when you left you know I felt dumb

Right, we’re running outta time
I swear I’ll make you mine
No matter how far we drift away

And that’s fine
I wanna do this right
But I can’t help it if my world turns to grey

And I could never let you go
I let you know
If you ever wanna try again
You’ll find me here

Whenever you’re all alone 
And nobody’s home
Then have no fear ‘cause I’ll be here

Oh right, we’re running outta time
I swear I’ll make you mine
No matter how far we drift away

And that’s fine
I wanna do this right
But I can’t help it if my world fades to grey



Recorded 3/30/23

fade to grey

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if you want to see the animation for this song its on my instagram and tiktok. it's pretty kewl. 

https://www.instagram.com/traxee9/

made by @p3tro THANKS PETRO 

new smong next week too, bye bye love yall 

rics:
let’s hitchhike to the moon again
just me and you
700 miles away 
i found a way to you

we aren't like the others
i'll take your silence 
to mean that you like the ways i tell you the truth
that was a close call
you can't be my worst enemy
stay the night we're all gonna die
last night was a memory

can't stand the silence
turn to a tyrant
evil or good i think i'll just choose you

let’s hitchhike to the moon again
just me and you
700 miles away 
i found a way to you

can't stand the silence
can't stand the silence away from you


death
-

hitchhike to the moon
just me and you just me and you
hitchhike to the moon
just me and you just me and you

i find it easy to get lost inside your eyes
though i tend to run away at night sometimes
caught in the open
shouldn't have spoken
thought it was you that changed your mind
leave the door open
we’re crossing the ocean
now you're just a star up high

-
i wanted recognition (i deserve nothing)
i wanted it all
infatuated with death on this ball
yeah, the boy who caught fire 
is worth nothing at all
and if fate comes and tempts me 
i know i won't fall
cause the moon has it all
the Moon has it all.

produced by:
@deathright
@traxee
@tigerstar
@yametsu

w/ deathright - hitchhike to the moon

prod @bugs

https://open.spotify.com/track/5XnWKWU7YDB8SGLlI4vuAE?si=32f6ed6265df444c 

cant even say it to my face
how come im the only one at blame
for your mistakes
cant even talk it out
u wont give me time of day
u got all this doubt
girl u dont love me either way
i remember when we fell in love
now i keep my circle tight
cause its hard to trust
aint no point like why im trying
cause my time is up
i cant understand how u aint had enough
its not adding up

can u trust me when i say
i meant everything i said
its all on replay
i cant get you out my head
i want you to stay
but to u i know im dead
left me in the past
know im just another friend
i cant move on
i think im stuck with the damage
know u doing better damn
i cant stand it
how'd it end up like this girl
i didnt plan it
im starting to think
i took ur loving for granted

adding up (bugs)

enjoy or dont enjoy
its ok 
new drop next week too or the week after? idk 
happy may 

don't give me everything that i could ever want
cuz someones out there starving it'll never be enough
i'd rather waste all my school grants on drugs
spendin all my money on some internet love 

stay with me
in love with me
love with me love with me love with me
she's in love with my nails painted
and she loves when my hairs braided
and she loves that i'm underrated
stay with me
in love with me

brb im waiting
that's my favorite song

i hate waiting for love
wtf took yall so long

we’re stuck in the Westin 
i'm not that interesting
id say i love u to ur face in like three languages
we got nothing to do
your flight leaves up at noon
shawty watchu trynna do
i think im in love with u
lol this rhyme scheme 

she wants something more than a best friend
good thing im her best friend
and im her favorite yup

i've got all her favorite songs
i like to do what i want
i've got a tab on my tongue
these dudes don't impress me

don't give me everything that i could want cuz
im being honest
ill fuck it up

and again and again and again and again
it was genuine art that i chose to defend
so if i switch up on friends that i swore to protect
its because this internet love meant more to them in the end

u ever wonder how it's actually kinda impressive how uve come so far without having a mental breakdown like how tf did u hold everything in for so long? thats pretty fucking metal bro

fuck the second chorus imma end it with a mental breakdown
ten toes turned to nubs
i can't bare to stand now

im tired of these fuckers trynna make me
if im a disappointment that's who imma be

i'm desperate
apathetic i lost all my motivation
who i love and care about 
turned to complete strangers

can i give it all up?
fuck it all up
shatter glass until my teeth turn into a bloody color

and go ahead
dont even bother to text me back
only person i trust
fell asleep inside their bed
before i could approach them
so who the fucks gonna care if i 
slash my arms and throat then
and when i crash and burn you could say that i can't control it
no i won't be right back 
scared of fake love 
and losin my will fight to back
my persona imploded	
to a thousands pieces 
would u like that?

now i'm wondering how	

my best friends the person in my head
who wants me dead

internet love

prod: raven
i am sorry i made this
next song on all plats!

lyrics:
damn i hatebeinsober
ima smoker
@1stevyn a drinker
@pdktp off molly water
we cant spell sober
but i r-
but i roll 
where we roll up
bitches be on us
all these hoes love they smokin
they love drinkin
antisober
for no reason
cuz we cant spell sober
yeah you know us
we smoke strong bruh
watch me roll

its not over
we so damn fly
yous a poor boy
stevey gotta hangover
but he totin the choppa
last night we was blowin shit like osama
pd be rollin
@1expire got bodies
chief zay ball out then we high riding mazis
my bitches love drinkin
some love smokin
let my alcoholic bitch
hit the dope she start chokin

call up emoney
now we throw money
all these bitches off the shit
movinjustlikeazombie
call up emoney
now we throw money
all these bitches off the shit
movinjustlikeaz-

damn i hatebeinsober
ima smoker
stevyn a drinker
pd off molly water
we cant spell sober
but i r-
but i roll 
where we roll up
bitches be on us
all these hoes love they smokin
they love drinkin
antisober
for no reason
cuz we cant spell sober
yeah you know us
we smoke strong bruh
watch me roll

hatebeinsober (hyperpop cover)

prod @kuriyai443
@zephyrcove
lyrics
//

“I want us to be more that friends.”
“You’ll snap out of it.”
-
The sun is coming down 
Don’t have much time to get this out
Before the seasons change
I know you’ll never be the same

And it feels like it’s just all my fault
All my fault
All my fault

I didn’t mean to push you away
But if you thought of me things wouldn’t go this way
I lost a part of me, you’re heart, it fades to gray
I tried to change your fate, but the pain remains

But you’re saying that you’re  certain
It’s so unnerving 
And I try to be so perfect
He just don’t deserve it

But you’re saying that you’re certain
This isn’t worth it
You cut me open like a surgeon
You don’t see how you’re hurting me

I didn’t mean to push you away
But if you thought of me things wouldn’t go this way
I lost a part of me, you’re heart, it fades to gray
I tried to change your fate, but the pain remains
-
“What the fuck you talking about, okay? I’m your partner, okay? If you’re not gonna trust me with that kinda thing, who the fuck are you gonna trust?”
-
Say my name
Don’t throw this away
Don’t say it’s too late
‘Cause girl you are a part of me
Now I miss when you would follow me,
Your eyes are changing colors like the autumn leaves
And your skin is getting colder than a winter breeze
Made your decision but just tell me how that’s fair to me

Recorded July 30th, 2023

adding up (bugs)

vmdarius