Always was a lover, but it grew with THC😮‍💨😮‍💨

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/boyfifty and https://soundcloud.com/user-597676997

Boyfifty's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/boyfifty

CapsCtrls's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/CapsCtrl

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she's helping me grow something new from the ashes
wiping the dust from all of the pieces
met you back when i was in a dark place and you took me by the hand baby honestly you saved me
when I'm wrapped in your arms i can feel safe
turn on the light so i can meet your gaze

no one cares if you cannnot be of benefit
thought you were only with me for the hell of it
and honestly i never really minded that much
but now your eyes tell me just how wrong i was

you're the remedy
for all my agony
lifting my burden
when you're kissing me

she's helping me grow something new from the ashes
wiping the dust from all of the pieces
met you back when i was in a dark place and you took me by the hand baby honestly you saved me
when I'm wrapped in your arms i can feel safe
turn on the light so i can meet your gaze

healing (Boyfifty x CapsCtrl)

Mixed/Mastered By Me 
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Produced By https://soundcloud.com/prodneverforever
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(Lyrics)
And I just need to think 
And I just need to breathe 
Letting go of everything 
Is always hard 
You just need time 
I’ll give you that time 
I’m too persistent 
And I’m so sorry 
And I just wish that 
Things went back to normal 

And I just need to think
And I just need to breathe 
Letting go of everything 
Is so fucking hard 

In the basement I drink I’m too wasted 
I try to show you love but you resist it 
And I’ll give you time 
Baby girl I don’t wanna resign 

Waking up it just hurts too much 
I just miss you come back my love 
It’s been a month but I fell in love with you x2

And I just need to think
And I just need to breathe 
Letting go of everything 
Is so fucking hard x2

When I saw your green blue eyes 
I fell in love so instantly 
If you have little love for me 
Let’s give that one more chance 
I just know it can work out 
We still love each other you know 

Just one more chance x3

i'll give you the time (neverforever)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/boyfifty and  Chvrlie Brown

boyfifty's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/boyfifty


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Friday night on the couch and I'm slumped
in the night from the attic i hear thumps
charred skin stay away from the sun
lock the doors dont speak to anyone

and you left this place
now i drown in pain
my heads not the same
it won't ever fucking be again
id gladly have another fucking argument
without you here im just not myself
and it scares me

how could you ever love me
when i don't even love myself
won't you touch me
slow my heartbeat
need to tell you
I'm so sorry

i can't say enough girl I'm sorry i love you
i tried not to miss you but i can still see you
when i shut my eyes yours are right there to pierce me 
another evening I'm sat by a screen

passing the time and i just want to scream
awake for days i don't want to sleep
it's gone to the point where I'm scared to dream
let me be

Friday night on the couch and I'm slumped
in the night from the attic i hear thumps
charred skin stay away from the sun
lock the doors dont speak to anyone

and you left this place
now i drown in pain
my heads not the same
it won't ever fucking be again


I miss you (Boyfifty x Chvrlie Brown)

is there anyone home?

lyrics

[mæsk]

i cant listen to to u speak, gone and not coming back
she’s the one that fucked me up 
now she wanna blame her past now
feeling sloshed baby so u wanna talk now
i just needa stop 4 ur pushing me around

i should not
but now she in my arms
the face that look like heaven but behind 
its a ahhhhh
she calls my name like a saint
she fucked me up
but when in arms we can run it back

im running back on my own, dirt shoes
but she right on my neck to pay her dues
she said “i just hate it, i dont wanna make it if im not with you”
know ur on ur own on this one
but i can make it fun
my angel speaks, i wont listen
i think the horns have won

[flesh]
you can say you're sorry all you want know you dont mean it
you just wanted someone you could fuck and share your weed with
never really gave a shit about how i was feeling
im a hollow body to you none of it had meaning

hollow bodies w/ flesh golem (flesh x nihil空)

artwork by @jckftz on instagram

and I couldn't talk
so I hit it clean in the dark
and I was ok in the morning
but I'm feeling nothing at all
like you said I would I'm just different
but I couldn't trust my instincts
and I never did I'm just wishing
and I never will did it sink in?

or do we fade to black?
should we focus on the texts or can we speak on that?
it's never over when it's over but it doesn't last
there's just so much in my body thats been fighting back

so far from me, so far from you
so far from anything that we do
lost your passport on the way home
tell me what the fuck is the move
cause he's not home yet
and this shit's so dead
and I don't love you
and I can't fake it

red eyes still got it good
in the Overlook suite in the hospital
broke everything that I thought it was
didn't care that much, didn't give a fuck
don't know why
cause I just can't stop
so much less real
than I once thought

or do we fade to black?
should we focus on the texts or can we speak on that?
it's never over when it's over but it doesn't last
there's just so much in my body thats been fighting back

run it again and again
clocking the moment inside of your bed
friend of a friend of a friend
said that he noticed, the fuck that he did
caught in the wrong place, wrong time
fucked with a year of my life
so unclean, I won't fight back
something moved in the foglight

the frozen moments stolen over parallax
wonder if I'm special, what he doesn't have
I could turn a ghost, just bring my body back
hold me, cut me open, think I'm safe at last

Illusions

Lyrics:
I might as well wake up
It's just another day alive
It's killing me to know
I may never see your smile
You're sitting pretty with him
But are you even happy with your life?

I'm sorry I attach, in such a short time
And come short of explaining how i'm feeling inside
But everytime I'd see you It would freeze up my mind 
So nervous just to talk to you
(And I'm sorry)

I wasn't tryna act a fool
I was just drunk knowing he's not good for you
But fuck, neither am I too
I'm a waste of space
I'm pathetic to my roots

It's just another day alive
I just wish the substances could change my mind
I wake up sad picturing you in my mind
I wish I had the confidence to even say "hi"

But I don't cuz I'm broken
passionate, and I'm learning how to cope and
looking in the mirror only tears me up inside :'(
I wanna be anybody else but I'm stuck inside this life

Just Another Day Alive (prod. slayingibis)

Lyrics:

Forget about my problems
Put a pistol to my head
Green beam upon my eyes
Show me peace within the lead
I've been wasting many nights
Tryna cope, but I'm just losing my friends

And they're all that I've got
You fuck with them
And you're getting shot
I'd rather burn in hell
But I'm included in the plot
That Ion even understand
So I just sit and smoke my pot

God damn, I love my weed
Always was a lover, but it grew with thc
I became a stoner for a chance I wouldnt leave
The world before I'm 20, now I'm laughing,
what a dream 

But everything aint always what it seems
Life is looking up, and the wizards waverly
Disney with my mom, got my feeling 14
I truly miss it all, at least I still got my family

(What a dream, I still got my familyyyyyy)
(and I fkn love them)
(Chorus again)🙄

And they're all that I've got
And mean more to me than I ever thought
I'd die for them
And id take a shot
Straight to my head
Just to heal their bad thoughts

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