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crustsox said i sound like lil ugly mane and told me to do a headboard cover but i couldnt make it sound good so i did this

https://soundcloud.com/kaaarma/lil-ugly-mane-styrofoam?si=49e487348da74ddfbeea70ad1bf3521e&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

styrofoam

K

this time im gonna do it 
no more turning back no more
this time im gonna do it 
slit my wrist drop on the floor

and i dont understand 
how youd move on so fast
i fucked up real bad
and now youre gone and now im sad
and all the times we had
are gone and in the trash
i wish we couldve last
but now your with another man

this time im gonna do it 
no more turning back no more
this time im gonna do it 
slit my wrist drop on the floor

this time i'm gonna do it.

trash cover.

I just want to kill myself
I just want to kill myself
I'll put a bullet in my head

Paint the walls with my brain  
Paint the walls with my brain
I guess nobody cares

Just want to kill myself
Just want to kill myself
Just want to kill myself
Just want to kill myself

Nobody Cares (belowground cover)

living proof (that it hurts)

i dont relate to fucking whores so i changed the lyrics to something degen i can relate too like self harm

so lame and fake
should kill myself
wake up fucked up
every single day
my soul for sale
i've lost my faith
and I can't see any trace of God anywhere.
cut and drink is all i do
Tears and pills fill my room.
flirting with suicide
no morals, no laws
wasted life take one more shot 
another downer down my throat,
a shotgun in my fucking mouth
my brains on the wall

Suicide Note (belowground cover)

I don't go out to see the sunlight
I spend my summer days locked inside

Ill never see the light ill never never see the light
I'm terminally online I am chronically online 
Ill never see the light x3

This is exactly where I'm suppose to be 
a loser behind a screen
Got nothing going for me
This is the most Ill ever be

I don't go out to see the sunlight
I spend my summer days locked inside

Ill never see the light ill never never see the light
I'm terminally online I am chronically online 
Ill never see the light x3

This is exactly where I'm suppose to be 
a loser behind a screen
Got nothing going for me
This is the most Ill ever be

Chronically Online

I’d rather drive a needle in my eye
Than see you one last time
I’d rather put my head in a noose
Than be anywhere close to you

I’d rather slit my wrists and watch the blood leak
Then know if you still think of me
I’d rather put a shotgun to my mouth
Over seeing how you’re doing now

(Chorus)
id rather cut my wrists
id rather slash my throat
id rather cut my wrists
id rather slash my throat

I’d rather drive a needle in my eye
Than see you one last time
I’d rather put my head in a noose
Than be anywhere close to you

I’d rather slit my wrists and watch the blood leak
Then know if you still think of me
I’d rather put a shotgun to my mouth
Over seeing how you’re doing now

(Chorus)
id rather cut my wrists
id rather slash my throat
id rather cut my wrists
id rather slash my throat

id rather slit my wrists and cut my throat

Everything feels wrong
Everything feels numb

I can’t get it to stop
I can’t get it to stop
It all feels wrong

Everything feels wrong
Everything feels numb

I can’t get it to stop
I can’t get it to stop
It all feels wrong

it all feels wrong

my attempt at a nirvana song

who will eat your cancer when you turn black?
a heart shaped box of your past
with a gunshot to the head
not long before you're dead

ill be just like you
once I drain you

(chorus)
killed Kurt Cobaine
I wanted his fame
killed Kurt Cobaine
Killed for his place

time for you to drink some lithium
until your brain goes numb
ill take your heroin
and make grunge great again

ill be just like you
once I drain you

(chorus)
killed Kurt Cobaine
I wanted his fame
killed Kurt Cobaine
Killed for his place

i killed kurt cobain and stole his guitar to make this song

verse
i lie awake and i think of your face
you never seem to go away
every thought it drives me insane
When ur deep inside my BRAINN

chorus
ILL NEVER SEE U AGAIN
FOREVER INSIDE MY HEAD
ILL NEVER SEE U AGAIN
REMEMBER U UNTIL IM DEAD

verse
and every night i break down and cry 
ive tried so hard to make it right
ever since youve left without a trace
im stuck alone here with this PAINN 

chorus
ILL NEVER SEE U AGAIN
FOREVER INSIDE MY HEAD
ILL NEVER SEE U AGAIN
REMEMBER U UNTIL IM DEAD

NEVER SEE U AGAIN

going out my comfort zone and trying new stuff

smokin on the gas just 2 get a feelin

nowhere left for me to go
all i know is that im solo
im at the end of the line
they keep coming and I dont know why

i dont want to die
i dont have any quick revive
i dont know how i will survive
i wanna wunderwaffen suicide

the horde grows more theres too many I cant kill
they dont get tired and im feeling ill
i know im at the end of the line
I’ll fucking die electric suicide


i dont want to die
i dont have any quick revive
i dont know how i will survive
i wanna wunderwaffen suicide

wonderwaffe suicide

I stare at the stars all by myself
In my own head in my own hell
The Person I was got shot down and now
It’s not hard to tell

I lay down and there’s no one beside
guess it’s my fault I don’t socialize
i think about what i left behind
I drop down and cry

I want to die, just end my life

There’s hatred in my heart 
How could i fall so far
I let myself devolve
No will to live at all

Its 4 am, im on my bed
In my head with the words you said
Not good enough was all that you left
Left me with

There’s hatred in my heart 
How could i fall so far
I let myself devolve
No will to live at all

Hatred In My Heart

unfinished tracks
1 villain
2 Too late now
3 liar

thx for 1,000

villain demos (ty for 1k i love u all)

prod me

nothing works
i cant stand being alone
nothing works
drunk texts on my phone
x2

i dont know what to do
go and cry in my room
block my friends on discord too
cuz they dont even have a clue
what im going thru
and neither do u
so ill scream this tune
till my face turns blue

nothing works
i cant stand being alone
nothing works
drunk texts on my phone
x2

nothing works

A little song I’d play as society collapses

The End of The World

Shoutout to nil for helping learn the chords to this song 🐸🥂

OoooOoOooo

“If you don’t put in more effort, you may as well kill yourself"

Well I started pulling the trigger as soon as you opened your mouth
I'll end my life forever just to hope I'll ruin your day
I hope you choke and gag on my grey
Matter cause by now it’s not gonna matter to me
I shot myself in the head I was never gonna be happy
But at least I can die laughing with a smile on my face
Hoping fragments of my skull
Impale into your eyeballs
And that the last thing that you see
Is the end of my suffering
Now that it’s all over theres a lesson to be learned
To anybody who cared you got what you fucking deserved
And I can't start having second thoughts about what happens next
Because suicide is the only thing you can't regret

Spite! (preripped cover)

you been drinking alone
i been crying alone 
you said you where my home 
i said just leave alone
you said your scared of me
i drink until i cant breath 
you said you in love with me
did you still wirte about me
im i the guy you need
drugs in my styem 
you taught me how im sorry
you that ik that fuck it up
just give me chance 2x
you know that ik 
im in love 
my mom told me girls like you are evil
the fishnets and black hair got me in 
despair 
im impressed
that you knew this cause im fuck up
you prob have dif guy but it will be alr
i did it agin i fuck everything that comes my way agin 
i think dif girl she told me pretty things
i do fuck up and it mess me up
did i do it agin2x 
im sorry if u hear this 
im reall fucked up
you have a way with your words that just priced me down
its like i did not need to make a single sound
i did it agin2x

one chance plz

I feel like a loser you hear me say
I know you also feel this way
I need you more than words can express
You’re a product of my depressed

(Prechorus)
So wont you be my girl
Me and you against the world
so please be by my side
holding hands swinging side to side

(Chorus)
Schizophrenia girlfriend
Schizophrenia girlfriend 

You mean so much to me
Even though you’re a fantasy
I wish you were really here

no one else to ruin our day
you and i can waste away
I need you more than words can express
You’re a product of my depressed

(Prechorus)
So wont you be my girl
Me and you against the world
so please be by my side
holding hands swinging side to side

(Chorus)
Schizophrenia girlfriend
Schizophrenia girlfriend 
When will it end?
This delusion in my head

You mean so much to me
Even though you’re a fantasy
I wish you were really here

Schizophrenia Girlfriend

@kiheir @revivle

(@ankleankle)
i been so numb
im just tryna get u alone
and its been a long time since i seen u
u tell me im wrong tell me what to do
u never listen its like u dont need ur man tho
i'll help ur mental; tell me what i cant do!
but i been trying to get u gone
its nothing serious just needed my revenge too
ik u hearing this its nothing that u can deny
u needa close ur eyes baby goodnight
i done lost it, u been on some fly shit
think i need ur love baby, get me out this closet
think i need ur trust baby, i know it might fuck me up
enough is enough im waiting im tryna pick u up
im tryna see clear
u think i dont think about our love when im alone so im just tryna be weird?
im like baby im right here
im tryna get u off that fucking phone so we could talk bae u dont gotta be scared

(@kiheir)
girl 
your always on my mind so i never have the time to forget about you 
girl how do i tell you 
youre mine forever babe thats what you amount to
your picture perfect in a way i cant explain to you really 
no really not at all 
girl, girl, girl, girl

(@ankleankle ; @kiheir ; @revivle)
i been so numb
im just tryna get u alone
and its been a long time since i seen u
u tell me im wrong tell me what to do
u never listen its like u dont need ur man tho
i'll help ur mental; tell me what i cant do!
but i been trying to get u gone
its nothing serious just needed my revenge too
ik u hearing this its nothing that u can deny
u needa close ur eyes baby goodnight

GOODNIGHT

im falling apart
because i dont know know anyone
so dont say my name
just leave me to equilibrium

i feel like a castaway
and im so ashamed
im out of place
im out of place

im a freak far gone
theres no where that i belong
so ill run away
i cant feel without feeling wrong

im a fucking castaway
and im so ashamed
im out of place
im out of place

Out of Place

Congratulations, I’m the bad guy
Must feel great living in that lie
Congratulations, I’m the villain
And I must be dehumanized

Congratulations, 
you want a medal or a tear from my eye?

Congratulations, I’m the bad guy
Now I must be dehumanized

im a waste of space
i dont wanna live
in a world of hate

im so pathetic
with an ugly face
i dont wanna live
in this world of hate

now i've had enough
of the ridicule
treat me like some shit
i fucking hate you all

i spent years of my life
fixing my face
it was over long ago
what a waste 

im a waste of space
i dont wanna live
in a world of hate

im so pathetic
with an ugly face
i dont wanna live
in this world of hate