Produced by bapop x ayoleybeats

Lyrics

Laying in my bed, been up for 24 hours
I don't wanna feel the love unless the love is ours
I should learn to let go but I'm honestly a coward
I'm afraid that we're past our final hour

Baby where'd you go?
I been missing you since
I made that grave mistake
I think I should take a hint

That you're done with for good
But I still wonder if we could make it work out
But then again I wonder if we would

Cause we're both fucked up, we don't know what we want
But I know I want you back and that I never could front
I'm like I was when I had that job calling outbound
I don't care about shit, I only work when you're around

Come back baby
Won't you save me?
I hope you don't hate me
I could never even if I say that I do

I only have cause it hurt so much
To go without what I had
Your touch on my soul made me glow
And how dark it's been without, you don't even wanna know

I can't escape from myself
I know I'll burn in hell
For the things that I did
But I never would tell

Nicotine on my tongue
Bad build up in my lungs
Metal press on my lid
My hand is holding a gun

Send a signal from my brain to my hand just to end them all
Place I'm in just abysmal like the hole inside my heart
If I had a fucking nickle every time I fell to parts
I could buy a fucking missile and blow up for real this time

I get lost when in my mind
All my thoughts are you & I
Think bout all the times
That you fed me up with lies

Telling me you loved me
Ain't nothing else above me
But I know everything is
At the bottom of the pit

Fuck this, I'm pissed
My pain I'm in
I don't think I'll ever get
What the fuck it is I did

spotify.

UNI.

deathbed x graveyard garbage "blood moon" slwd

my mind lately: 

please dont leave me to rot, all the things that i thought, finally coming through

its a lot to ask, but can i come round soon and maybe speak to you?

and i got this note, full of things in my head i can go on all day,

shit where do i start? im not feeling real and my mind is grey

and as the time goes and passes, sleeping on an old mattress, blunt ash on the bed,

and im not very productive, im just anxious, destructive, use to love this shit.

i step outside i feel like throwing up, i just wanna know whats up, do you have the answers,

cray there's something you're not telling me but i dont even know myself like am i really fucked

dissociation i lose all my patience, im feeling insane,

heaven gates waiting, far away from the satan, ignited flames

agoraphobia

CLOUDS

🎶-“trou-dans-le-cœur”-🎶.mp3

leave the other box with me

Lyrics

Lately I been fucking
Up my life for nothing
I need a smoke or something
Put a pill inside my stomach
I can't do this alone no more
Don't wanna go home so
Mom goodnight and I love you
I hate the stress that I cause you
I could write about my life and no one would ever get me
People put me down but there's no one here to life me
I could save your life, in the end you'd still forget me
No one by my side so I keep lots of drugs within reach
Devil where you at? My soul's up for grabs
Right now I wouldn't mind your Hell for some cash
So write up a contract, let's get it over
I need a blunt wrap, don't wanna be sober

"For the revelation awaits an appointed time; it speaks of the end and will not prove false. Though it linger, wait for it; it will certainly come and will not delay."

hellbent. | Produced by capsctrl

prod. Balance Cooper
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Lyrics:
[chorus]
Hope this bust right through your speakers like
lighting up and writing lyrics like I hope the dreamers might
take me up in arms when i'm armed
with the bars that i'm spitting on this open mic all fucking night
~
oh no I started again
all I ask for is a friend
THC 80%
welcome to weepings' descent
I do my best to disguise all of the pain that i'm in
that's why I look to skies find i'm alone and just sin

[bridge]
I don't want to take the chance yet I'm patient
what I see inside you baby its latent

[chorus]
Hope this bust right through your speakers like
lighting up and writing lyrics like I hope the dreamers might
take me up in arms when i'm armed
with the bars that i'm spitting on this open mic all fucking night
~
oh no I started again
all I ask for is a friend
THC 80%
welcome to weepings' descent
I do my best to disguise all of the pain that i'm in
that's why I look to skies find i'm alone and just sin

[verse 1]
what is this life that we live in bitch i dont know where to start
perception changin and i'm rearranging my goals watch me stunt
you know I just shoot for the stars but I fell right from the front
I try to get up, don't fuck with getups so I smoke the blunt
I ain't tracking your info
scroll down your page i'm amazed
shes no thot she's a 'nympho'
at least thats what she claims to be
so i'll orbit like a satellite
no need for space to breathe 
im just escalating state of mind as high as I can be
I just need some dopamine 
but that shit ain't set me free
it just keeps me trapped so I relapse success taken from me
I just want to cry like every time I think imma be alright

[hook]
yeah imma be alright
this ain't the antidote but I ain't asking questions alright
yeah imma be alright
but if im not will I know exactly where i'm gonna go tonight, alright
x2

[outro]
imma be alright yeah
imma keep on fighting yeah
till my last breath dying yeah

Inhabition

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=osqAqTgm6ys

MUSIC VIDEO

So Far Gone From Reality (MUSIC VIDEO LINK IN BIO)

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Lyrics
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(Robstar)
And she said that she's breakin' down tonight
Baby if I'm there I would hold you tight
And I know I can never ever make things right
But baby let me wipe the tears from your lil' sad eyes

And you're deservin' better than a guy like me
Tellin' her I love her when I'm on my knees
And we're staying together only in my dreams
But this is a nightmare, please don't leave
And I don't wanna fight this no more
Screamin' that I love you 'till I'm on the floor
Baby if you leave don't close the door
I don't wanna hear you cry, cry no more

(Heylog)
stay
im lonely
crave
u want me
babe
im crying
hey
i hate me
i rip all my heart out of my chest again
go ahead take it dont mind u crushing it
but pretty soon ill need it back again
but she teasing me im not a fan of it
oh man im crying now im pissed again
im still learning how to calm my temper less
this fire finna burn out from my chest
i dont know how to talk and im sick of it

(Robstar)
And she said that she's breakin' down tonight
Baby if I'm there I would hold you tight
And I know I can never ever make things right
But baby let me wipe the tears from your lil' sad eyes

Cry No More Ft. Heylog

Cry No More Ft. Heylog [Prod. Too Late]

we appreciate yall to no end fr 🌙🌙

happy 2021

caught up w/ lil splizzy [prod. king theta]

https://open.spotify.com/track/2i9bDrY9IhCbvcDgyb8neq

produced by @splashgvng
featuring @datastarr

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
i got issues
don't want to admit that i miss you
every time you leave it's like a pistol's,
pressed against my head until i'm with you

you got issues
i know that you're broken, i can fix you
you don't think it's true, try to convince you
every time you cry be there to kiss you
i'll be your tissue

[@datastarr]
i don't care
i was hurting, i was burning
you were there
light a match
watch me bleed out
fill your head with empty threats
and words that never left my mouth
know i never ask for help
but that's why i might break
fuck sake
see it clear, carrot cake
one shot, one take
bet it all at high stakes
chasing dollars, chasing thrills
why smoke? know it kills
wanna castle on a hill

[@lottaheart]
i got issues
don't want to admit that i miss you
every time you leave it's like a pistol's,
pressed against my head until i'm with you

you got issues
i know that you're broken, i can fix you
you don't think it's true, try to convince you
every time you cry be there to kiss you
i'll be your tissue

issues w/ data star [splashgvng]

She's My Medicine.
@Blique83

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