my calm in chaos

Silent Vice - Echo Stasis

lyrics:

You can hear my cries but you gave up yeah
I don't want to die but you make my life tough
And bring me to my worst
Why do I bother
When you told me that you need a hug
Yeah you're pulling me in close
Turning my bones to dust
Heart in your hand and you just crush
This time I'm honest
You can hear my cries but you gave up yeah
I don't want to die but you make my life tough
And bring me to my worst
Why do I bother
When you told me that you need a hug
Yeah you're pulling me in close
Turning my bones to dust
Heart in your hand and you just crush
This time I'm honest

Yeah
I can't seem to ever get away
Uh
Stick around show me who a fake
Yeah
Chewing through your lies like a steak
Uh
Bloody like a toothache
Yeah
I hope I'm not just someone in your way
Uh
Addicted to your body and your face
I
Don't want to get rid of your remains
If you hate me then say that
Screaming out in my ear but I don't hear shit
Paint her picture perfect so don't act deaf
Don't go acting deaf

You can hear my cries but you gave up yeah
I don't want to die but you make my life tough
And bring me to my worst
Why do I bother
When you told me that you need a hug
Yeah you're pulling me in close
Turning my bones to dust
Heart in your hand and you just crush
This time I'm honest
You can hear my cries but you gave up yeah
I don't want to die but you make my life tough
And bring me to my worst
Why do I bother
When you told me that you need a hug
Yeah you're pulling me in close
Turning my bones to dust
Heart in your hand and you just crush
This time I'm honest

You just crush
Heart in your hand and you just crush
Yeah you crush
Don't go acting deaf

crush

Moist.

Nathyn - Self Destructive

AXAXC – DEREALIZATION (FULL ALBUM)
🧠 A sonic descent into addiction, masculinity, mental collapse, and identity death.
🕳 Trapcore • Deathcore • Nu Metal • Screamo • Ambient Sludgecore

“This cell doesn’t have four walls. It has my face.”

DEREALIZATION isn’t just an album — it’s a mental event. A full-body confrontation with trauma, weed addiction, spiritual despair, fractured masculinity, and the mask of perfection.
It’s about waking up in your own life… and realizing you don’t recognize yourself.

This record is the culmination of every psychological arc from previous AXAXC albums.
Legacy tracks like “Perfect”, “Tongues of Sin”, and the remastered “End of the Line” find new meaning here — not as isolated songs, but as symptoms in a larger mental breakdown.

🧠 THEMATIC ARC:
Tracks 1–5: The high. The mask. The beginning of collapse.

Tracks 6–9: Duality of identity. Cracks in the mirror. Begging to be seen.

Tracks 10–13: Shame, sin, and spiritual erosion.

Tracks 14–17: Total breakdown → false salvation → reluctant acceptance → final breath.

🔁 LEGACY TRACKS [Derealization Cuts]:
- The Nail in the Coffin
- Perfect
- Tongues of Sin
- TABOO [Remastered – Derealization Cut]
- God is a Woman (And She's Ashamed of Me)
- The Devil Said I'm Okay
- End of The Line [Remastered – Derealization Cut]

These were written long ago, but they always belonged here.
This is where their meaning finally lands.

🩸 HIGHLIGHT TRACKS:
I Am Already Dead [Alpha v.1 & Beta v.1]: The breaking point of addiction and the fracturing of self.

- Walking Dead (P1 & P2): A weed high as synthetic salvation — until the crash. 
- Prison: A scream for release from a self-built cage.
- The Mirror Lies: Rage against the curated persona you’ve become.
- God is a Woman(And She's Ashamed Of Me): The shame of spiritual failure and feminine rejection.

💀 AUTHOR’S NOTE:
“I don't want to be here anymore — but I built this version of me for you.
The man made perfect.
The man made empty.”

This is a neurodivergent death spiral in audio form.
If you’ve ever felt broken trying to be strong…
If you’ve ever loved the high more than yourself…
If you’ve ever built a mask so strong you forgot your real face underneath…
This album is your mirror.

🔥 RECOMMENDED IF YOU LIKE:
#Slipknot • #Korn • #SleepToken • #Nothing,Nowhere. • #BreakingBenjamin • #SlaughtertoPrevail • #Loathe • #FallinginReverse

DISTORT. DISTRUST. DESTROY.
#AXAXC
#Derealization #MentalHealth #Neurodivergent #WeedAddiction #MalePressure
#Deathcore #Trapcore #NuMetal #Screamo #SoundCloudMetal
#NewMusic #EmotionalBreakdown #DarkMusic #Recovery #Trauma

Prison

Shadow of Your Wings

Ashes and Armour

Eternal light

We write this to express pain that can’t be put into words.

Our songs are resonance—
the sound of everything falling apart.

This is our little corner of the internet.
And to the 271 souls who feel us,
the 20,000 engaged listeners who keep showing up...

We thank you.

We see you.
We love you.
We’re screaming with you.

— AXAXC
#AXAXC #AloneInLifeAndDeath #Resonance #DistortDistrustDestroy #AXAXCCollective #EmotionalMetal #Paincore #Griefcore #HeartbreakMetal #TraumaMusic #MentalHealthAwareness #EmotionalCatharsis
#ThisIsMyResonance #SongsThatHurt #MusicThatUnderstands #IStillHearYou #WoundsThatRaisedMe #Deathcore #Metalcore #Screamo #PostHardcore #NuMetalRevival #CinematicMetal #GothicMetal #SpokenWordMetal #MelodicCore #Doomcore #AltMetal #UndergroundMetal



Wounds That Raised Me

Drums rush like panic, but the melody moves slow and wounded. This is the final step: not redemption, but acceptance. He won’t forget. He won’t forgive. But he chooses to keep breathing.

The Quiet Reset

ONE AGAINST ALL

[Verse]
Leave it to me
To lose control
Trying to float
Keep my soul whole

[Verse 2]
Hoping not to hang
From a rope tight
Every day's a fight
I cling to the light

[Chorus]
Just keepin' on
One step at a time
Singin' my song
Liftin' my mind

[Verse 3]
Constant reminder
Of what I've lost
Broken yet kinder
Payin' the cost

[Chorus]
Just keepin' on
One step at a time
Singin' my song
Liftin' my mind

[Bridge]
Alone with my thoughts
But not for long
Gotta find strength
Make myself strong

KTT • kEEPin’ oN (w:Duston vocals)

Shepherd's War

Fractured Legends is a post-hardcore journey through worlds on the edge of chaos, following heroes, monsters, and lost souls as they face impossible battles. From reanimated warriors confronting their past, to mechanical champions clashing with endless armies, to dragons igniting hope in lands consumed by darkness, each track explores courage, defiance, and the relentless fight for redemption. With raw emotion and unyielding intensity, the album weaves together tales of sacrifice, rebellion, and the burdens carried by those who dare to stand against fate.

Across shattered kingdoms and towering fortresses, Fractured Legends captures the collision of ambition and destiny, isolation and resolve, fear and resilience. Whether soaring on wings of fire, wielding power beyond comprehension, or guarding forgotten realms, every song channels the tension of epic conflict and the fragile humanity that fuels it. This is a collection where hope burns brightest amid devastation, and where every legend, fractured or whole, leaves an indelible mark on the world.

Brothers in the Cold

Schmiede des Ewigen Zorns

Think You’re Better

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I wrote the lyrics to the songs 
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ONE AGAINST ALL

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