she tell she's upset
please erase
i cause so many issues, it dont phase me
i fuck up all my friendships
somebody just help me
im drowning with this ship
and feeling kinda basic

all my emotions 
i left them with the snow
whole time
my whole life
is just a stupid show

guess you've fallen
and im sorry that i made you bleed
guess i lost that something im your enemy
all your problems thats enough now
im not really myself when im alone now

@sadtxnshi
she dont want me anymore
now i got that 
now im falling to the floor 
she wont come back
i am just getting ignored
so lets just fuck that
i am always fucking bored
now watch me drop dead

u know im bleeding out
but u dont give a shit
u know im feeling down
but u just fuck that bitch

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To Whom It May Concern (200BPM)

sewerperson - crunch the #’s (prod. SephGotTheWaves & Boyfifty)

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Looking half a mile away to see you face the wall
everytime u look at me my feelings burn 
all the things u wanted and I failed them all
Everytime u Talk to me my stomach burns

Don’t notice me
Don’t notice 
Don’t no

Don’t notice me
Don’t notice 
Don’t no

Blood creeping out my window to my yard
All this involvement don’t know who u are 
All this water leaves, falls down where u are 
I don’t seem restless just going too far 
I’ve got no fuel left, you’ve drained all that I have 
Oh I’m anxious as shit, u should look at my arm
Cause I’ve torn it to pieces 
No pieces left
Just a pot that you piss in, now torn to shreds 

this feeling eats me alive guess i messed up my life
i try just to hide that way cant be right
well im just tired, everything is tiring
i stay up all night next day i sleep all the time
dont know what to say so i better stay silent
in my head im with you in fields full of violets

Walk myself to the pier this is life for me 
Pull myself up the wall u can’t carry me 
All this water gets colder crashes into me 
These feelings that I get I must have to leave

pier ft. melon

Black tar around my body weight
Dark circles round ur eyes 
U would think that we where made this way
But
It disappeared when u where mine 
No way u could get over this
There’s no way I could survive 
I’ll pretend that I got over it 
But 
my heart is still so full of spite 

It’s so late 
And it’s so dark out 
Are you home yet ? 
It’s not safe out now
Are you home yet ? 
Can you not let me know?
Did you find somebody else who’s gonna fill my role 

You should lay here beneath me
In a forest, near the wood
And try to imagine 
All the things that we could 
Should

Black tar around my body weight
Dark circles round ur eyes 
U would think that we where made this way
But
It disappeared when u where mine 
No way u could get over this
There’s no way I could survive 
I’ll pretend that I got over it 
But 
my heart is still so full of spite

one listen, before you sleep

produced by heylog
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lyrics:
when my body's lying in place
every memory of you now awakes
the road was stable, now it's rough
cause i'm starting to let u back up
i'm fine
at least i tried
bright light
your piece of mind
i am okay
you wanna see what i'm made of
i'm not the same
you wanna see what i'm capable of
i start to feel like nothing
why does everything slip through my hands
people think i'm sad but bitch i'm not
it just looks like i am
can't go out 
i look like i got eczema all down my face
every time i sweat it starts to sting
even with tallow paste
flare up, then get better, do it all over again
red around the center, i'm not tryna screw with it
you don't even wanna know what it's like being me
every second always stressed and always worrying
i rest your soul by my side
cause i know i'll sleep just fine
i barely see anyone
if it's just you i don't mind
i'm upstairs makin some sounds
na this mixed never too loud
want this shit piercing my ears
until it rings so severe
until it

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shoutout to @prodjpjp for the production
& shoutout to @heylog for hopping on it 

LYRICS:
All my friends have turned to strangers
Am I really all alone?
Tell me truth and don't be jaded
Where have you been all night long?
I'm all alone
Struggling to get off my phone
Yeah, I think we did this all wrong
And I cannot get over it
I shouldn't feel this way, not at this young age

So I run, I swear
It's all I've got left in my shitty bones
And you love to leave
Whenever I need you here with me most
Is it all in my head?
All alone to the end?
I guess I'll never know
But I wish you the best
For whatever comes next
'Cause now I'm leaving home

(I'm leaving home)
Uh, so imma leave all my vices
Leave all the memories
Leave all the trauma
You was just my enemy
You're not a friend of me
I see that now it's clear as day
So, it's time to runaway

So I run, I swear
It's all I've got left in my shitty bones
And you love to leave
Whenever I need you here with me most
Is it all in my head?
All alone to the end?
I guess I’ll never know
But I wish you the best 
For whatever comes next
'Cause now I'm leaving home

What has my life become?
Can't think how I once was
All these years gone by so fast
How come I still look back?
This blonde boy I used to be
Smiled big and was happy
Now everybody's watching
I hate it to be honest
The past few years have felt this way
And oh I've had so much to say
Thinking I'll get over it
There's a lot here to digest
Another person disrespects
I'm keeping guard oh, yet again
Maybe I should unalive
Piss right off and from my life

bones w/ heylog (jpjp)

Can’t say ur not breaking me
It takes all that I have 
Just to sleep and then wake again
Barely eat cause I can’t 
My body’s not made for this
Cause half of it is urs
Remember when I said
“For this girl that I adore”
Ur nothing but memories 
Keep
Pulling me apart 
I could never be used to this
It’s only the start 
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Confirm delete em 
1000 images or more 
And I don’t need to see em
Cause They’re all memorised 
I’m burning through these highs 
u don’t even ask how I am 
it feels like nothings right 
Fuck this u never tried
Try to see thru my eyes
The way I suffer every morning
U don’t ask me nein 
“Why u awake so late”
I’m Just talking to friends 
U won’t believe a single thing my mouth has ever said 

Cause it’s so late
And it’s so dark out
Are you home yet ?
It’s not safe out now

There’s no place
For someone like me 
In ur life
So I should focus on being alone
All the time
And babe it’s okay
I promise it’s fine
I’ll be fine
I cannot shake this feeling to die
I should die
How could we say it’s us till we die 
How should I know
And I can say this without any lines
With my eyes closed
Cause I mean it
This isn’t a story 
I can’t go back to the start 
And ur leaving
Moved on while I’m shuffling cards 

There’s no place
For someone like me 
In ur life
So I should focus on being alone
All the time
And babe it’s okay
I promise it’s fine
I’ll be fine
I cannot shake this feeling to die
I should die

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lyrics:

contact goyard with the arm strap
bet ill bounce back quicker than i fall back
bet ill text back quicker than you call back
all the smoke got me feeling like a smokestack

come thru i dont know my eyes red
when they close i can see you in my eye lids
nearly gone, so i roll another blunt wrap
all the smoke got me feeling like a smokestack

smoking slo mo
that shit kick in pronto
i just got some new friends
i put in my new phone

feeling blue like the faces in my bank note
i dont need a meal i just need a fucking goose coat

now she getting real close
start to tell me she know how i feel tho
say we work and she can read me with her eyes closed
i just stay inside so how the fuck would you know

broken car yellow stars
lead me home
sense your hate
and i can feel it in my bones
sense erased
feel my mind work on its own
see your face
in the pictures on my phone
know your place
whats the value of your soul
hows it taste
when you eat your lover whole
cant replace 
the emotions in the mold
change of state
she said ive never been so cold

contact goyard with the arm strap
bet ill bounce back quicker than i fall back
bet ill text back quicker than you call back
all the smoke got me feeling like a smokestack

come thru i dont know my eyes red
when they close i can see you in my eye lids
nearly gone, so i roll another blunt wrap
all the smoke got me feeling like a smokestack

smokestack (prod. fats'e)

lyrics:

they stay hating on me like they used to
she dont wanna feel me like she used to
they still sleeping on me like im used to
but its been the same shit since high school

i been deep in the green like a jungle
all i do is work all i do is hustle
ya im too busy right now couldnt come thru
but its been the same shit since highschool

long hair blow back everytime i fucking come thru
feeling like a throw back everytime i miss you
thinking all the right things when i kiss you
saying all the wrong words into tissues

breaking down to the ground, but my heart still beating
done grieving but im still bleeding
shes so far from a heathen
keep me sane and it keep my breathing

round after round downing shots of bacardi
im still home while she fienin at the party
1am downin water with the molly
lied to my face when she say she just like me

they stay hating on me like they used to
she dont wanna feel me like she used to
they still sleeping on me like im used to
but its been the same shit since high school

i been deep in the green like a jungle
all i do is work all i do is hustle
ya im too busy right now couldnt come thru
but its been the same shit since highschool

high school (prod. ftbondatrack)

lyrics:

i just got a bag and i flipped that out
smoking on plenty good shit right now
i was outside when it all came down
i was in the ride when the car broke down
i was in the ride when the car broke down
i was in the ride when the car broke down
i was into love but im not right now

baby just hear me out
i cannot take this fucking drought
walked out saks fifth i was all smiles
and i came out wearing all new styles
put me on top of the game right now
jabari on top of the game right now
percocet pill in the brain right now
i do not feel no pain right now

you dont need to ask me for a ride im gonna offer it
if i see you on him at the party then im offing it
pulled up in a custom car i pulled up in an optimus
she dont like me yet i bet she will tho im an optimist
im gonna ruin the party
im gonna ruin the party
i gotta girl i invited but she bringing two in the party
and i think they both tryna ruin the party
i got a plan
i got a method
i made an album and now im the man
i know this shit like the back of my hand
what do you think of the face of the brand

i just got a bag and i flipped that out
smoking on plenty good shit right now
i was outside when it all came down
i was in the ride when the car broke down
i was in the ride when the car broke down
i was in the ride when the car broke down
i was into love but im not right now

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