prod written by vocals by Me
art by 8 4 8 5

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OMEN

prod @odel007 @shinjinv
featuring @jujuglocks

art by jiji ty jiji

ive been thinking bout this shit 4 a long time
you feel more distant every time that you come by
i cant keep myself away from those damn eyes (dang this line cringe asf)
ive been tryna forget but i cant clear my mind

mindset w/ yuju (odel & shinjin)

Produced by Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
You called me last night I didn’t answer as usual
I’ve been up I’ve been down it’s just like usual
For a few days I’m feeling a good seven out of ten
Cause I ignored school now my grades falling down the alphabet
Tryna be consistant with everything at once
But when I do something good I mess something else up
Only got a year left waiting for everything to change
But a year feels like forever when everything feels the same

It’s always so dark (everything feels the same)
I messed it all up (it feels the same)
It’s always so dark I messed it all up I messed it all up (everything feels the same)
It’s always so dark (It’s always so dark)
I messed it all up (I messed it all up)
It’s always so dark I messed it all up I messed it all up 

Pack up my things and put my effort where it’s better placed
I’m never content I always wish I had a better face
Wish I had some better friends
One day imma move away and I won’t be the quiet one
Why am I so paranoid
Feel like they watching me
But at the same time
I want the world to see
I’m so much more than this
I’m using what I have
I’m doing what I can but I can build much better things

And it’s always so dark, it’s always so dark, it’s always so dark
I messed it all up, I messed it all up, I messed it all up, I messed it all up
It’s always so dark, it’s always so dark, it’s always so dark, it’s always so dark
Yeah I messed it all up, I messed it all up, I messed it all up, I messed it all up

You called me last night I didn’t answer as usual
I’ve been up I’ve been down it’s just like usual
For a few days I’m feeling a good seven out of ten
Cause I ignored school now my grades falling down the alphabet
Tryna be consistant with everything at once
But when I do something good I mess something else up
Only got a year left waiting for everything to change
But a year feels like forever when everything feels the same

It’s always so dark (everything feels the same)
I messed it all up (it feels the same)
It’s always so dark I messed it all up I messed it all up (everything feels the same)
It’s always so dark (It’s always so dark)
I messed it all up (I messed it all up)
It’s always so dark I messed it all up I messed it all up

Alphabet

#us #wip
credits:
@haveonlyonechance
@ogpichu

intro from love is war 

[hook]
is it my fault
if u dont care anymore
shes making me blush
and i just stare at the floor
knew it was coming felt it in my core
asked u if u still like me u said not anymore
2x

[verse]
you said i would be hard to forget
you knew a different me, way back then
i cant take back things i said
but i still remember the day that we met
i put my life into you
it was all for nothing
i put my time into you
wish i got away with something

bridge from kaguya as well :P

hook repeat yup

my fault (tenoji)

Luh bday song love u all <333 

im so tired

(lyrics)
You see me trying but you say its not enough
Ive been broken my hearts bleedin girl I hate it when we fight

But on my death bed
Ill be staring at the stars 
Ive been tryna make a wish
Cause youre the only girl I want

But it aint right anymore
Cause what we had fell apart
You know im smoking a lot 
Girl you left me in the dark

Thought im right but im wrong
I keep fuckin it up
I dont know what I should tell you
Ive been feelin pretty numb

Tell me something why the fuck did I keep chasin ???
Ive been feelin pretty tired 40 hours spent awake

I wash the blood away
Thats drippin from my nose
And I could tell you that im fine 
but ive been dying on my own

And I know you wont call
Its killin me inside 
I tried to take some fluoxetine
But it aint set me right 

And I thought that you were the one in my fuckin life
That I could cherish girl you would help me sleep at night

But it aint right anymore
Cause what we had fell apart
You know im smoking a lot 
Girl you left me in the dark

Thought im right but im wrong
I keep fuckin it up
I dont know what I should tell you
Ive been feelin pretty numb

Tell me something why the fuck did I keep chasin ???
Ive been feelin pretty tired 40 hours spent awake

I wash the blood away
Thats drippin from my nose
And I could tell you that im fine 
but ive been dying on my own

SPOTIFY

walking in the fog (methboiswag)

donor w/ wells, blxty, kuru, dolly, mental (emorave)

(prod. nomu)
art by me & anna!!
please get out my way !  >:(

also new music is on the way <3 luv u all

//
I feel anti social
Please get out my way
I dont wanna talk to you
If u a fake
I feel anti social
Please get out my way
Please get out my way
Please get out my way

Devil on my shoulder
Angel by my side
I swear that i lov her++
She my ride or die
I still feel so empty
I cant even lie
But she make it better
Feel like im alive  

Yuuuh like its perfect blue
Wish i had the fame
I want something new
Yuuuh like its perfect blue
Throw it all away
When i look up at my  idols
Sell their soul awayyy, for some money and a title
dollar for some fame, pop some drugs and let ur mind go
Watch the numbers raise, baby what u need to lie for

I don't want it no more
You can take it away
ima burn down the stage
Hope it all goes away
I don't want it no more
And let the money parade
While im hiding in pain  
Hope it all goes away

antisocial

(@prodnomu)

//

I try and try
Its not enough
I cry and cry
Im not enough

Im stuck
Im done
Fuck this
Have fun
Take drugs
Fucked up
Im done

I love
You when you
Take my 
Hand and
Make me feel like i can stand
Up for myself and fall
Again

I just wanna be me
Oh how hard could that be
But i see and you see
That we all
Love some green
And our minds fall apart
And we’re blind to our heart
Leave no room for the art

im done

lil wintr - lurking ft. angelus, kuru & chach (prod. angelus, ways & kuru)

SPOTIFY
https://open.spotify.com/track/5Xx3C7NahN8rPhyiJ5vlEK?si=Y5duZxdIT1qAXocuUPoqDw

@mkne @176s

useless (prod. maknae x waifu)

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prod - @1hallow - twitter.com/1vyxs
art & master by me

getting back into posting this year, looking to work with more artists! dm me : )

https://soundcloud.com/1flea/para-ti

check out the alt version :)

antisocial

nomu

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