i remember when this first came out i went like 5 hours with this on repeat <3

this is so catchy and well executed that i cant help but have this stuck on repeat in the middle of the night, gotta say the transition from fast paced to sow and chill is really satifying

U r a rockstar nomu! Make more like dis :)

@rosesleeves @starfall @oscarxpisces @0noahh @sammy7even
prod Rose

Rose, Starfall, Oscar Pisces, Noahh & Sammy - MORE THAN FRIENDS (Rose)

Produced by Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
I wouldn’t wanna talk with anybody else
I’d rather spend the time with myself
I’m tryna map the road out in front of me
But nothing’s promised it’s scary as hell
Don’t know whose looking out for you and whose in for themselves
Trust me I’ve been here before I know it all too well
Trying not to step on snakes but even ladders lead to hell
I can’t let that get between us

I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know
I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know

Know we’re on separate paths
We’re not supposed to look back
But I can’t help myself
I’m trying not to hold
Onto the way I felt
I know no matter what we’ll make it to the same place
Cause I could never let you just be a familiar face
I know I broke too quickly couldn’t keep up with the pace
If I could do it again wouldn’t do anything the same

I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know
I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know

Hope That You Know

I have no motivation
So I get nothing done
I hate the mornings so i 
Sleep in way past the sun    	 
I have like everything but
I still find nothing fun, 
I really like the smell of
The world when it burns

It keeps me warm
It keeps me warm
It keeps me warm

now its only a fraction   
Of times that we had
So i turn to distractions
Whenever im sad  
It turns into a cycle
I think im going psycho
Fraid of things that i might do
Might do

Lately i just hate everyone
I hope they all run away 
I hope they somehow just trip and fall
I hope they dig their own graves 

Im a mess
Im obsessed 
with distractions all day
And when i stop  
drown in thoughts
i just break down again
(2x)

Fuck that
Ima turn this shit around
Wrote that
In december i was down
Looking back that shit was kinda rough
But now im here its kinda funny got my money up

This year ,drop whatever I wana
All my songs are kinda sad but now im tryn be funner
Theres jus this
Big fear, 
I wont do any numbers
doesn't matter anyways im already goin down under 

I
I got a present 4 u
And im not sure if you’ll like it or not
But i assure u its straight from da heart
Ok u
U make write all these songs
But im j sad 1 percent  of the time
I jus dont make songs about 99

distractions

spotify

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @gnde

https://open.spotify.com/track/2HkysUlkqHuFLpt71lECl4?si=27e8105b95da441a&nd=1

lyrics:

im aching
i feel my body fall apart
make my walls collapse
im crawling back
to somewhere i can start

wish they would talk to me
i feel them watching me
its almost constantly
its hard to fall asleep
wake up and walk between
hate me and want to be
i cant keep promising
that this is all ill be

i feel dead
til they tell me that they love me
i feel better
every day im losing friends
i can barely even walk on my own legs
like im floating
or maybe falling instead
but im not
its not that bad
i start feeling lost
ill hold ur hand
havent smiled since december
it might be like this forever

yea its aching
body shaking
i cant fake it
the conversations
got no patience
i cant take it
the violations
vile cadence
i am faded
the constellations
got me jaded
ive gone manic

with life on my back its just got me in panic
all of my friends they just went in and vanished
and i always felt like a monster thats banished
and all of my life i just felt like a menace

all of my time has been wasted again
trying to keep all my friends in my head
but i rather have noone there and depressed 
cuz all of these people they used me and left

i want a chance just to be by myself
cuz all of you fakes want to drain all my health
and i have been trying to fix how i felt
but all of this time and u wasted in hell

ache ft grandee

on all plats
lyric vid: https://youtu.be/j59xggCh7VI

i jus spent a bag mhm made it back 
n i jus dropped the top on god where u at
n they talkin shit, they jus want me to react 
ima put u inna chokehold bitch how is that
oh u wont make the playlist
people quick to talk but they always on tha same shit
i been chasin guap all year wbu bitch
i been sippin cup, now ill let the fuckin clutch slip
bitch ill drive u like suburban
hella sippin then we swervin
yea i mean to make u nervous
im not gna close the curtians
n its like we in slow motion
hella wavy like the ocean
bitch im sippin on sum potion
they want me to start the notion
yeah im w my suicide squad
livin life like i got mods on 🗿
bitch u know i hit the fuckin track
i said throw it back
and u know we drivin way too fast
i wont come in last

@diegointhedark
bitch 
you cannot surpass 
ziplocks stuff em with the pack (yuh)
bro is fucking malding 
i know that you’re hella mad (yuh)
it goes both ways
stole my heart 
don’t want it back 
stick gone hit some bodies 
clip got bullets and some souls attached
you wanna leave n i don’t blame u
choppa gonna bang u
no plates on my car 
red and blue lights in the rear view 
moving off a bar 
when you’re fucked up they all fear u
moving off a bar 
what’d you say? 
i didn’t hear u ..
u got dropped bitch 
way too toxic 
needle to the veins 
since i’m running out of options 
bro you’re all the same 
all the swag 
y’all fucking lost it 
i stay in my lane 
everyday 
cuz i’m a boss bitch
baby everything you said 
stays inside my head
memories i made with you 
eat at me inside my bed
look into your eyes 
and i can see another life 
the love that you give me 
feels like such a different type 
wonder if it’s all forreal 
or just a miracle
xanax got me spinning round 
just like i’m on a merry go
grab the K and shoot to kill 
it’s time to end it all
knew our love was fake 
just like plastic 
just like ethanol

watch this
she told me to muhfuckin stop it
u dont wanna fuck w me cuz u not in tha cockpit
im jus like the fbi ill put u on my watchlist
jus b careful think theres blood up inna moshpit

react w/ diegointhedark (avit)

prod. @mental :)
she cant stop herself from readin, the messages
downing drugs i guess she fiendin, illiterate
she despise the fuckin dreamland she livin in
i guess im jus gon be leaving, n keep ur bitch 
yea this mf allergic to listining
in her eyes i see u killed it, the glistining
smack the dope n say she changing its riveting
said she dont want me to leave her unless its him (what)
im like why u gotta do u like that 
why u gotta do me like
why u gotta do u like that  
ig i could never have what you had 
i could never have what you
i could never have what you had 

@k4rson
you said "you dont need me", but i think i need you
you dont wanna see me, i just wanna see you
you said "moving on is easy", but i only think about you
you dont wanna be with me, but i cant do this without you 
i just wanna be someone that you can trust 
i want you to see that i could be enough 
i want you with me, cuz ive been feeling lost 
n i don't wanna leave, i miss when it was us :(



mood swings now theres cocaine on my table
askin what are we it aint worth a label
handin her the za for distraction
i lost all the time that i clocked in :I
yea, i dont think that we should evr talk again
only shoulda treated you like u were my friend
i moved on now ur springin for less
whats ur name didnt mean to forget

like that w/ k4rson prod. mental

back like i never left x

video out now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fnzyutj7XJ4

-

set your mind right
i dont really care but
i just wanna know when the times right
and i know you got no friends but
i just wanna know where ur minds at
took a prozac
faded
left my third eye on a mindmap
fuck unconscious hating
you dont wanna know where my minds at

and i know you hate the sight but
i dont wanna leave when youre blinded
shed some tears in amsterdam cause
i dont wanna hear when we're fighting

wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses

i dont wanna hear when we're--
/wont cut away, cut away with your losses/
i dont wanna hear when we're fighting
/wont cut away, cut away with your losses/
i dont wanna hear when we're

-

produced by neverforever

tears

lyrics
ya no puedo verte mas
no quiero verte mal
que lo que siento no empañe lo que paso atras
dime como estas
dime que volveras
cuando ya nada me ilumina y solo veo el final
sabes tan bien lo que yo siento
te percatas hasta cuando miento
to se ha vuelto tan reciproco
que siento que nada lo merezco
y qué hacer si te vas y vuelves?
qué hacer si siempre me mientes?
quiero pero no puedo
pa mi no es un juego
deja de hacerme la mente!
y si me buscas me vas a encontrar
cuando me miras que tiendes a pensar
y todo lo que sentias nunca supe si es real
damn, creo que fui un momento
ya sabes que no miento
to' por y para los dos
to' por y para los dos

TODO POR Y PARA LOS DOS (66SMOKEY)

(prod. nomu)

//
i just wanna  live my best life
i just wanna settle down
and have a good life
that means i dont wanna lie inside the limelight
I dont wanna 'take the drugs and have a good time'

cause everybody has some problems with their mental
and everytime they take a pill they didnt mean to
and now the fakest people saying that they miss u
and now the fakest people sayint that they wish u, were here

I dont need a lot
i dont wanna sell my soul or give it up for guap
i dont wanna make this sht for people who on top 
I dont wanna worry bout the things that people thought  
every single drop

Maybe ill admit it
every legend dies when they havent reached their limit
filled to the brim, like my drink, and then i'll tip it
ooh leme sip it til im thinking 
woah
ooh leme sip it til im thinking 

i just wanna  live my best life
i just wanna settle down
and have a good life
that means i dont wanna lie inside the limelight
take the drugs and have a good time
(2x)

best life

(@prodnomu)
its been a while but heres something different :)

//
Fear, I live in fear 
That one day youll disappear

In front of me

Because of me
Loving u
Loving me

Forget how I said
Insecurity

Is a feeling of
Love with some jealousy

Jealousy
Jealousy

What are you so afraid of ?

because of me

(@prodnomu)
stay safe luv u all <3

video on astari: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xysH0udOXdc

//
U look pretty in that dress
U look pretty in that
dress(16)

Okay i take it back
Everything i said
Eveyrthing i did
You dont understand
Thats not what i meant
U done made me sad
i Didnt give a shit 
Yea
yea

Im just jealous how u make it look so effortless
make s it hard for me to try to make an effort yea
when i try,  u end up always doing better yea
But when i'm insecure i think about the better days 

 
But now i look right in the mirror and I see what ive become
And im not very happy with myself I wanna run 
Away from all the things that make me feel like im someone
Ive tried so many time to make it right but now im done

IM A QUIET PERSON BUT IM SCREAMING  IN THE DARK
AND NO ONE FUCKING HEARS ME CUZ I MUTE MYSELF A LOT
I TRY TO KEEP IT SILENT IN THE DAY BUT DAM  ITS HARD
AND YESTERDAY I SCREAMED SO FUCKING LOUDLY IN THE CAR 

And even though Im better than before I still feel worthless
Ive tried so many times to make it right and make it perfect
And after all this time ive figured that its just not worth it
Go and lock the doors so i can hide behind my curtains

because of me

nomu

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