prod number48

lyrics

nice 2 meet u i hope that we could get along
she cares about me and she tells me when im wrong
vitamins and vicodin thats what im on
keep me alive and youll never be alone
x2
be alone
be alone
be alone
be alone
be alone
be alone
be alone
x2
i know baby ive been trippin i cant lie about that
everyday i walk around with the world on my back
i love when u tell me itll be okay
i know ur lying but it makes me smile anyway
i looked in the mirror not surprised when i saw no one
not an angel babygirl but i think ur one
been so happy since the day we met
been so happy since the day we met

how we first met

https://open.spotify.com/track/63l4KSQVYZGhrtYSqC6SHd?si=d26bbeaaa92f480e

prod by @buginfestedfloorboards <3
featuring the lovely @starfall and @zzzkyr
sad stitch cover. can i get 1 like :(

there's so many things in the world you can fuck up
and somehow I managed to fuck them all up

I hate how I feel but I'm okay
you cut your chest with rusty blade
dont ask how i know just stay calm
and know that I'm here
I'm here to make you okay

to make you okay
I promise i'll stay
You won't leave my brain
you're stuck like a stain
And I'm not enough
My heart can't be touched
Youre ruthless enough
You call out my bluff
and If I had the chance
how could I find you almost
everyday and I get to see your smile
oh wow at least
once in a while
I get to you

Wake up to the smell of coffee and make up
and I want you lately I
don't let you go
don't let you go
I just wanted to be loved
I just wanted to be loved
and I feel alive again
and I just wanna feel okay
every step I take
every move I make
don't want it to fade

I hate how I feel but I'm okay
you cut your chest with rusty blade
dont ask how i know just stay calm
and know that I'm here
I'm here to make you okay

wow that was so deep

spotify

make u okay ft. starfall, kyra (soju)

my brains talking too loud and i can’t turn it off

when you can’t trust your friends how you know it’s gonna end when you can’t trust your head what is real and what’s pretend when you’re staring in the mirror and you’re seeing someone else now you turn to the one thing that won’t make you feel let down 

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

cause i feed off your negativity i’m the one that you hate to see doing better and better and better you know me i can say it’s whatever blood stained dreams hide inside of my sweater stole the stars from the sky hid em under my mattress couple thousand wishes hoping that i can manage couple thousand more hoping that i will vanish 

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

makes me feel so up

makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

substance (yungspoiler & king theta)

hook by me
verses by kuru and dolly
beat by taylor morgan
art by eighty

exe w/ kuru & dolly (taylor morgan)

@mxsui

lyrics:

[victxrw]

can u leave can u leave i dont wnna talk
i can see i can see tht u dont give a fuck
they can say wht they say all around me
i dnt care i dnt care if im unhealthy

cheer up, i cant
cuz when i try 2 help, u stop nd say i cant
even when i know i can, no i cant
do this shit anymore no i cant,
oh i cant

[karson]

i dont wanna lead you astray
tell me ur okay
tell me that u need me and then call me by my name
tell me that u love me and that i make u feel safe
tell me that youll stay with me and that youll never change

like i dont wanna go too far
baby let me heal up your scars
?making it too far
i knew it from the start
you waited for my heart
i held you in my arms
its tearing me apart

[arid]

i know its controlling me
but its way too deep
always stuck inside my home
when u fall asleep
everything u see
is not what u always know

i know its my fault
i know its my destiny
to make us whole again
i know that ur telling me
its not meant to be
yea it feels like the end

[victxrw]

can u leave can u leave i dont wnna talk
i can see i can see tht u dont give a fuck
they can say wht they say all around me
i dnt care i dnt care if im unhealthy

cheer up, i cant
cuz when i try 2 help, u stop nd say i cant
even when i know i can, no i cant
do this shit anymore no i cant,
oh i cant

i cant ft. karson + arid (mxsui)

https://soundcloud.com/ilylucina
https://soundcloud.com/yashio20k
https://soundcloud.com/1wasterr
i still try to just make it right 
ur just trying to waste my time
i know u never asked but im doing fine
100 on the dash in that bitch u know im flying
"just give me one more try, i swear i'll make it right" 
i'm done with all the lies i dont wanna fight 
i'm just sick and tired of doing this all the time
if you dont really want me then go make up ur mind

fast whip skirt off 
bad bitch took her shirt off
sipping on the syrup
get my bands we're up
where I land? Europe
srt burn up
loud bass turn up
ya bitch asked for a photo

know this the wrong way just to feel too
do me the wrong way ima kill you
stuck in the wrong days tryna heal you
im sorry i had enough
sorry im tired of calling your bluff
this bitch getting passed like a puff
you were my mistress but now you’re a dump

stack it up right to the sun
like they wanna be me these niggas my son
yeah i cannot fuck with no one
im stuck on the tv bitch smoking a blunt
smoke the rest till im done
fast track #1 🏁
fat ass wanna cuff
and i miss yo badass off the drugs

trying w/ lucina (yashio +wasterr)

prod. me

lyrics:

ima take some shit then i'll pass out
3am pics got me blurred out
when u look at that shit in the background
u can see me there, i'm a no one
when i put on my shit, it's the best ones
when i look at myself, i don't know him
when i take some pics, i don't post them
then i trash them
never seen them
(x2,,)

and i wish i stopped myself
and i wish i stopped myself from letting go
i stay in the background
u can see me there i'm a no one
(x2,,)

i don't wnna change myself
i don't wnna change myself
for nobody but me i know i have to.
(x2,,)

3amPics

Every day smoke (prod. rksthegoat)

(@prodnomu)

//

I try and try
Its not enough
I cry and cry
Im not enough

Im stuck
Im done
Fuck this
Have fun
Take drugs
Fucked up
Im done

I love
You when you
Take my 
Hand and
Make me feel like i can stand
Up for myself and fall
Again

I just wanna be me
Oh how hard could that be
But i see and you see
That we all
Love some green
And our minds fall apart
And we’re blind to our heart
Leave no room for the art

im done

https://open.spotify.com/track/1Yh40kooeD3tf76ueT5xMC?si=YIGLTaYJSdq9VHYvPhKMrQ

featuring vocals and cover art from @pincode8485

give loop +8485

a letter to someone who wont even know 
-L


i’m average everlasting need a medic I’m on a stretcher doing damage when I don’t answer tried to call up but it’s like never you said so what I don’t know about this shit I don’t really give a fuck way to high off the shit I’m gone I’m stuck I’m really feeling starstruck bitch I’m lost all gone alone no one uh uh so what you know you know because she won’t ever be the same guy my family on my ass I don’t think it’s OK you could see it in the face


i’m average everlasting need a medic I’m on a stretcher doing damage when I don’t answer tried to call up but it’s like never
Your love is toxic I don’t want it don’t even want it but I need it don’t got no options don’t you know options see you talking to all your friends like I’ve been unconscious got this pain eating me away hitting at my noggin we used to talk you should talk as friends everything was set but then you wanted more than you had never could forget but I needed needed you could I bee a fool I had this pain it wont ever pass leave it in the pass I would give u anything didn't have it was the way you had to move knocking me off track