prod tiedforsilver x flesh


tear my flesh apart and leave me rotting in the basement
stomp my fucking skull into the dark grey pavement
i am just a hollow shell a body not to lay with
i just wanna feel the love instead of always fakin

fake shit
i dont wanna take it no more
im vacant 
watch my vessel sink in the floor
self hatreds 
the only thing i feel any more
ill take it
just so you dont walk out the doooor

dont walk out
goin too fast cant stop now
put my heart on lockdown

dont walk out
goin too fast cant stop now
put my heart on lockdown
we gon make it out now

we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out

i said we could fucking make it out
grabbed me by the face & kissed me
then we started making out
i was listening to dgd & it was raining out
voices in my head been asking what are you complaining bout

i said what are u complainin bout
baby we could make it outta here without a hint of doubt
i think im infected and theyl never find an antidote
everything is golden in my eyes i think ur freakin out

and its really over nothing
ur overreacting
that was what youd tell me when id get in a rut

ill always let you have me
any day you ask me
even if ur nothing but a snake in the mud

we'll make it out of here, i promise

beat produced by lil nightshift 
- https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCb4KSyiaqbe_4UTYHZZEXOg

"help me", i said "what for"
she crawls away on the wet floor
i said "it's over" and "i'm not sure if i'll forgive you at all"

knife to the back how you feelin bout that
that's how you treat everyone all the time
life goes fast as it flashes through your eyes
i'll stand and watch and complain about mine
you're so sad i can't stand you
everyone around has abandoned you too
that's cause no one can handle
all the misery you put them through

so goodbye now
guess your time ran out
keep it quiet now
for you there's no way out

she told me i'm crazy, like yeah i know
i'm helping you out cause you gotta go
you're insane, told you long ago
time to leave this place you dumb girl

she tries to attack but it sets her right back
tears are flooding out of her eyes
this shouldn't even be too much to unpack
i smile and laugh over her cries
she's so scared, and no ones here for her
all the noise just turns into a whisper
she's so unprepared, won't know what hits her
and hopefully things can just go back to how they once were

she cried "it's not fair"
wait, why are you not self aware
you've done so much shit that you cannot repair
ruined lives and you don't even care

"help me", i said "what for"
she crawls away on the wet floor
i said "it's over" and "i'm not sure if i'll forgive you at all"

blood covers the pavement 
now i hear sirens wailing 
stained clothes got no time to change them
so i'll stay here and wait then
bite marks on both of my knees
covered in marks and bruises
in my head i'm replaying your screams
never met someone so useless

sirens (lil nightshift)

Stable conversation! Lyrics below! :) 

You’re staring in my eyes 
To see your own reflection
Wouldn’t walk outside with me
Unless you felt perfection 
Told me wait at home, oh baby 
I can’t stand rejection 
Positive and negative I think we lost connection 
I don’t want be out in the rain 
See myself in puddles guess I was to blame 
Leaving me on read, whilst I bleed in the day
My heart was only fixed when you went away
I thought eveything would work out 
But now I’m hit with sudden doubt 
I’ve been truly fucked for ages 
This destruction is contagious 

I told you my heart was yours
So I gave you the key 
saw you lock it in a chest 
Like Davy Jones from the sea
Broken bones never stopped me from standing
And the sticks alone will be a reason for abondoning 
This situauton, infused furstration 
Am I really stable for this conversation?!

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Stable Conversation

(prod. jolst)

when the suns up
who gon be the one to love her
when the suns down 
who gon be the to trust her

that’s me that’s me 

i got all of that in me  in me
you don’t have to worry
coz i know where i stand 
who i am who i know to my hand give me yours
give me yours oh 

i know i see her on a different level than you 
and i know i wanna keep coz i know the whole truth
just never let me go 
i can give u the whole world 
that smile of yours 
it’s a blessing and a curse 

and who’s to know that i’m the one for you 
spend everyday next to you
you know that i overthink the truth
turn it into something that’s nothing new

you know that i love you
that ain’t gonna change baby
and you know no one’s like me at all 

when the suns up
who gon be the one to love her
when the suns down 
who gon be the to trust her

that’s me that’s me 

i got all of that in me  in me
you don’t have to worry
coz i know where i stand 
who i am who i know to your hand give me yours
give me yours oh

give me your hand (jolst)

awake for too long (prod. I S O L A T E D)

on all platforms
shoutout vails n sound clowny
@alex-thomas-fox & @whos-that-clown

LYRICS :D
Headstart bloods tainted with that mercury
Shine bright, die slow, words still be hurtin me
I try my best even in the worst situations
When i'm in my grave shake my hand congratulations

I just took a ticket, one way trip to hell
Sparks flying, train speeding, n were off the rails
Mercury, set me free
One way ticket n its on for sale
I just bought a ticket, one way trip to hell
How we’ll get there idk i guess time will tell
Took a sip of the tonic red mercury
I could face a fire breathing demon come n murder me

Stab wounds,might die soon, im still down to fight
Ima make a stand til my last breath, see my dying light
Rip out the tape, the cassette turns to scrap
I got no vision my screen fades to black

[vails]

I’m down bad, Like, holy crap I’ve never felt this way before
 It only feels like yesterday my other half said babe, amore
 If you really was there for me Whyd you go and shut the door
 I could sit here and complain But I’ve had broken bones before
 Mercury’ inside my cup My demons took away my luck
 Possesed me but I still live freely 
The only thing is drugs that treat me Coping mechanisms,
all of them, I said good riddence ,
 finding hope has got some distance, 
cus I’ve never had the visions of it alll 

[back to chorus]

[vails again]
Fake love should be a piracy
 And although you’re the treasure youre still denying me
 From sailing out like We had a debacle,  a heated discussion 
And you banged on my walls and door, like playing percusssion 
And I see the scars that made you see the stars 
And it’s harder to breathe knowing you’re almost gone
Sorry i haven’t been available for speaking 
So lost & choked up, to have consider or feeling
I love when she’s angry, and I care when she’s sad
Feel best when she’s happy
yet afraid when she’s glad
I can’t ever understand, her bipolarism
Especially when drunk cus it’s easier sober living

mercury w/ vails [prod. the sound clown x splashgvng]

lyrics 

tell me why ya u be moving selfish 
I'm just staring at myself at my mirror 
cause i can't i can't i can't

waking up every time i feel ugly 
cause i don't see myself lasting more than 2 years 
i can't i can't I'm tired

taking medicine for my lungs
fucking up my life when i smoke
i'ma disappear like a ghost 
i'ma kill myself you won't care

I been walking through the rain 
I been blocking out the pain 
I been leavin a trail to follow steppin in the mud 
follow further along you notice all the drops of blood 
And I’ve been wishing you would call me, think about you every day 
every hour every minute 
think it’s time for me to change 
Need to get this off my chest before I start to skip a beat 
need to get a little rest
falling to my knees
Need to wait a while longer before you start to feel the grief

tell me why ya u be moving selfish 
I'm just staring at myself at my mirror 
cause i can't i can't i can't

waking up every time i feel ugly 
cause i don't see myself lasting more than 2 years 
i can't i can't I'm tired

ypu can tell me how to not be afraid 
the way she looks in my eyes i get scared

tell me why ya u be moving selfish 
I'm just staring at myself at my mirror 
cause i can't i can't i can't

spotify

selfish w/ lil booj (jolst)

twigs (feat. brecken & notahero) (cxrter & vito)

middle fingers up to the sky
i dont give af till the day i die
saying that out loud feels like a lie
rewind, i wont forget that time you said
when you said you love me
u were too good, way too good to last forever
truth said, trying my best to forget it all
even tho that this hurts me ik that its for the better
no offense, but the way you twist my heart into pieces
i cant help but feel a little useless
Ive been awake for so long
that i fell asleep with my headphones still on
listen to the songs that i made for u
then you would understand how i feel for you
cuz i cant explain it at all
no i cant explain all my thoughts, no
kill me or kiss me, softly
or do me dirty, take the clothes right off me
slow, like im sipping on a coffee
if this night ever ends, take the gun and off me
awfully, and clean up the mess
you kinda taste like toffee when i put my fangs on ur neck
when i put my fangs on ur neck
when i put my fangs on your
neck 
VV

fangs on ur neck

Fangs VV [prod. thersx]

i dont think u understand
what i meant when i said that theres parts i want to fix
i was talking bout myself cuz i saw me turning out different than this
kiss ur lips
fight for the hell of it
be content for a little bit
shes an angel
she fell from the sky
n ur arms feel like heaven where i lie
its a beautiful place to die

all these sand traps slowing down my grind
she concerned for my health n my life
i feel the fel energy inside
im either high on my shame or my pride

i dont think u understand 
give in to ur every demand 
i dont think u understand 
give it all the energy i have 
i feel it inside
cast it aside
our feet in the grass
think i turned to a ghost
i would stay by you when it hurt most
a swing n a miss
man was i ever close?
been on my mind i dont know if it shows
i dont think u understand
give in to ur every demand
i dont think u understand

all these sand traps slowing down my grind
she concerned for my health n my life
i feel the fel energy inside
im either high on my shame or my pride

fel w/ evergarden (nathan p)

Someone remind her she’s doing so well…..


Lyrics:

Her mom passed when she was eight 
And she’s never felt the same
 but that’s okay 
And Her dad turned to the alcohol 
Poor girl living in a broken home
With too much on her plate
Someone remind her she’s doing so well
You’ve come so far should be proud of yourself 
Self harm scars from what you endured 
It’s a sign of your strength love 


I could never resonate with what you had been through 
Rehab didn’t work for him but it could you
I know you feel like the spare missing part
To your favourite jigsaw you used to love 


Yea I know it’s hard for you
 I can’t even fathom what your going through 
Your beautiful inside and out
God I wish I was you 
I wish you could see yourself in my eyes
Your so beautiful to me

give me your hand (jolst)

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